Tales From Cornwall….

Wednesday morning, early on… Grey over the city, machinery stirring on the road digging up Hawthorne one more time.

Had a nice visit with a friend last night, had out the books on Britain as he is going over in 3 weeks. Suggested he take a few extra days…. and wander. It seems he will.

An entry today based around Cornwall. (this came out of last nights visit)

More on the way, but you knew that…

Gwyllm

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Pete’s Pick:Savina Yannatou – Ah Mon Die

3 Cornish Tales

(PV) Utada Hikaru – Sakura drops

The Cornish Poet: John Harris

Artist: Robert Anning Bell

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(Robert Anning Bell – when in the chronicle of wasted time)

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The Links:

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Briton loses extradition fight over US military hacking

Past Lives and Why We Don’t Remember

Ancient human unearthed in China

Animal attraction

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Pete’s Pick:

Savina Yannatou – Ah Mon Die

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(Robert Anning Bell – The Magic Chrystal)

Persons Spirited Away to Fairy Land

When unmolested, fairies bring good fortune to places they frequent; but they are spiteful if interfered with, and delight in vexing and thwarting people who meddle with them. It is well known ‘that they can’t abear those whom they can’t abide.’ Then there were the tales of persons spirited away to fairyland, to wait upon the small people’s children and perform various little domestic offices, where the time has passed so pleasantly that they have forgotten all about their homes and relations, until by doing a forbidden thing they have incurred their master’s anger. They were then punished by being thrown into a deep sleep, and on awakening found themselves on some moor close to their native villages. These unhappy creatures never, after their return, settled down into work, but roamed about aimlessly doing nothing, hoping and longing one day to be allowed to go back to the place from whence they had been banished. They had first put themselves into the fairie’s power by eating or drinking something on the sly, when they had surprised them at on of their moonlight frolics; or by accepting a gift of fruit from the hands of one of these little beings.

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Cornish Fairies: The Lost Child

It was a lovely evening, and the little boy was gathering flowers in the fields, near a wood. The child was charmed by hearing some beautiful music, which he at first mistook for the song of birds; but, being a sharp boy, he was not long deceived, and he went towards the wood to ascertain from whence the melodious sounds came. When he reached the verge of the wood, the music was of so exquisite a character, that he was compelled to follow the sound, which appeared to travel before him. Lured in this way, the boy penetrated to the dark centre of the grove, and here, meeting with some difficulties, owing to the thick growth of underwood, he paused and began to think of returning. The music, however, became more ravishing than before, and some invisible being appeared to crush down all the low and tangled plants, thus forming for him a passage, over which he passed without any difficulty. At length he found himself on the edge of a small lake, and, greatly to his astonishment, the darkness of night was around him, but the heavens were thick with stars. The music ceased, and, wearied with his wanderings, the boy fell asleep on a bed of ferns. He rellated, on his restoration to his parents, that he was taken by a beautiful lady through palaces of the most gorgeous description. Pillars of glass supported arches which glistened with every colour, and these were hung with crystals far exceeding anything which were ever seen in the caverns of a Cornish mine. It is, however, stated that many days passed away before the child was found by his friends, and that at length he was discovered, one lovely morning, sleeping on the bed of ferns, on which he was supposed to have fallen asleep on the first adventurous evening. There was no reason given by the narrator why the boy was “spirited away” in the first instance, or why he was returned. Her impression was, that some sprites, pleased with the child’s innocence and beauty, had entranced him. That when asleep he had been carried, through the waters to the fairy abodes beneath them; and she felt assured that a child so treated would be kept under the especial guardianship of the sprites for ever afterwards. Of this, however, tradition leaves us in ignorance.

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(Robert Anning Bell – Cupids’ Visit)

St Levan Fairies

Years since–the time is past now–the green outside the gate at the end of Trezidder Lane was a favourite place with the Small Folks on which to hold their fairs. One might often see the rings in the grass which they made in dancing, where they footed it. Mr Trezillian was returning late one night from Penzance; when he came near the gate, he saw a number of little creatures spinning round and round. The sight made him light headed, but he could not resist the desire to be amongst them, so he got off his horse. In a moment they were all over him like a swarm of bees, and he felt as if they were sticking needles and pins into him. His horse ran off, and he didn’t know what to do, till, by good luck, he thought of what he had often heard, so he turned his glove inside out, threw it amongst the Small Folk, and ere the glove reached the ground they were all gone. Mr Trezillian had now to find his horse, and the Small Folk, still determining to lead him a dance, bewildered him. He was piskie-led, and he could not find out where he was until broad daylight. Then he Saw he was not a hundred yards from the place at which he had left his horse. On looking round the spot where he had seen the Small Folk dancing, he found a pair of very small silver knee-buckles of a most ancient shape, which, no doubt, some little gentleman must have lost when he was punishing the farmer. Those who knew the families will well remember the little silver buckles, which were kept for some time at Trezidder and some time at Raftra.

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(PV) Utada Hikaru – Sakura drops

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The Cornish Poet: John Harris

FALMOUTH FIRE 1862.

Midnight was on the mountains,

Midnight was on the town,

And sleep, the balmy seraph,

Came sweetly, gently down,

Sealing the lids of sorrow,

Hushing the storm of strife,

And calming down to quiet

The busy hum of life.

The stars were in their dwellings,

Watching the world below,

And on her path of silver

The white moon travell’d slow;

When forth the monster hurried,

With fury on his crest,

And fire upon his forehead,

And flames upon his breast.

With awful, savage grandeur,

The roof he rushes o’er,

Forcing his flaming fingers

Through window and through door.

The ships within the harbour,

The boats a-near the place,

Are shining in the anger

That flashes from his face.

With lurid look he rushes

Across the narrow street,

Thrusting his red arms upward,

Which in the centre meet,

And hiss with raging fury,

No waters scarce can tame,

Or art avail to lessen,

A canopy of flame.

The youth, the timid maiden,

And manhood in its prime,

Old age, o’errun with wrinkles,

And whiten’d much by time,

The mother with her baby

Beneath the shining star,-

All rush before the monster,

Whose eyelids flash afar.

Yet, in this dread tornado,

The breeze of mercy flows;

No human life was injured

In all this rush of woes.

God saved the stricken parent,

And child upon his knee:

No lot, however bitter,

But it might bitterer be.

We pass not by the matron,

Who, in the dreadful roar,

Rose up to leave her dwelling,

Perchance for evermore;

And from the shelf her Bible

She snatch’d with tearful eyes,

The best of all her treasures,

Her chiefest, richest prize.

God bless the noble-hearted,

For many a generous deed,

For bounty richly flowing,

In this the time of need!

In other climes are heroes,

Whose names illustrious stand;

But none are truly greater

Than in our native land.

‘The Fall of Slavery’ (1838)

Musing by a mossy fountain,

In the blossom month of May,

Saw I coming down a mountain

An old man whose locks were grey;

And the flowery valleys echoed,

As he sang his earnest lay.

“Prayer is heard, the chain is riven,

Shout it over land and sea;

Slavery from earth is driven,

And the manacled are free;

Brotherhood in all the nations;

What a glorious Jubilee!

“God has answered, fall before Him,

Laud His majesty and might;

On thy knees, O earth, adore Him:

Now the black is as the white;

Hallelujah! hallelujah!

Every bondsman free as light.

“Whip and scourge, and fetter broken,

Far away in darkness hurled;

This a grand and glorious token,

When millennium fills the world.

Hallelujah! O’er the nations

Freedom’s snowy flag unfurled.

“God has answered! Glory, glory!

O’er the green earth let it speed;

Sun and stars take up the story,

Nevermore a slave shall bleed;

Shout deliverance for the freeman,

Send him succour in his need.

Glory be to God the Giver.

Slavery now shall brand no more;

From the fountain to the river

Freedom breathes on every shore.

Hellelujah! Hallelujah!

Brotherhood the wide world o’er.”

THE CORNISH CHOUGH.

Where not a sound is heard

But the white waves, O bird,

And slippery rocks fling back the vanquish’d sea,

Thou soarest in thy pride,

Not heeding storm or tide;

In Freedom’s temple nothing is more free.

‘T is pleasant by this stone,

Sea-wash’d and weed-o’ergrown,

With Solitude and Silence at my side,

To list the solemn roar

Of ocean on the shore,

And up the beetling cliff to see thee glide.

Though harsh thy earnest cry.

On crag, or shooting high

Above the tumult of this dusty sphere,

Thou tellest of the steep

Where Peace and Quiet sleep,

And noisy man but rarely visits here.

For this I love thee, bird.

And feel my pulses stirr’d

To see thee grandly on the high air ride,

Or float along the land,

Or drop upon the sand,

Or perch within the gully’s frowning side.

Thou bringest the sweet thought

Of some straw-cover’d cot,

On the lone moor beside the bubbling well,

Where cluster wife and child,

And bees hum o’er the wild:

In this seclusion it were joy to dwell.

Will such a quiet bower

Be ever more my dower

In this rough region of perpetual strife?

I like a bird from home

Forward and backward roam;

But there is rest beneath the Tree of Life.

In this dark world of din,

Of selfishness and sin,

Help me, dear Saviour, on Thy love to rest;

That, having cross’d life’s sea,

My shatter’d bark may be

Moor’d safely in the haven of the blest.

The Muse at this sweet hour

Hies with me to my bower

Among the heather of my native hill;

The rude rock-hedges here

And mossy turf, how dear!

What gushing song! how fresh the moors and still!

No spot of earth like thee,

So full of heaven to me,

O hill of rock, piled to the passing cloud!

Good spirits in their flight

Upon thy crags alight,

And leave a glory where they brightly bow’d.

I well remember now,

In boy-days on thy brow,

When first my lyre among thy larks I found,

Stealing from mother’s side

Out on the common wide,

Strange Druid footfalls seem’d to echo round.

Dark Cornish chough, for thee

My shred of minstrelsy

I carol at this meditative hour,

Linking thee with my reed,

Grey moor and grassy mead,

Dear carn and cottage, heathy bank and bower.

(The Cornish Chough, Pyrrhocorax pyrrhocorax, is a medium-sized bird related to the crow with a red curved beak. It was once common in Cornwall and in fact is the Cornish national symbol. Sadly, however, the bird became extinct in Cornwall in the early 1970s, although it still lives in Wales and Scotland. The good news is that it seems to be making a return.

John Harris was born in 1820 in Bolenowe, a small village not far from Camborne, in Cornwall. His father was a miner at Dolcoath Tin Mine where young John also started at the age of 10. he began writing poetry as a child, usually in the open air where he was inspired by nature. After 20 years working in the mine, one of his poems was eventually published in a magazine. It attracted notice, and he was encouraged to produce a collection, which was published in 1853. Shortly after, he obtained a position as a Scripture Reader in Falmouth, where he stayed until his death in 1884.

(Robert Anning Bell – The Daisy Chain)

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Today’s Serving! Out to Clients…

Talk Later,

Gwyllm

On The Menu

The Links

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Erik Davis: Synthetic Meditations – Cogito in the Matrix

Four Sufi Poets

Artist: Eleanor Fortescue-Brickdale

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Berrogüetto en Colindres – Permafrost

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Synthetic Meditations – Cogito in the Matrix

Erik Davis

This piece appears in the collection Prefiguring Cyberculture: An Intellectual History (MIT Press, 2003)

Find what Descartes wanted, what it was possible for him to want, what he coveted, if only half consciously.

— Paul Valery

The only thing real is waking and rubbing your eyes.

— The Fall

Introduction: Techno Cogito

Of all the lumbering giants of the Western philosophical tradition, none resembles a punching bag more than René Descartes. He gets it from all sides: cognitive scientists and phenomenologists, post-structuralists and deep ecologists, lefty science critics and New Age holists. The main beef, of course, is the stark divide that Descartes drew between mind and body, a dualism that, by its very claim of rationality, now appears even more obscene than the religious dualisms that stretch back to Zarathustra. Nearly across the board, contemporary thought calls us to defend and affirm the body that Descartes rendered a machine, a soulless automata under our spiritual thumb. It doesn’t really matter that the body so affirmed is itself multiple and even contradictory: the materialist object of biology, the phenomenological bed of Being, a feminist site of anti-patriarchal critique, the New Age animal immersed in Gaia’s enchanted web. Regardless of the framework, the song remains the same: we are bodyminds deeply embedded in the world. For many thinkers now, the sort of abstract, disengaged soul-pilot pictured by Descartes — the “I” immortalized in the famous cogito ergo sum — is not only bad thinking, but, ideologically speaking, bad news.

In many ways I share this urge to trace the networks that embed consciousness in phenomenal reality, and to insist on the extraordinary (though not exclusive) value of causal explanations rooted in the history of matter. But I am no absolutist. The fact that Descartes keeps popping up like a Jack-in-the-box suggests that a splinter of the cogito remains in our minds, some fragmentary intuition or insightful glimpse that we cannot accommodate and so wall off in order to reject. I am not interested in philosophically defending the cogito, or at least the metaphysical cogito we are familiar with: the rational and disengaged instrumentalist manipulating the empty machinery of matter. But I am interesting in probing for that splinter, which I suspect is lodged somewhere in the apparently yawning gap between self-conscious awareness and the phenomenal world — a gap that, despite some hearty attacks from nondualists East and West, continues to inform subjectivity.

One zone that magnifies this gap is technoculture. Cyberspace and its allies (AI, VR, robotics) are shot through, on socio-cultural, methodological and philosophical planes, with a profound if often unconscious Cartesianism. First and foremost, this Cartesianism is what one might call “technical:” the operating assumption that the mathematical recoding of reality is the golden road to the mastery of nature. But this assumption has powerful and various socio-cultural ramifications as well. As we’ll see, some archetypal technopop fantasies — downloaded minds, manipulative technological demiurges, the breakdown between VR and real life — derive in part from the Cartesian imagination.

One field of technoculture particularly marked by Cartesian assumptions is Artificial Intelligence. Classical AI conceives the mind as a disembodied symbolic processor manipulating representations and information in order to reason about and influence the world. Perception, sensation, and behavior are seen as inputs and outputs of an essentially logical machine, a machine whose essential activity is, to take an example fetishized by the AI community, expressed in chess. Though starkly reductive when compared to humanist or existential conceptions of consciousness, classical AI has the peculiar characteristic of reinforcing the familiar “Christian” priority of mind over matter. [1] The ultimate fantasized outcome of this line of thought, famously characterized in chilling detail by the Carnegie Mellon roboticist Hans Moravec, is the ability to upload the mind into silicon — effectively immortalizing the subject. After all, since there is nothing magical about the processes that coax the mind from our neural flesh, then nothing in theory should prevent a computer from simulating an individual brain to such a degree that the self originally booted up by the physical brain couldn’t re-emerge inside the simulacrum.

In light of the pivotal role that absolute doubt plays in Descartes’ Meditations — the doubt that calls into question the existence of the world presented by our senses — it is important to underscore how thoroughly the uploading scenario depends on erasing the material distinction between reality and copy. In essence, the argument goes, we already live inside a virtual reality; sights, sounds, textures and flavors are all ghosts in the brain, woven out of pre-configured cognitive patterns and the incoming signals we receive from senses that shape those signals on the fly. These signals do not carry the things themselves, but only information about those things. In this view, I am not tied to the world. “I” am a kind of foam that forms atop a swirling stew of memory, perception, and various recursive loops staged in the virtual operations of the brain. However, the flipside of this rather contingent if not degrading view of subjectivity is that the self that might one day find itself a computer would be, for all intents and purposes, me. The difference between the material brain and the simulated brain does not effect the ontological status of the mind that arises from the formal operations of both organic and synthetic neural networks.

Unfortunately, classical AI hasn’t been able to make much practical headway over the decades , and this failure has created room for rival theories and strategies to arise. In the 1980s, the MIT roboticist Rodney Brooks helped revolutionize his field with ideas that challenged the symbolic and Cartesian assumptions of AI. Instead of the classical approach to automata, which attempts to program them with complex centralized symbolic representations of the world around them, Brooks imagined robots who learned about their environment by exploring it according to simple behaviors distributed throughout the mechanism. The results of these simple interactions are then subsumed into higher global behaviors — a “bottom up” rather than “top down” approach. Tellingly, the inspiration for Brooks’ first robots were not chess-playing automata, but insects.

Even from Brooks’ own pragmatic perspective, his ideas were always more than mere design strategies. Turning away from the Cartesian premises of classical AI, Brooks held that cognition emerges from the history and memory of the organism’s interactions with the world around it, interactions which are thoroughly distributed throughout the body. In human beings, the increasingly complex behaviors emerging from lower-order processes ultimately lead to consciousness, but at no point does some distinct, underlying, and potentially self-sustaining formal symbolic language of representation pop up. To be conscious is to be engaged in a world that embeds and defines the subject.

One can overplay the conflict between symbolic and behaviorist AI — the “society of mind” model championed by Marvin Minksy, a towering figure in classical AI, shares a number of important characteristics with many of the more “bottom up” theories of human consciousness. But for most cultural theorists who have waded into the field, the distinction is key. For many critics, the rationalist Enlightenment ideals that undergird classical AI are just as ripe for attack as the rest of the Enlightenment project, whereas the behaviorist AI model can be seen to affirm pet concepts like contingency, relativity, and situated embodiment. In How We Became Posthuman, for example, N. Katherine Hayles has offered, in the name of a sophisticated account of embodiment, a historically rich critique of the rhetoric of disembodiment found in much AI and cybernetics. She shows how the apparent incorporeality of information — an incorporeality which is essential for the uploading model — is itself the product of ideological forces and institutional practices which serve to obscure the social and material bases that circulate and produce information. In this latest transform of historical materialism, then, the tension between Brooks and Minksy involved a distinctly moral dimension. As noted by Michael Mateas, a creator of a number of AI-based artworks, “[behaviorist AI] is associated with freedom and human rights and [classical AI] with oppression and subjugation.” [2]

Readers of cultural theory should be familiar with the various associations and lines of thought that would lead to the denigration of symbolic AI, as the science is so clearly open to critiques of patriarchy, logocentricity and the white privilege of disembodiment. It may also be the case that the Cartesian project will contribute little to the task of constructing mobile machine minds (the jury is still out). But the philosophical and even psychological underpinnings of Cartesianism are not so easily written off, let alone banished. As Slajov Zizek notes, academia continues to be haunted by the specter of the Cartesian cogito. In other words, we have by no means sealed up the mad void out of which the cogito first arose — a void which in some sense founds modernity. So whatever happens to the vast edifice of rationalist procedures derived from Cartesian science and mathematics, the splinter of Descartes’ true cross — the cogito — will continue to puncture the increasingly posthuman spaces of technoculture. In fact, I take Zizek at his cryptic word when he claims that Cartesian subjectivity is not only alive and kicking, but that only now, in the age of the Internet, are we truly arriving at it.

I. The Evil Genie

With his otherworldly skepticism, Descartes cracked open the ontologically consistent universe of the premodern mind. He split the “great chain of being,” and that split became the subject, a creature he came to identify as a rational and individual soul fundamentally divorced from the world of extension. How did Descartes, through his own philosophical unfolding, open up this revolutionary split? As he explains in the Meditations, he begins by undermining his conventional habits of thought and perception through the operation of hyperbolic doubt. Sitting robed at his fire, holding a piece of paper not so different than the one you’re now reading, Descartes subjects himself to a series of “what if?” scenarios, soberly swallowing the conceivable possibility that he might be insane, or dreaming, or that an evil genie, “exceedingly potent and deceitful,” might be conjuring up the illusions that he takes to be reality.

The next stage of the story is well-known: having plumbed the pit of doubt, Descartes realizes that even if reality is an elaborate deception engineered by an evil demon, there remains someone who is being deceived. To put it another way, even as Descartes strives to think everything false, “he” is still there, a something that thinks, and which therefore participates in existence. With this move, Descartes chiseled his keystone, reifying the subject who doubts into a metaphysical foundation. And though the cogito itself winds up resting on the even more fundamental foundation of God — a story which we will leave by the wayside — the subject remains the first move in Descartes’ pivotal game. “Observing that this truth ‘I am thinking, therefore I exist’ was so solid and secure that the most extravagant suppositions of the skeptics could not overthrow it, I judged that I need not scruple to accept it as the first principle of philosophy that I was seeking.” [3]

Despite the likelihood that few readers find the cogito mantra very solid and secure at this stage of the history of thought, I cannot resist taking a few pot shots. Turning within and recognizing that thinking is going on gives one no warrant to assume that an “I” exists whose predicate is thought. There is simply thinking. Admittedly, this move only shifts the problem, because there is still the “one” who recognizes that thinking is going on, the one who is tempted to assume the mantle of an “I who thinks.” But even if we grant that this “one” and “I” truly exist, we have not healed the gap. The one who is aware that thinking is going on does not become transparent to itself by positing an I that thinks, because there is no reason, except for habits of speech, to identify the I that thinks with the one who is aware. In other words, I am not (the) one. Or, if you prefer, one does not think. Rather, as Zizek characterizes the situation, it is the “Thing that thinks.” [4] To this a philosopher stung by the Buddhist bug might add that there is no compelling intuitive reason to move from “Thinking is going on” to “some thing is thinking.” Why reify the process in the first place? The whole shadow-play of substance and identity may be nothing more than conceptual imputation, a whirlpool of linguistic reflexivity arising in the foundationless stream of mental activity, boundless and unclear. The one who is aware may not be a one at all. There is simply the mind’s intrinsic mirror-like capacity to reflect phenomena that arise.

I mention these concerns because a great deal of Buddhist philosophy and practice is explicitly designed to undermine the precise act of introspective reification which founds the cogito — the act of hardening James’ “stream of consciousness” into a substantial self. But the invocation of Buddhism also lets us recognize an aspect of Descartes’ method that is generally overlooked. His first meditation, wherein he imagines the evil genie, is not simply a skeptical argument; it is also a procedure, an introspective experiment that erodes the cognitive ground that Descartes (thinks he) stands upon. In this sense, his meditation is a meditation, one not altogether unlike the more analytic meditations found in, say, the Gelugpa school of Tibetan Buddhism. Throughout their careers, Gelugpa monks will engage in contemplative practices which take the explicit form of dialectically interrogating the conceptual assumptions which structure their own consciousness. Winging it without a lama, Descartes found his own way of pulling the rug out from under his mundane convictions, a practice he clearly hopes the reader will indeed try at home. The recipe: seriously take on the possibility of the evil genie, and see what remains. Don’t slip back into your familiar habits. Risk the dark.

The distinction between the Meditations as the record of a conceptual experiment and the Meditations as a philosophical system is mirrored in the fact that Descartes is really talking about two cogitos. On the one hand, there is the epistemological void of doubt that conditions and expresses the first “I think.” On the other hand, there is the res cogitans that Descartes subsequently constructs: a substantial and rational locus of thought and will, a self-transparent representation in a series of representations ultimately and necessarily established by God. Derrida and Zizek have both drawn attention to the cleft between these two cogitos. Derrida makes a distinction between Descartes’ initial ahistorical passage through the madness of hyperbolic doubt, and the subsequent shelter the philosopher takes inside the historical structure of reasons and representations. [5] Zizek in turn brings up the Lacanian distinction between the subject of the enunciation and the subject that is enunciated. As we will see in more detail later, the former is an empty, logical variable devoid of the fantasies and representations that materialize personality, whereas the latter, in this case the res cogitans, is the conceptual “stuff” that fills in that void.

Descartes himself papered over this difference, believing that the “I think” ineluctably implied a rational person transparently aware of his own status as a thinking thing. In a sense, though, Descartes simply displaced the split between the two cogitos onto the grosser division between mind and body, a division that, in the Discourse anyway, is the first conclusion that follows the discovery of the solid and secure cogito: “From this [the cogito] I recognized that I was a substance whose whole essence or nature is to be conscious and whose being requires no place and depends on no material thing. Thus this self…is entirely distinct from the body…and even if the body were not there at all, the soul would be just what it is.” [6]

Today this line of thinking smells like religion. Descartes, of course, remained a believing Catholic throughout his life: there is no Cartesianism without God, because God guarantees the order of representations that vanquishes the evil genie. At the same time, we would be amiss to lay Descartes’ rhetoric of disembodiment at the feet of Christianity, for though Descartes was convinced that his account of the cogito supported Church doctrine, theologians in Descartes’ day were by no means settled on the issue of whether we would eventually get our bodies back in the afterlife. Cartesian disembodiment seems to arise at least as much from the “gnostic” tendencies inherent in the reification of rational interiority as from the structures of 17th century belief.

Nonetheless, the Christian life certainly carried with it a tradition of disciplinary detachment, if not outright loathing, of the body. This basic distrust of carnal reality can be largely chalked up to Augustine, who, perhaps under the lingering influence of the Manicheaen dualism he imbibed as a youth, reconceived the body as a perverse and untrustworthy product of Adam’s sin. In his eyes we are torn between the “two loves” of body and soul. For Augustine, the desires and dispositions of the flesh are no longer natural expressions of an ordered world but our own inner demons, idiotically and destructively repeating their endless fall away from God.

This is harsh stuff, bemoaned by everyone today from hedonic New Agers to critical historians of thought. But Augustine’s rejection of the body also went hand-in-hand with his revolutionary interiority, an intensification of inwardness that, as Charles Taylor explains in Sources of the Self, was transformed by Descartes into the cogito, the seed of modern subjectivity. Augustine did not look to God primarily as the ordering principle of the cosmos that surrounds us — a view you could characterize, risking a certain simplicity, as the Platonic legacy. Instead, Augustine turned away from the world and conceived of God as the basis for our own knowing activity. By shifting the location of what Taylor calls “moral sources,” Augustine thereby pried open a space of radical reflexivity within awareness. Suddenly our own experience of ourselves as subjects peels back from embodied experience, becoming the separate space of an internal order illuminated with an inner light. “Do not go outward; return within yourself. In the inward man dwells truth.” [7]

Descartes rationalized this spiritual withdrawal into the skeptical questioning that opens the Meditations. Descartes also transformed Augustine’s two loves into two substances, one of which he neatly renders void. In other words, once Descartes identifies the soul as an immaterial consciousness, he reduces the remaining material world, including the body, into a hollow coordinate space of extension utterly devoid of the occult forces that animated premodern matter. But he does so not simply to render the material world a fit object for mathematical analysis. As Taylor astutely argues, the striking withdrawal of spirit from the material world enables Descartes to maintain the adamantine form of the rational soul he had crystallized as the res cogitans. Compared to the Platonic soul, which realizes its eternal nature by becoming absorbed in the supersensible, “the Cartesian discovers and affirms his immaterial nature by objectifying the bodily.” [8]

This of course is what mechanism is all about. By reconceiving the world of bodies and nature under the sign of the machine, one also constructs a new picture of man as an instrumental agent of his own incorporeal will. But where to draw the line in the bodymind? For Descartes, the human being is basically an automata that moves according to the disposition of its limbs and organs — a doll with advanced plumbing. Given his lingering commitment to the soul, which he lodged in the ajna chakra (aka, the pineal gland), Descartes’ radical mechanism was not yet absolute — that would have to wait a century, until La Mettrei’s L’homme-Machine. Nonetheless, as John Cottingham notes, Descartes characterized many activities that we would consider “psychological” as blind functions of the animal machine. Memory, internal passions, the imprinting of sensation on the imagination — none of these demand the intervention of the soul. However, where mental attention is needed, Descartes posits a separate rational agent, a conscious spirit capable of diverting the flows of the body into various channels.

Descartes avoided a lot of grief by simply identifying agency with consciousness (which I will generally refer to as the phenomenal field of awareness, both concentrated and diffuse.) In the world of making dinner and paying cable bills, we also adopt this identification: we become aware of a need or desire, and seemingly choose to act and plan accordingly. But what happens when there is a split between awareness and agency, at least in theory? What happens when I take on board the consideration that I am not actually thinking and doing, but that “the Thing” is thinking and doing? In some sense, this split between awareness and agency defines the anxiety of post-Romantic, increasingly cybernetic subjectivity. The mechanistic philosophy that Descartes birthed is now thoroughly undermining — at least in scientific terms — the notion of a single incorporeal point of awareness, rationality, and control. Today, we are anxious because we do not and cannot know who or what is pulling the strings of the subject. Throughout elite and mass culture, we argue and wonder about where the pivot of control lies: with corporate cabals or strands of DNA, with brainwashing advertisers or karmic forces, with historical forces or the structure of language, with the unconscious or the market’s invisible hand. We wonder if our own sense of agency is actually blind causation in disguise, nothing more than a negative feedback loop in a cyborganic system of memes and genes. We wonder to what degree we are “programmed” — by media or social regimes, introjected concepts or neural pathways laid down in infancy. Or we project the anxiety into the technological field: Are machines becoming conscious, are they going to run the show, are they already running the show?

These doubts reach their most audacious limit in the techno-fantasies of paranoid schizophrenics, but they also lurk in cultural phenomena like conspiracy theory and X-Files fandom. They even exist to some degree in the popular discourse surrounding evolutionary psychology, which finds Cro-Magnon subroutines lurking beneath every sorrow and lust. The paradox is that these doubts place us back in front of Descartes’ fire, with a bathrobe on and a book in our hands, pulling the rug out from under the world. Today the void is not epistemological — we no longer care particularly about how it is we seem to know things. The void we face is the self — how or why (or even if) we perceive ourselves as conscious agents in the first place. This, I believe, is why it is only now that we arrive at the cogito.

If now is the time, then where is the place? According to the Lacanian from Ljubljana, the answer is cyberspace, the supreme techno-fantastic implementation of illusion and control. “Only in cyberspace do we approach what Cartesian subjectivity is all about,” Zizek claims, noting that virtual space is simply the materialization of the evil genie’s deceptive powers. We all wonder about reality now, how it is constructed, the claims of space and time. So it is hard to avoid occasionally slipping into giddy cyber-doubt: “What if everything is just digitally constructed, what if there is no reality to begin with?” [9] These are obvious questions, of course, the kind of thing that intrigues drug users or 14-year-olds. But the “naivete” of these questions is simply a sign of their universality, and it shouldn’t prevent one from taking them seriously. As adults, we learn to not ask “What is reality?” or “Who am I?” because we know there are no answers, and so either develop more complex questions or drop the whole line of inquiry. But these interrogations aren’t only questions; they are also devices. If you sit with them without trying to find an answer, they can eat away at certainty and resistance, taking you to the point of bafflement, disassociation, insight. And somewhere, a stage along this path, lies the pure cogito, the void of the subject that is “our” homeless home.

II. THE LABYRINTH

In Neuromancer, the Odyssey of cyberlit, William Gibson delineated the Cartesian fantasy of cyberspace with the precision of a nanotechnologist. With its “lines of light ranged in the non space of the mind,” Gibsonian cyberspace unfolds as an abstract, disembodied realm of geometry in motion, splayed across a three-dimensional coordinate system devoid of all secondary qualities but color.[10] In essence, the fantasy-reality of cyberspace, of virtual reality, is an analog of Descartes’s view of matter: a zone of spatial extension under the rule of causality and essentially identical “to what the geometers call quantity.” [11] Even today’s budding 3D Internet and game consoles achieve, or at least suggest, Descartes’ abstract virtualization of the material world into infinite mechanized extension.

Gibson also hit the Cartesian nail on the head when he characterized his hero Case’s banishment from cyberspace as a fall into “the prison of his flesh.” The dualistic deferral of the body encouraged by virtual technologies is so often lamented today that neither it nor its supposed Cartesian origins need repeating. Obviously, virtual technologies encourage a distinct shift of identification away from our phenomenal embeddedness in the material world where we eat, defecate, and die. In How We Became Posthuman, Hayles characterizes this shift in epochal terms: a movement away from the embodied dialectic of presence and absence, and towards an informational dialectic of pattern and randomness. Given this it’s not surprising that the embrace of pattern has enabled some computer scientists to reconstellate dualism in the name of mechanistic monism — a paradox that, I would argue, has always been implicit in the Cartesian foundations of the modern engineer.

Cyberspace is Cartesian in an epistemological sense as well, because the growth of the Internet as a medium of knowledge raises deeply Cartesian questions about the status of the external world — say, for example, the snoozing hippos or bubbling coffee pots we see through supposedly “live” webcams. In his article “Telepistemology: Descartes’ Last Stand,” Hubert Dreyfus argues that Descartes’ original skeptical turn was itself partly inspired by the appearance of new perceptual media. The telescope and microscope both extended perception while simultaneously opening up doubts about the reliability of those perceptions. At the same time, sense organs were also increasingly imagined as transducers bringing information to the brain — senses that, as in Descartes’ example of the phantom limb, could not always be trusted. Similarly, today’s new media, as well as the new models of the nervous system they breed, have re-invoked the evil genie. “New tele-technologies such as cellular phones, teleconferencing, telecommuting, home shopping, telerobotics, and Internet web cameras are resurrecting Descartes’ epistemological doubts.” [12]

Dreyfus notes ironically that most professional philosophers are no longer very interested in these epistemological questions. The problem is that the sophomores who slouch into today’s philosophy classes (or ignore them altogether) increasingly live in a world defined by virtual technologies, cyborg entertainments, and the popular fictions — sonic as well as narrative — that construct those emerging technocultural spaces and the shifting subjectivities they imply. These kids are already down with the evil genie. At the very least, they’ve seen The Matrix, the phenomenally successful 1999 Wachowski brothers film that imagined a vast simulation lorded over by evil computers and populated by hundreds of thousands of duped human beings.

The claim that so-called “consensus reality” is an elaborate construct that enslaves perception and occludes our “true” condition is hardly original. A staple of science fiction, where it was deployed with greatest sublimity by Philip K. Dick, the “false reality” set-up has become an increasingly common theme in Hollywood, from The Truman Show to Dark City. But I would also like to suggest that the “False Reality” set-up attempts to narrate a fundamental split in consciousness between consensus reality — or in Lacanian terms, the Symbolic — and the capacity of the human mind to disengage from the immediate claims of that reality. Skepticism can open up such doubts of course, but so will the ancient, non-philosophical evidence of dreams, drugs, or altered states of consciousness. This is why we find false realities popping up everywhere, from Indian dream fables to Gnostic myths of cosmic prisons to Zhuangzi’s famous question: “How do I know I am a man dreaming he was a butterfly, and not a butterfly dreaming he is a man?” The fundamental accessibility of the False Reality scenario also accounts for its cheesy, adolescent character, a comic-book quality that makes sophisticated intellects cringe. And yet, if Descartes’s meditations did indeed help spawn the modern subject, then that subject — who is, in some sense, “us” — emerges from the shadow of such pulp musings.

Besides being a rite of passage for any budding cogito, the “false reality” question becomes especially unavoidable in the age of virtual technologies. These technologies constantly narrate their own totalizing dreams of “building worlds” and “providing experience,” and produce — consciously or not — the corresponding “gnostic” desire to escape the prison of manufactured dreams. I’d like to think both these factors help explain the immense popularity of The Matrix, especially among younger viewers. Alongside the video-game fight scenes and the nifty FX, The Matrix presented a narrative that articulated the seductive disassociation one feels as a subject of the popular digital spectacle, as well as the yearning for the cracks in the symbolic surface that offer the possibility of escape — an ultimately spiritual transcendence that, in one of the film’s more interesting twists, is actually embodiment.

So we too are in that decrepit hotel room with Lawrence Fishburn’s Morpheus, who is really speaking to us when he addresses Neo, the ever-wooden Keanu Reeves:

You know something. What you know you can’t explain, but you feel it. You’ve felt it your whole life, felt that something is wrong with the world. You don’t know what, but it’s there like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

Establishing the itch — which I suppose most of us share, however we interpret it — Morpheus offers to scratch. He will give Neo “nothing more” than knowledge of the truth (ie, no solution to the problems posed by the truth). Moreover, this knowledge comes wrapped in the package of immediate experience. “No one can be told what the Matrix is,” says Morpheus. “You have to see it for yourself.” This lends it an explicitly gnostic character — not only did the Gnostics of antiquity believe that we were immortal sparks slumbering in an illusory cosmos manufactured by an evil or ignorant demiurge, but they also held that escape occurs through knowledge of our condition, a knowledge that is necessarily non-ordinary and experiential.

So like the serpent in the Garden of Eden, which the Nag Hammadi codex “The Secret Book of John” claims was a liberating Christ in disguise, Morpheus offers Neo a pill. Neo, of course, swallows the molecular package, which is really the most heroic act in the film. For Neo must then face his own Cartesian “passage through madness,” melting into a mirror that alludes not only to Lewis Carroll but to the mystic-psychotic collapse and disappearance of the externalized ego that stabilizes our inner void. As Neo phases out of the Matrix, he opens up, however briefly, the fractured bardo that is the secret thrill of every fan of the “false reality” genre: the moment when baseline reality dissolves but no new world has yet emerged in its pixelating wake. This is the most radical moment of the cogito, but it’s tough to sustain. In The Matrix , the flux quickly crystallizes into what Morpheus, sampling Baudrillard, calls the “desert of the real”: a ruined planet dominated by evil AIs who keep humanity mentally imprisoned inside the computer-generated Matrix. At this point, The Matrix stages an orthodox reversal of gnosticism’s dualistic undermining of the world. Just as Irenaeus affirmed the reality of Christ’s material body against the docetist claim that God merely simulated human flesh, so do Morpheus and crew affirm the reality of the suffering material body against the mundane dream of the Matrix. Moreover, they do so in the name of the One who will come, a One that organizes the reality of their struggle the way that God provides the ultimate foundation for Descartes’ metaphysical vertigo. [13]

The body is an understandable object of nostalgia in virtual fiction, though rarely in a pop film is the real we are rooting for so grimly depicted. At the same time, The Matrix subtly undermines the apparently “solid and secure” foundation of the flesh. Consider two intercut scenes focused on food. While the crew of Morpheus’ ship, the Nebuchadnezzar, eat yucky nutritious slop (“everything the body needs”) in a parody of communion, the Judas-like Cypher dines on steak inside the Matrix. Cypher agrees to betray Morpheus in exchange for blissful ignorance: to wake up rich and happy in the Matrix, with all memories of the desert of the real removed. Meanwhile, back on the ship, the young Mouse brags about having designed a sexy virtual character that Neo had earlier encountered in a training simulation. Mouse offers to arrange a sexual (pornographic?) encounter with the woman for Neo; when the other crew members give him grief, Mouse calls them hypocrites: “To deny our own impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human.” Here Mouse recognizes one paradox of desire — that the body’s carnal impulses are fused with “virtual” fantasy — but he mis-states the case: what makes us human is the gap between impulses and the alienated awareness that both the object of those impulses and the body that wants them is in some sense virtual.

The Matrix also undercuts any simple valorization of carnality in its portrayal of the “virtual bodies” which play such an important role in the guerrilla war Morpheus wages within the Matrix, where he struggles against the all-powerful evil agents (sentient programs disguised as human beings). In this struggle, the knowledge that the Matrix is unreal is not sufficient to bend its rules; the freedom fighters must train their false Matrix bodies in order to leap through the air, bend spoons, and, ultimately, slow time. In other words, “the body” becomes a virtual field of affect and extension that resists what they already know, a resistance that gives way not through further knowledge but though practice. Here the film is even more “Eastern” than the debt its fight scenes owe to Hong Kong cinema and Japanese video games would suggest. As in yoga, T’ai chi, and other martial arts, the mind awakens through the disciplined and devotional unfolding of the capacities and energies of the body. Of course, the bodies trained for the Matrix are composed of code, no more fleshy than the brutes and ninjas in Mortal Kombat. But that misses the point: the “magical” body — a body immortalized in Chinese and Japanese popular cinema, as well as the half-Hollywood hit Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon — arises through a practice that constructs a liminal phenomenological vehicle between body and mind, a vehicle which is simultaneously virtual and carnal. [14] Similarly, though the “bodies” that players of first-person computer games like Quake and Doom control are not actual, they are certainly phenomenological. [15]

Manex, the company behind The Matrix’s excellent special FX, placed a strong emphasis on the phenomenological or subjective dimension of such virtual bodies. In popular film, most digital FX depict the “objective” world of extension — either new macroscopic worlds (The Phantom Menace), natural or supernatural phenomenon (Twister, Spawn), or microscopic scales of perception (Heavenly Creatures). These images present a publicly accessible “real” space. But verisimilitude, fantasized or otherwise, ultimately limits FX, which have nothing intrinsically to do with representation or reality and everything to do with mobilizing new phenomenological openings and synesthetic becomings. FX are not really about what we see; in fact, they are not “about” anything at all. They reconfigure how we see, and how that subjective seeing mutates into often ambiguous and explosive feelings and relations. That’s what makes them so hard to talk about — “pure” effects are much more like roller-coasters or the space-time distortions of drugs then they are like signs or icons. [16]

What makes the The Matrix such a great FX movie is that the film maps its “false reality” theme onto the objective/subjective divide that underpins the visual rhetoric of Hollywood FX. The Matrix as such characterizes the imprisonment of FX by verisimilitude — FX as illusion, as secular Fairyland, as the seamless artificial product of what Disney calls “imagineering.” But when Neo reaches the peaks of his power, FX become an expression of his own subjective mastery of speeds and slownesses. The most notable FX device here is the bullet-time photography featured, most memorably, in the scene where the leather-clad Neo confronts an agent on the roof of a building and manages to slow down time enough to lean away from the agent’s oncoming bullets. Using an array of multiple still cameras whose images are subsequently treated like animation cells, the technique creates the effect of a single camera sweeping in a long arc around a static or very brief slice in time. Time appears to slow, and yet the movement of the (virtual) camera keeps things up to speed. So Trinity, who watches Neo dodge the gunfire, comments on how fast he moved, as fast as an agent. But for the viewer, as, significantly, for Neo, the action moves like molasses.

The affirmation of slowness is remarkable enough, especially given the usual strategy of overwhelming the audience at a peak moment with quick cuts and superfast images. Slowness is the phenomenological effect that Neo must master in order to detach himself from the logic of the Matrix while remaining inside its narrative framework — a slowness that is manifested in both mind (this is Keanu Reeves after all) and body. In the final action sequence, Neo is apparently killed by an agent inside the Matrix. Then a kiss from Trinity, monitoring Neo on the Nebuchadnezzar, revives the hero in the material world. With this carnal affirmation, Neo returns to the Matrix, where he stops a barrage of bullets in mid-air, slowing down time to the point of stasis. It is only then, when he fully inhabits the gap he has opened in virtual time, that he “sees into” the Matrix. The hallway before him melts into rushing streams of green computer code — the “Real” beneath the Matrix’s symbolic fantasy. When the head agent subsequently engages him in hand-to-hand combat, Neo’s movements are cool, slow, meditative, almost bored. He has seen through the fantasy in the midst of the fantasy, a seeing which is the equivalent of dying. He becomes the One.

But this gnostic-Christian resolution is not for us, or most of us anyway, for we have no access to such singular foundations, Cartesian or otherwise. For us there is no One, no deus ex machina who can found the order of true representations that describe the mechanisms driving the production of the phenomenal world (including its proliferating pockets of digital simulation). The digital figures that Neo glimpses, after all, are representations of electrons flip-flopping through material circuitry, and at that point, neither the pattern of bits nor the electro-dynamic substrate can claim ontological priority. The moment of subjective transformation that interests us is much earlier, before Neo even hears that Morpheus thinks he’s the One. It is the moment when Neo swallows a pill in a seedy room, and becomes, for a spell, no-one at all.

III. A Crack in the Sky

In the great eighth chapter of the Confessions, Augustine describes his endless difficulties cleaving to God, at one point comparing his situation to a sleeping man. Though he knows that Jesus Christ is for him, the call of the world and the lusts of the body weigh on him like slumber, and he feels like a fellow who, though he knows that it is time to get out of bed, keeps hitting the snooze button. “Just a little bit longer,” he keeps telling God, “let me sleep a little more.” Though he partly blames the body, Augustine identifies sleep less with carnal lust than with “the force of habit, by which the mind is swept along and held fast even against its own will.” [17]

Besides underscoring how fundamental the natural analogy of awakening is to both religious and philosophical discourse, this passage provides an angle on the somewhat peculiar paragraph that closes Descartes’ first meditation. Earlier, Descartes had convinced himself that only by embracing hyperbolic doubt — hypostasized as the evil genie — could he undermine the habitual force of his “old and customary opinions.” As he closes the meditation, however, Descartes admits how difficult it is to keep these habits at bay, acknowledging that “a certain indolence” continually creeps in, drawing him back to his ordinary perceptions of life. Taking Augustine’s analogy a step further, Descartes compares his state to a prisoner dreaming of his liberty, a captive who, when sensing that the moment of awakening is at hand, “conspires with the agreeable illusions that the deception may be prolonged.” [18] Descartes then admits a fear that does not trouble Augustine: that even if he does awaken, he will not be able to see his way out of the darkness unleashed by the genie.

Here we taste something of the frightening vertigo opened up on the way to the cogito. Despite the rational and theological foundations that soon come, Descartes’ initial movement has nothing intrinsically to do with philosophical concepts — the evil genie as a “possible world” — and everything to do with the phenomenological process of emptying oneself by turning that self inside-out through doubt. Descartes decoupled his internal awareness as much as possible from the contents of consciousness, effectively declaring “I am not in this dressing gown, not before this fire, not holding a piece of paper.” Like a shaman offering his body to the ferocious spirits of the underworld, Descartes submitted himself to the genie, who tore away the certainties that stabilize the ordinary non-skeptical self in its sleep of habit. But Descartes did not even have the ontological stability of the shaman’s premodern cosmos to rely on, for the void that he opened up was precisely the void that separates the modern mind from the great chain of being.

For Descartes, this was a passage through madness, a madness that subsequently founds the modern sense of disjunction from tradition and the enchanted world. The paradox is that even the acknowledgment of such madness affirms the certainty that, for Descartes, grounds the cogito. As Derrida explains, “the Cogito escapes madness only because at its own moment, under its own authority, it is valid even if I am mad, even if my thoughts are completely mad.” [19] In other words, the cogito stabilizes itself in the gap that opens up between the madness of thought and the I whose thoughts are mad. One might even say that the cogito is on the far side of madness, a cool and impersonal witness, utterly untethered from the objects that arise in thought and perception. “This is why it is not human,” says Derrida, “but rather metaphysical and demonic.” Descartes then draws back from this “zero point” into factual historical structures of thought, and it is these structures — at least the metaphysical ones — that are now almost ritualistically vilified. The Descartes we love to hate knows where he stands. But as Derrida states, “Nothing is less reassuring than the Cogito at its proper and inaugural moment.”[20]

Even the conceptual condensation of the cogito that follows Descartes’ passage through madness is none too comfy. In mapping his dualistic divide between mind and body, Descartes separates the pure modes of consciousness that characterize the incorporeal res cogitans, such as intellection and volition, from those mixed modes that also depend upon the body, such as imagination and sensation. As John Cottingham notes, this division leads to a rather creepy state of affairs: after death, “the soul will be devoid of all particularity,” condemned to an eternity of chewing over abstract and general ideas. [21] Later Christian Cartesians had to jump through hoops explaining how any sort of personality could survive this distillation — indeed, how such impersonal souls could even be distinguished from one another at all. In other words, the cogito is essentially inhuman, at least in the sense that it does not participate in the order of habits, memories, images, and symbolic identifications that structure embodied personality and the perceptual stream of ordinary life.

The first time that Neo returns to the Matrix after joining Morpheus’ crew, he passes one of his favorite restaurants. “They have really good noodles,” he recalls, his words trailing off as he realizes that the dispositions and memories that structured his personality are, at least from the perspective of his new reality, utterly false. Realizing that he can no longer sustain, or desire, his normal round of identifications, he asks Trinity what it all means. “That the matrix cannot tell you who you are,” she responds. If you hit the pause button right there, before the film fills in this space of not-knowing with Neo’s emerging identity as a Christ hero, then you are at the empty heart of the subject.

This picture of the cogito differs significantly from the now-classic postmodern portrait of the “decentered subject”. That vision essentially claims that the crusty old idea of the individual — the self-aware “Cartesian” locus of will and understanding — has been decentered in the light of its fundamental multiplicity and the myriad elements that make up the construction of identity — floating signifiers, ideological forces, historically constituted forms. But as Zizek explains, what really decenters the subject is the fact that the subject that enunciates is not the subject of the enunciation. The subject that enunciates is a logical void, a kind of empty place holder — $ in Lacanese — for the material that, loosely speaking, congeals into the personality, ie, the subject of the enunciation. This material is largely determined by the already established network of the Symbolic (aka, the Matrix). The fact that the symbolic identifications that attempt to found the subject of the enunciation are themselves constructed and drifting without foundation is almost beside the point; what is decentered is the point of speaking (or knowing) itself; ie, the cogito.

In this account, the cogito does not arise from the Symbolic. Instead, it emerges “at the very moment when the individual loses its support in the network of tradition; it coincides with the void that remains after the framework of symbolic memory is suspended.” [22] Zizek’s most forcefully futuristic account of this void appears in his discussion of the paradox posed by Blade Runner: the subject who knows she is a replicant. “Where is the cogito, the place of my self-consciousness, when everything that I actually am is an artifact — not only my body, my eyes, but even my most intimate memories and fantasies?” [23] Here Zizek takes one of Descartes’ more paranoid musings to its logical conclusion. In the second Meditation, Descartes asks himself, observing a street below, “What do I see from the window beyond hats and cloaks that might cover artificial machines, whose motions might be determined by springs?” [24] This is not simply a mercilessly skeptical spin on the perennial problem of “other minds;” it is also, mutatis mutandis, an inquiry into the (replicant) self within. How deep does your automata go? Zizek’s paradoxical and beautiful conclusion is that Blade Runner’s replicants become, in recognizing their own artificial nature, “pure subjects.” As far as the subject of the enunciation goes, they know they are replicants, not human beings, which is why Rachel weeps when Deckard (Descartes?) tells her the truth. But it is precisely at that moment, when her confusion over whether she is human or not melts into nostalgia for a lost humanity, that Rachel is most like us — that is, most human.

Zizek concludes that “I am a replicant” is the statement of the subject at its purest. But we might just as easily say “I am an avatar,” or simply “I am online.” For as The Matrix suggests, cyberspace — the technologized space of virtuality, which is simultaneously an actual informational matrix and that various narratives that shape and underpin that matrix — increasingly constitutes the Symbolic as such, and thus begins to infect and dominate the material of subjectivity. As Zizek explains, cyberspace externalizes us, translating the contents of subjectivity into an objective space of technical operations. So on the one hand we have the endless play of virtual identity, in which we lend “reality” to stray fragments of the psyche by externalizing them into a field of technologically sustained symbolic intersubjectivity. On the other hand, we enter a paranoid dystopia, where our every move is tracked, controlled, and manipulated by an increasingly intelligent virtual environment. In either case, there is a deprivation of sorts, although this deprivation comes with a twist. “What you are deprived of are only your positive properties, your personality in the sense of your personal features, your psychological properties. But only when you are deprived of all your positive content, can one truly see what remains, namely the Cartesian subject.” [25]

The ferocity of this deprivation will only increase as e-commerce intensifies its marketing technologies. The dream of e-commerce could be dubbed “molecular marketing:” the thoroughly targeted individual whose unique desires and dispositions have been data-mined, tracked, extrapolated, commodified, and, most importantly, fed back to the target in a personalized, even obscenely intimate form. In this process, the statistical generalities that govern demographics are brought down to the scale of the individual without losing their abstract and utterly impersonal instrumentality. The new goal is to anticipate and nudge the precise and singular unfolding of subjectivity in its encounter with information and commodities. Perhaps in the future, our own shifting moods, interests, and needs will be so sensitively monitored that, just as we are able to glean useful sociological data from the fantasies generated by the demographic “science” of marketing, we will be able to read our own state of mind by the variations in the incoming streams of newsfeeds, ads, and animated spiels. Say that we mention our anxiety about a forthcoming corporate review in a post to an apparently open but corporate-sponsored elist on modern business practices. The next morning we may find a pop-up adbot offering the latest anti-anxiety neuro-cocktails, specifically designed to generate the proper degree of subservient enthusiasm. One day we may reach the point when our needs and desires are fully externalized as semi-autonomous avatars, so that we hardly need to intervene in order to “satisfy” the identifications that structure the subject of the enunciation.

Similar problems arise with the great dream of virtual reality, which, in its fantasized image at least, at once fulfills the contents of consciousness and subtly alienates the subject from those contents. In the standard account, VR and other designer realities create a plastic playground of the self, allowing us to explore and experience the hidden “real me” lurking beneath that mask of socially constrained subject positions and the ever-present resistance of the Real. But even if we accept this naive account of the self, the very engine of virtual production undermines the “fullness” of the simulated experience. McLuhan described the evolution of technologies as a progressive amputation of human capabilities; with virtual reality, or the similar plasticity of material reality achieved through nanotechnology, we amputate the drives and desires that structure the subject by fully externalizing them and feeding them back to the subject. It’s the problem of the hedonist: the self that manipulates and refines techniques of pleasure is not the same self that luxuriates in those experiences, and this anxious gap yawns ever wider the more rounds we make on the technical pleasure circuit. (The appeal of S&M partly derives from apparently splitting these two functions between two individuals).

So as designer realities radically fulfill the contents of fantasy, the existential remainder Ð that modern spark which voids or demythologizes all fantasy — becomes ever more refined and impossible to avoid. Then it will be even more obvious that we are not our avatars — that the Matrix cannot tell us who we are. We still won’t know who we are, of course, because that quest for equivelence itself is a mode of the symbolic, a way to “resolve” the ambivalent emptiness of the pure subject by injecting it back into the round of identifications. But we will know that, like the sages in the Upanishads or Descartes before the genie’s fire, we are Neti, neti — not that, not that. We are not just contingent historical agents embedded in a finite horizon of meaning, but nor are we the solid and secure foundation of the res cogitans. And though we emerge from the process of embodiment, we are not “the body,” if by the body we mean a fixed chunk of space-time or a founding representation or a neurobiological object of science. In this sense, the supposed plenitude of the oncoming world of designer reality disguises a great renunciation-machine: an engine of the pure subject.

Though I have no room to explore my argument here, I believe the kind of via negativa suggested here describes the “native” spirituality of the post-Romantic modern subject. In his 1928 essay, “Freedom Without Hope,” René Daumal — Gurdjieffean pataphysician, Sanskrit scholar, and author of Mount Analogue, one of the 20th century’s few masterworks of spiritual literature — described this rather astringent path in terms reminiscent at once of surrealist manifestos and the Traditionalist rants of René Guénon:

The essence of renunciation is to accept everything while denying everything. Nothing that has a form is me; but the determining factors of my individuality are thrown back on the world….The soul refuses to model itself on the image of the body, of desires, of reason; actions become natural phenomena; and man acts the way lightning strikes. In whatever form I find myself, I must say: that is not me. By this negation, I throw all form back to created Nature [or cyberspace], and make it appear as object. I want to leave whatever tends to limit me — body, temperament, desires, beliefs, memories — to the sprawling world, and at the same time to the past, for this act of negation creates both consciousness and the present; it is a single and eternal act of the instant. Consciousness is perpetual suicide. [26]

Authentic consciousness, for Daumal, is simply the pure subject constantly re-awakening to itself. And in an utterly un-Cartesian move, this vast impersonal awareness is reached only through the negation of individual autonomy. Freedom — for this is what Daumal is talking about — has nothing to do with the Cartesian image of an operator lodged in the theater of the mind. That supposedly free agent is just an avatar roving around, slurping noodles, getting and spending, running on auto-pilot.

Zizek seems to waver on whether this pure subject is accessible to us through the ascesis of dis-identification, or whether it remains the subject of the unconscious alone, available only in theory or the cracks of language. In his essay on Daniel Dennett, he asks “What if the ultimate paradox of consciousness is that consciousness–the very organ of ‘awareness’– can only occur insofar as it is unaware of its own conditions?” [27] But this implies that the site of consciousness is fixed. In other words, even if the paradox Zizek describes holds, the site of consciousness could nonetheless shift as more and more of its structuring conditions are brought into the circuit of consciousness. This is one way of characterizing the sort of psychological self-observation and self-programming whose various permutations infest the cybernetic world of self-help. Here the claim is that certain conditions that structure consciousnes can be known, recognized, and managed. At the same time, this process shifts the seat of consciousness into another frame, maintained by another set of unknown structures.

The pure subject is a void, a not-knowing, a suicide. But this void moves, an empty roaring stream we enter without resolution or understanding. For just as we cannot know what a body can do, neither can we know what consciousness can do — especially when it is becoming-empty, which if the Nyingmapas are right is equivalent with becoming-radiant. So I’ll leave you with the challenge the Sixth Ch’an Patriarch threw at his students: Show me your original face. What original face? The face you had before your parents were born. That is, before you tried to find yourself in the symbolic matrix of identification and signification, a “before” that does not lie in some foundational past but in the bottomless pit of the passing present.

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Four Sufi Poets

The chamber of your heart

Go sweep out the chamber of your heart.

Make it ready to be the dwelling place of the Beloved.

When you depart out,

He will enter it.

In you,

void of yourself,

will He display His beauties.

The tavern-haunter wanders alone in a desolate place,

seeing the whole world as a mirage.

The tavern-haunter is a seeker of Unity,

a soul freed from the shackles of himself.

Through the chamber of the heart is small,

it’s large enough for the Lord of both worlds

to gladly make His home there.

-Mahmud Shabistari

Love Came

Love came

flowed like blood

beneath skin, through veins

emptied me of my self

filled me

with the Beloved

till every limb

every organ was seized

and occupied

till only

my name remains.

the rest is It.

– Abu Said Abil Kheir

I am the One Whom I Love

I am the One whom I love, and the One whom I love is myself.

We are two souls incarnated in one body;

if you see me, you see Him,

if you see Him, you see us.

– Al Hallaj

My Eyes Pour Out Tears

He left me, and himself he departed;

What fault was there in me ?

Neither at night nor in the day do I sleep in peace;

My eyes pour out tears !

Sharper than swords and spears are the arrows of love !

There is no one as cruel as love ;

This malady no physician can cure.

There is no peace, not for a moment,

So intense is the pain of separation !

O Bullah, if the Lord were to shower

His grace, My days would radically change !

He left me, and himself he departed.

What fault was there in me ?

-Bulleh Shah

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(Eleanor Fortescue-Brickdale – In the Spring Time)

Psychedelic Heroines…

“An artist is somebody who enters into competition with God.” – Patti Smith

I would like to dedicate this edition to all the wonderful Women in the Entheogen Movement….

Here is to our brave sisters who have harrowed both heaven and hell, survived 2000 years or persecution, and still carry on.

Here is to those that went before, and those who are with us now: Laura Huxley, Ro Woodruff Leary, Ann Shulgin, Sacha Delia , Diane Darling, Kat Harrison, Maria of Oaxaca, and all the other Women who have been in the forefront for all these years and have held onto the High Ideal…

This Entry is for you….

Bright Blessings,

Gwyllm

On The Menu

The Links

Danielle Dax: Tomorrow Never Knows

Scottish Legends and Traditions: The Pechs

Danielle Dax – Cathouse

Poetry: Patti Smith

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The Links:

Research Links ‘Ecstasy’ to Survival of Key Movement-Related Cells in Brain –

Celebrity haunt in drugs raid

Designer Drug Studies In Japan

New York City Is Hell for Pot Smokers

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Danielle was flying the Psychedelic Flag when nobody else was stepping up to the plate. Her music had a wonderful footing in Surrealism. She now makes her living as a gardener in London….

Danielle Dax – Tomorrow Never Knows…

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Scottish Legends and Traditions: The Pechs

“Long ago there were people in this country called the Pechs; short wee men they were, wi’ red hair, and long arms, and feet sae braid, that when it rained they could turn them up owre their heads, and then they served for umbrellas. The Pechs were great builders; they built a’ the auld castles in the kintry; and do ye ken the way they built them?—I’ll tell ye. They stood all in a row from the quarry to the place where they were building, and ilk ane handed forward the stanes to his neebor, till the hale was biggit. The Pechs were also a great people for ale, which they brewed frae heather; sae, ye ken, it bood (was bound) to be an extraornar cheap kind of drink; for heather, I’se warrant, was as plenty then as it’s now. This art o’ theirs was muckle sought after by the other folk that lived in the kintry; but they never would let out the secret, but handed it down frae father to son among themselves, wi’ strict injunctions frae ane to another never to let onybody ken about it.

“At last the Pechs had great wars, and mony o’ them were killed, and indeed they soon came to be a mere handfu’ o’ people, and were like to perish aft’ the face o’ the earth. Still they held fast by their secret of the heather yill, determined that their enemies should never wring it frae them. Weel, it came at last to a great battle between them and the Scots, in which they clean lost the day, and were killed a’ to tway, a father and a son. And sae the king o’ the Scots had these men brought before him, that he might try to frighten them into telling him the secret. He plainly told them that, if they would not disclose it peaceably, he must torture them till they should confess, and therefore it would be better for them to yield in time. ‘Weel,’ says the auld man to the king, ‘I see it is of no use to resist. But there is ae condition ye maun agree to before ye learn the secret.’ ‘And what is that?’ said the king. ‘Will ye promise to fulfil it, if it be na anything against your ain interests?’ said the man. ‘Yes,’ said the king, ‘I will and do promise so.’ Then said the Pech ‘You must know that I wish for my son’s death, though I dinna like to take his life myself.

My son ye maun kill,

Before I will you tell

How we brew the yill

Frae the heather bell!’

The king was dootless greatly astonished at sic a request; but, as he had promised, he caused the lad to be immediately put to death. When the auld man saw his son was dead, he started up wi’ a great stend,’ and cried, ‘Now, do wi’ me as you like. My son ye might have forced, for he was but a weak youth; but me you never can force.

And though you may me kill,

I will not you tell

How we brew the yill

Frae the heather bell!’

“The king was now mair astonished than before, but it was at his being sae far outwitted by a mere wild man. Hooever, he saw it was needless to kill the Pech, and that his greatest punishment might now be his being allowed to live. So he was taken away as a prisoner, and he lived for mony a year after that, till he became a very, very auld man, baith bedrid and blind. Maist folk had forgotten there was sic a man in life; but ae night, some young men being in the house where he was, and making great boasts about their feats o’ strength, he leaned owre the bed and said he would like to feel ane o’ their wrists, that he might compare it wi’ the arms of men wha had lived in former times. And they, for sport, held out a thick gaud o’ em’ to him to feel. He just snappit it in tway wi’ his fingers as ye wad do a pipe stapple. ‘It’s a bit gey gristle,’ he said; ‘but naething to the shackle-banes o’ my days.’ That was the last o’ the Pechs.”

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One more from Danielle. Wonderful Stuff!

Danielle Dax – Cathouse

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Poetry: Patti Smith

“I don’t consider writing a quiet, closet act.

I consider it a real physical act.

When I’m home writing on the typewriter, I go crazy.

I move like a monkey.

I’ve wet myself, I’ve come in my pants writing.”

–Patti Smith

Poem for Jim Morrison & Bumblebee

Dream of life

Na na na na na

Na na na na na

I’m with you always

You’re ever on my mind

In a light to last a whole life through

Each way I turn

the sense of you surrounds

in every step I take

In all I do

Your thoughts your schemes

captivate my dreams

Everlasting, ever new

Sea returns to sea

And sky to sky

In a life of dream am I

When I’m with you

Deep in my heart

How the presence of you shines

In a light to last a whole life through

I recall the wonder of it all

Each dream of life I’ll share with you

Sea returns to sea

And sky to sky

In a life of dream am I

When I’m with you

I’m with you always

You’re ever on my mind

In a light to last a whole life through

The hand above

turns those leaves of love

All and all a timeless view

Each dream of life

Flung from paradise

Everlasting, ever new

Dream of Life

Dream Of Life

Na na na na na

autobiography

(1971)

great human wild animal

amoral

an outlaw

keep watch over her

I was born in Illinois…mainline of America…

beat to shit…Chicago tenement

big red eyed rats in the night…dead rats to tease at night

Morning…I waited for the organ grinder

with my nickel for the monkeys tin cup

gingerbread man…cotton candy man

bad girl setting fire to the oil cans

run like hell escape on the icemans truck

I was a limping ugly duck

but I had good luck

Mama filled me with fantasy…my bears danced at midnight

even my toybox had a soul

Mama called me her goat girl…little black sheep

I loved my brother and sister: Todd and Linda

we drank each others blood…we were double blood brothers

we rolled in fields…three white wolves…we practised telepathy

no one could separate us…our minds were one

One, little one eye…I had an eyepatch…I walked like a duck

In the years the nursery children cried Quack Quack

I didn’t care and didn’t fight back

I floated off…fantasy gave me fire…I was made of water

the moon caused tidal waves and I’d cry like a coyote

I learned to drift…magik…tarot pack

I paraded in thirty disguises

and when people laughed at my carnival family

We didn’t care…We had armor:

Daddy was a tap dancer…acrobat…wild horse

tracing pornography through the bible.

Mama was the dream of every sailor…bootlegged whiskey

called spirits from evenings half moon…dream weaver

We braved hurricanes…a new baby came…I named her Kim

the neighbors were suspicious…they called us witches

we didn’t care…we were laughing and dancing and damned

and there was always music

Hank Williams crying off the lonesomes

funny valentine…Patty Waters

beat of the drum…bartok

song of the swamp rat

rock and roll music

rock and roll music

Rythum

On my own…my own rythums:

rythum of the railroad

steamheat of the factory

Alabama blues on a migrant bus

but as a blueberry picker I failed…I dreamed too much

the berry crop died…my mother smiled.

I ran off…I traveled…I broke down

kept running…TB trapped in the lung…spitting on the railroad track

I shook…I drank…rythum of one too many rhums

Drunk and broke down I slinked home…grabbed my sisters hand

and away we run…We took a freighter to Iceland

railway to Paris…Pigalle and wine in a black dress

I joined the fire eaters and sang in the streets…using all I learned

from Lotte Lenya…Bob Dylan…and motorcycle rock n’ roll

We lived near a wishing well…milked goats…capture snails

and crawled back to New York.

New York my greatest love:

Rise of the building

flash of 42nd street…the pool halls…the hustlers

the trucks along tenth avenue

the helicopter yards

ghost of Jackson Pollock

human shit and dead dog floating on the Hudson River

moving…I kept moving

dreaming:

Panama…heart of adventure

the hot life of Mexico

the drunkard…the dock worker

Rythum…flash of white hair…winter

the Jesters…the Paragons

rise of the blue heron

breathe through the great rythum

scream through the Shepard

sing through that rock n’ roll music

rock n’ roll music

rock n’ roll music

rock n’ roll

Where duty calls

In a room in Lebanon

they silently slept

They were dreaming crazy dreams

in foreign alphabet

Lucky young boys

cross on the main

The driver was approaching

the American zone

The waving of hands

The tiniest train

They never dreamed

they’d never wake again

Voice of the Swarm

We follow we fall

Some kneel for priests

Some wail at walls

Flag on a match head

God or the law

And they’ll all go together

Where duty calls

United children

Child of Iran

Parallel prayers

Baseball Koran

I’ll protect Mama

I’ll lie awake

I’ll die for Allah

In a holy war

I’ll be a ranger

I’ll guard the streams

I’ll be a soldier

A sleeping Marine

In the heart of the ancient

Ali smiles

In the soul of the desert

the sun blooms

Awake

into the glare of all out little wars

Who pray to return to salute

the coming and dying of the moon

Oh sleeping sun

Assassin in prayer

laid a compass deep

Exploding dawn

and himself as well

Their eyes for his eyes

Their breath for his breath

All to his end

And a room in Lebanon

Dust of scenes

Erase and blend

May the blanket of Kings

Cover them and him

Forgive them Father

They know not what they do

From the vast portals

of their consciousness

they’re calling to you

star fever

[from a copy of Todd Rundgren’s 1973 album A Wizard, A True Star, which includes a Patti “Band-Aid” poem. It’s 3-1/4″ by 12-1/2″, the background is a pinkish bandaid, and the poem is printed in green ink, in her handwriting.]

They can not harm me

They can not harm me

They can only

burn out my eyes

beat my limbs

black and blue

legs cant run

hands cant play

face cant sing

cant sing cant say

They can not harm me

They can only

turn in my eyes

rip out my teeth

spit pure ivory

carve my face like a clock

alarm me clock clock me

bleed me scape goat me

chain me to a rock me

rock me rock me

clever as a fox me

brand a star on/my left shoulder

a star on my left

clever as a fox

my spirit lights

behind the boulder

holding to my name forever

Knowing I’ll go on forever

Spirit laughing free as water

in a ring of fire

with its hair aflame

Saturday In Paradise….

(James Archer – Queen Guinevere, circa 1860)

Blessing of the Elements

Grace of the love of the skies be thine,

Grace of the love of the stars be thine,

Grace of the love of the moon be thine,

Grace of the love of the sun be thine,

Grace of the love and the crown of heaven be thine.

A wee entry for Saturday. Sanding Cabinets, and generally trying to get motivated under rainy skies. Where have all the good times gone? They are here, right now, this moment, this life.

A Blessing on You and Yours,

Gwyllm

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On The Menu:

Peters’ Saturday’s Pick

Scottish Tales: The Fox Outwitted

Lyrics From My Favourite Drinking Band

From Rowan: Lyre Bird

Poetry:”Arthur in Avalon”

Art: James Archer

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Peters’ Saturday’s Pick!

Juana Molina – No es tan cierto

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Scottish Tales: The Fox Outwitted.

ONE day the fox succeeded in catching a fine fat goose asleep by the side of a loch; he held her by the wing, and making a joke of her cackling, hissing, and fears, he said–

“Now, if you had me in your mouth as I have you, tell me what you would do?”

“Why,” said the goose, “that is an easy question. I would fold my hands, shut my eyes, say a grace, and then eat you.”

“Just what I mean to do,” said Rory; 2 and folding his hands, and looking very demure, he said a pious grace with his eyes shut.

But while he did this the goose had spread her wings, and she was now half way over the loch; so the fox was left to lick his lips for supper.

“I will make a rule of this,” he said in disgust, never in all my life to say a grace again till after I feel the meat warm in my belly.”

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Lyrics From My Favourite Drinking Band….(The Kinks)

‘Where Have All The Good Times Gone’

Well, lived my life and never stopped to worry bout a thing

Opened up and shouted out and never tried to sing

Wondering if I’d done wrong

Will this depression last for long?

Won’t you tell me

Where have all the good times gone?

Where have all the good times gone?

Well, once we had an easy ride and always felt the same

Time was on our side and I had everything to gain

Let it be like yesterday

Please let me have happy days

Won’t you tell me

Where have all the good times gone?

Where have all the good times gone?

Ma and pa look back at all the things they used to do

Didn’t have no money and they always told the truth

Daddy didnt have no toys

And mummy didn’t need no boys

Won’t you tell me

Where have all the good times gone?

Where have all the good times gone?

Well, yesterday was such an easy game for you to play

But lets face it things are so much easier today

Guess you need some bringing down

And get your feet back on the ground

Won’t you tell me

Where have all the good times gone?

Where have all the good times gone?

Where have all the good times gone?

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Lyre Bird

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Poetry:”Arthur in Avalon”

by John Arthur Blaikie

(James Archer – La Mort d’Arthur)

I.

Stricken of man, and sore beset of Fate,

He lies amid the groves of Avalon;

What comfort mete ye unto Uther’s son,

O mournful Queens? What styptic to abate

Life’s eager stream? Alas, not theirs to sate

His soul with earthly vision! he hath done

With mortal life, and chivalry’s bright sun

Is darkened by the powers of hell and hate.

Lo! now, the garden of his agony

Is very sweet, though dread the hour, and drear

With utterless spell of horrid potency;

The barrèd east beyond the brightening sea,

Thick with portentous wraiths of phantom fear,

Is flushed with triumph, stirred with melody.

II.

“Glory of knighthood, that through Lyonesse

Was as a lamp, O selfless soul and pure,

What though thy visionary rule endure

So ill the assault of envy? Not the less

Thy victory, though failure thee oppress;

Not sterile thy example, and most sure

The seeded fruit; with might thou shalt allure

For evermore through life’s embattled press

Thy spiritual sons to follow thee;”

The mystic Four their solemn vigil keep

Until day break, and eastward silently,

Over the kingless land and wailing deep,

The sacrificial symbol fire the sky;

Then they arise, no more to watch and weep.

Isle of Dogs, Part 1

Here is the Friday Offering…. This starts a story cycle that may be of interest…. I must hop, work is calling!

Bright Blessings,

Gwyllm

On The Menu:

The Links

Koan:Zen in a Beggar’s Life

Peters’ Pick For Friday – Kristi Stassinopoulou “The Secrets Of The Rocks”

The Isle Of Dogs Part 1

The Bus Ride: Random Small Act of Kindness Makes a Big Difference

William Blake: The Garden Of Love

Art:Edward John Poynter (British, 1836-1919)

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The Links:

Mammal rise ‘not linked’ to dinos

Map proves Portuguese discovered Australia: new book

Alien abductions:carbon monoxide poisoning

The Mystery Of Consciousness…

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Koan:Zen in a Beggar’s Life

Tosui was a well-known Zen teacher of his time. He had lived in several temples and taught in various provinces.

The last temple he visited accumulated so many adherents that Tosui told them he was going to quit the lecture business entirely. He advised them to disperse and to go wherever they desired. After that no one could find any trace of him.

Three years later one of his disciples discovered him living with some beggars under a bridge in Kyoto. He at one implored Tosui to teach him.

“If you can do as I do for even a couple of days, I might,” Tosui replied.

So the former disciple dressed as a beggar and spent a day with Tosui. The following day one of the beggars died. Tosui and his pupil carried the body off at midnight and buried it on a mountainside. After that they returned to their shelter under the bridge.

Tosui slept soundly the remainder of the night, but the disciple could not sleep. When morning came Tosui said: “We do not have to beg food today. Our dead friend has left some over there.” But the disciple was unable to eat a single bite of it.

“I have said you could not do as I,” concluded Tosui. “Get out of here and do not bother me again.”

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Peters’ Pick For Friday – Kristi Stassinopoulou “The Secrets Of The Rocks”

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The Isle Of Dogs – Gwyllm

When I first moved to London in 1977, I lived in Brixton, staying at a house not far off of Brixton High Road about 3 blocks from the Brixton Market. It was a commune, that had been going for many years. Several of the people had been there onto 10 years, so it was a well established house locally. The street was a mixture of Jamaicans, Counter Culture types, and Students.

The house came equipped with a cat known as Atom, who had sadly been launched out the window by the local kids when he was a kitten… (hoping to see him land on his feet) 2 stories down, the poor cat landed on his head. He was simple but sweet. Purred like a dynamo at any given time.

The kitchen was the centre of the hive, people fixing tea, smoking hash, making toast… drinking tea.

I came to the house through my friend Fizzle, who I had met in Los Angeles. She was good pals with Phil Lithman, who I had worked with on and off in L.A., throwing the idea of doing a band together for several months… it ended up in a few gigs, but we could never work much past rehearsing, smoking hash, rehearsing… I had met Phil at The Sidewalk Cafe in Venice. He was the roommate with a fellow waiter, Jay who was also a friend of mine…. One day out of the blue Phil asked me if I could sing. Saying yes, he figured we could do a band together. I thought it a bit of a crazy idea, but it was all good fun.

(Phil Lithman and his friend Angie)

Anyway, when Fizzle moved back to London she started working at Stiff Records. I think she got the job through Phil, as Phil was old chums with Jake Rivera, one of the co-founders of Stiff (‘If It Ain’t Stiff, It Ain’t Worth a F**k’ pure Rivera, that). Phil had a brain storm before I left to the UK, he thought that Jake would sign me immediately to Stiff Records with his recommendation and my pipes. So, that seemed like a winning idea.

Fizzle and I ran around London, catching Mink Deville at the Odeon if I remember rightly on their first British tour, with Dr. Feelgood (first show after Wilco Johnson had left) opening for them. On the way there… we were going down into the Tube Station at Brixton… when I had two Jamaican guys grab my arms from behind and another going for my wallet. Fizzle turned around staring is amazement, as some how I bluffed them into running by sticking my hand into my inner jacket as if I had a weapon in there. I guess it was a crazy idea, but it worked. Fizzle said it was dangerous to resist as I could of been stabbed. We hurried on laughing as we went. It was a great show. A good time.

Fizzle introduced me to Kings’ Road, and various haunts and pubs. Especially Pubs. A delight that I still enjoy to this day.

I stayed on for a couple of weeks at her place, dossed out on her floor until it became a bit uncomfortable for everyone, and I decided to move on so as not to be the guest who overstayed….

I had met some nice people over the time that I had been in London. I had made acquaintances with not a few musicians, and one of them heard about my housing plight, and offered his bands squat on ‘The Isle Of Dogs’.

Now you may ask what is the Isle Of Dogs? Now days it is a fairly posh area of London, with expensive Condominiums and the like. Back in 1977 it was everything but. Dockside, with old East India Warehouses, built out over the Thames. It had once been a solid working class neighborhood, but had been severely bombed during the Blitz. Now (1977) it had empty warehouses, with Squats springing up everywhere, seedy Pubs, seedier drug deals, and various forms of mutated human life that was present in London at that point. Lots of Art Students, Punks, Painters, and Communards. I felt right at home.

To Be Continued…..

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The Bus Ride: Random Small Act of Kindness Makes a Big Difference

by Sateesh Chirputkar

My Master initiated me for meditation a few years back. I always listen to our Master on topics of Meditation and those related to natural and simple living. When I attended an advanced course on meditation our Master told us to use our knowledge in practical day to day life. As usual, I started observing myself and I realized that Meditation has given me an awareness that I was only awake. The Master many times emphasized the need of Giving and Effortless Living. A small real life incident taught me another law of nature.

A few days ago I was at a bus stop in town during the evening. The bus came on time and I took the window seat. The bus route was by the seashore and I was enjoying the breeze while watching the sea waves. After a few minutes the bus made it’s next stop. A young boy and a girl entered the bus. They were standing left standing when the bus took off. I glanced at them curiously and realized that all the window seats were occupied. They could sit but not together. Suddenly a different wave passed through my body and my inner mind gave me the instruction to get up. I got up and offered them my seat. The young lady smiled affectionately and said thank you very much. I occupied the other seat and we parted our ways. I don’t remember whether I got off the bus before them or not.

Months passed by. Suddenly one day while I was standing at the same bus stop waiting sometime for the bus to arrive I heard a voice.

“Excuse me Uncle,” I glanced in the direction of the voice. It was a beautiful young charming lady.

Puzzled, I said, “I do not recognize you.”

She said, “But I do you. Do you remember you gave us your window seat?”

Puzzled, I said, “Maybe, but what is so great in that?

She said, “Uncle you simply acted like a God for me. Had you not given your seat on that day, perhaps I would have not sat with my friend. By sitting together it helped us bridge a misunderstanding that has been between us forever. Do you know we are getting married next month?”

“Good! God Bless both of you,” I replied.

The young lady again said thank you and went onto her journey. I realized the importance of Giving that day. I also realized that small things can create great happenings in life. This was a great lesson for me.

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William Blake: The Garden Of Love

“THE GARDEN OF LOVE”

I went to the Garden of Love,

And saw what I never had seen:

A Chapel was built in the midst,

Where I used to play on the green.

And the gates of this Chapel were shut,

And “Thou shalt not” writ over the door;

So I turn’d to the Garden of Love,

That so many sweet flowers bore,

And I saw it was filled with graves,

And tomb-stones where flowers should be:

And Priests in black gowns, were walking their rounds,

And binding with briars, my joys & desires.

1794

“A Divine Image”

Cruelty has a human heart,

And Jealousy a human face;

Terror the human form divine,

And Secresy the human dress.

The human dress is forged iron,

The human form a fiery forge,

The human face a furnace sealed,

The human heart its hungry gorge.

“Ah Sunflower”

Ah Sunflower, weary of time,

Who countest the steps of the sun;

Seeking after that sweet golden clime

Where the traveller’s journey is done;

Where the Youth pined away with desire,

And the pale virgin shrouded in snow,

Arise from their graves, and aspire

Where my Sunflower wishes to go!

“Earth’s Answer”

Earth raised up her head

From the darkness dread and drear,

Her light fled,

Stony, dread,

And her locks covered with grey despair.

“Prisoned on watery shore,

Starry jealousy does keep my den

Cold and hoar;

Weeping o’re,

I hear the father of the ancient men.

“Selfish father of men!

Cruel, jealous, selfish fear!

Can delight,

Chained in night,

The virgins of youth and morning bear?

“Does spring hide its joy,

When buds and blossoms grow?

Does the sower

Sow by night,

Or the plowman in darkness plough?

“Break this heavy chain,

That does freeze my bones around!

Selfish, vain,

Eternal bane,

That free love with bondage bound.”

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Thursday on The Left Coast…

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On The Music Box: Kraftwerk – Electronic Cafe

The morning glory also

The morning glory also

turns out

not to be my friend.

-Matsuo Basho

A feast of this and that… Sun is up, but cold. Coughing over coffee, New plants are blooming. The dog walks in and out of the house, sunning her self for awhile. Cat is on the fence, doing his cat meditations…

I hear Mary stirring somewhere in the house…. work beckons!

Beauty is everywhere. The light is moving from silver to golden. The earth breathes with new life and springtime really, really is here.

Working on the magazine at night, visiting with friends when possible.

Life is full, and much more so… I feel poetry coming back into my life. Time to write!

Blessings,

Gwyllm

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Basho Haikus…

The Links

Edo-period Kappa Sketches

Jain Tales: PARABLE OF A FIG

Peanut Butter, The Atheist’s Nightmare!

Peters’ Thursday Gift!

Jain Tales: Queen Chelna and King Shrenik

3 Poems of Hafiz

Art: Lucien Levy-Dhurmer (French, 1865-1953)

Lévy-Dhurmer’s women were completely different from the charming society ladies painted by his fashionable contemporary, Helleu. They posed, sphinxlike, and formed groups where the talk was all of art and mysticism, and where they listened, head in hands, hair shadowed by a mauve lamp shade, while a pianist (Debussy, perhaps) played themes from Parsifal. The atmosphere was troubled, dreamy and naïve, and the people who created it were obsessed with anything new, curious about everything which the materialistic 19th century had rejected. They adored Moreau, Puvis de Chavannes and Redon, but these great men could be admired only from a distance. Lévy-Dhurmer, however, was a lot younger and he moved in their circles.

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The Night People

Enduring mystery of Jim Thompson

Mysterious Rock Growing ‘Hair’ Put on Display in Beijing

EARTH MYSTERIES

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Edo-period kappa sketches

Kappa, arguably Japan’s most well-known creature of legend, are mischievous river imps notorious for luring people — particularly children — into the water to drown and eat them. They smell like fish, enjoy cucumbers and sumo, and are said to be very courteous despite their malicious tendencies.

Although kappa are typically about the size of a child and greenish in color, they can vary widely in appearance. They frequently have a turtle-like shell and scaly skin, but sometimes their skin is moist and slick, or coated in fur. Most walk upright on their hind legs, but they are occasionally seen on all fours…

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EXCERPT IS FROM ONE OF JAIN MASTER CHITRABHANUJI’S TALKS

Jain Tales: PARABLE OF A FIG

A son asked his father, “What is soul?”

The Father replied, “Atma* can be explained by a seed. Bring me a fresh fig.”

When the son handed him a fig, the Father sliced it with a knife and removed a tiny seed. “In this seed is a tree. Try to break it in half,” said the Father. The son broke it. His Father asked, “What is inside?”

The boy replied, “Nothing.”

His Father responded, “There is formless in the center of form. Creation is inside. Within nothing is something. The invisible becomes visible.”

SOUL IS UNSEEN, FORMLESS AND ALIVE WITHIN FORM.

*ATMA means higher self or Soul in Sanskrit

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Peanut Butter, The Atheist’s Nightmare!

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Staying at an inn

Staying at an inn

where prostitutes are also sleeping–

bush clover and the moon.

-Matsuo Basho

When the winter chrysanthemums go

When the winter chrysanthemums go,

there’s nothing to write about

but radishes.

-Matsuo Basho

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Peters’ Thursday Gift!

Lisa Gerrard & Pieter Bourke “Sacrifice”

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Jain Tales: Queen Chelna and King Shrenik

This is a story from the time of Bhagwän Mahävir. At that time, king Chetak was the ruler of Vaishäli and he had a beautiful daughter named Chelna. Once an artist called Bharat painted a picture of Chelna and showed it to king Shrenik of Magadh. Charmed by Chelna’s beauty, Shrenik fell in love with her. One day Chelna came to the city of Magadh where she saw king Shrenik and she also fell in love with him. They soon got married.

Queen Chelna was a devoted follower of Jainism, while Shrenik was influenced by Buddhism. The king was very generous with a big heart but somehow was not happy with his queen’s devotion to the Jain monks. He wanted to prove to Chelna that Jain monks were pretenders. He strongly believed that no man could follow the practice of self-restraint and non-violence to that extent, and that the equanimity shown by Jain monks is superficial. Chelna was greatly disturbed by this.

One day, King Shrenik went on a hunting trip where he saw a Jain monk, Yamadhar, engaged in deep meditation. Shrenik let his hunter dogs go after Yamadhar but the monk remained silent. On seeing the calmness and composure of the monk, the dogs became quiet. King Shrenik got angry and thought that the monk had played some trick on them. So he started shooting arrows at the monk but they kept on missing him. Becoming more upset, he finally put a dead snake around Yamadhar’s neck and came back to his palace.

The king narrated the whole incident to Chelna. The queen felt very sorry and took the king back to Yamadhar’s meditation place. Because of the dead snake, ants, and other insects were crawling all over the monk’s body but the monk did not even stir. The couple witnessed the limits of human endurance. The queen gently removed the ants and snake from the monk’s body, and cleaned his wounds. She applied sandalwood paste. After sometime, Yamadhar opened his eyes and blessed both of them.

The monk did not distinguish between the king who had caused him pain, and the queen who had alleviated his pain. King Shrenik was very impressed, and convinced that Jain monk were truly beyond attachment and aversion. Thus, king Shrenik along with queen Chelna became devoted to Jainism and believed in Bhagwän Mahävir.

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A bee

A bee

staggers out

of the peony.

-Matsuo Basho

Teeth sensitive to the sand

Teeth sensitive to the sand

in salad greens–

I’m getting old.

-Matsuo Basho

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Three Poems of Hafiz

A Suspended Blue Ocean

The sky

Is a suspended blue ocean.

The stars are the fish

That swim.

The planets are the white whales

I sometimes hitch a ride on,

And the sun and all light

Have forever fused themselves

Into my heart and upon

My skin.

There is only one rule

On this Wild Playground,

For every sign Hafiz has ever seen

Reads the same.

They all say,

“Have fun, my dear; my dear, have fun,

In the Beloved’s Divine

Game,

O, in the Beloved’s

Wonderful Game.”

What Should We Do about that Moon ?

A wine bottle fell from a wagon

And broke open in a field.

That night hundred beetles and all their cousins

Gathered

And did some serious binge drinking.

They even found some seed husks nearby

And began to play them like drums and whirl.

This made God very happy.

Then the ‘night candle’ rose into the sky

And one drunk creature, laying down his instrument

Said to his friend – for no apparent

Reason,

“What should we do about that moon?”

Seems to Hafiz

Most everyone has laid aside the music

Tackling such profoundly useless

Questions.

Last Night’s Storm

Last night’s storm was a journey to the Beloved.

I surrender to that, the wind that

is my Friend, and my work.

Each night, the lightning flashes.

Every morning, a breeze.

Not in some protected place, but in the flood

of the heart’s pumping, in the wind

of a rosebud’s opening out,

that puts a small crown on each narcissus.

A tired hand collapses, exhausted,

that in the morning holds your hair again.

Peace comes when we are friends together,

remembering. Hafiz! Your honest desire

and your benevolence free the soul

to emerge as what it is.

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Wild Days…

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On The Beat Box: Rena Jones – Transmigration

I tweaked my shoulder, elbow and arm muscles on a customer site yesterday. The arm is not much use at this point. Argh. Ibuprofen is keeping it calmed down. I came in from the site, Mary put a hot water bottle on, and I fell asleep for 3 hours. It seemed to calm it down, but it has been putting me off balance a bit.

Some nice stuff today, so dive in! I hope you enjoy,

Gwyllm

On The Menu:

The Links

Who Shall Deliver Me?

Ekova!

The War on Drugs Is Really a War on Minorities

Poetry: More of William Allingham

Art: Fernand Edmond Jean Marie Khnopff

Fernand Edmond Jean Marie Khnopff (September 12, 1858 – November 12, 1921) was a Belgian symbolist painter.

He was raised in Bruges and went to law school in Brussels. He quickly dropped out and enrolled in l’academie des beaux art; Xavier Mellery was his main tutor.

During a trip to Paris in 1877 he was greatly influenced by Delacroix and the Pre-Raphaelites.

In 1883 he was one of the founders of the “Groupe des XX”. Although not a very open man and a rather secluded personality, he already achieved cult status during his life.

Acknowledged and accepted, he received the Order of Leopold. His sister was one of his favorite subjects. His most famous painting is probably The Caress.

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Rare Semi-Identical Twins Discovered

The Antikythera Mechanism

Scientific evidence suggests Puerto Rican woman is an Extraterrestrial-Human hybrid

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WHO SHALL DELIVER ME?

God strengthen me to bear myself;

That heaviest weight of all to bear,

Inalienable weight of care.

All others are outside myself;

I lock my door and bar them out

The turmoil, tedium, gad-about.

I lock my door upon myself,

And bar them out; but who shall wall

Self from myself, most loathed of all?

If I could once lay down myself,

And start self-purged upon the race

That all must run ! Death runs apace.

If I could set aside myself,

And start with lightened heart upon

The road by all men overgone!

God harden me against myself,

This coward with pathetic voice

Who craves for ease and rest and joys

Myself, arch-traitor to mysel ;

My hollowest friend, my deadliest foe,

My clog whatever road I go.

Yet One there is can curb myself,

Can roll the strangling load from me

Break off the yoke and set me free

-Christina Rossetti

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From Peter….

Ekova!

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The War on Drugs Is Really a War on Minorities

By Arianna Huffington

here is a subject being forgotten in the 2008 Democratic race for the White House.

While all the major candidates are vying for the black and Latino vote, they are completely ignoring one of the most pressing issues affecting those constituencies: the failed “war on drugs” — a war that has morphed into a war on people of color.

Consider this: According to a 2006 report by the American Civil Liberties Union, African Americans make up an estimated 15% of drug users, but they account for 37% of those arrested on drug charges, 59% of those convicted and 74% of all drug offenders sentenced to prison. Or consider this: The U.S. has 260,000 people in state prisons on nonviolent drug charges; 183,200 (more than 70%) of them are black or Latino.

Such facts have been bandied about for years. But our politicians have consistently failed to take action on what has become yet another third rail of American politics, a subject to be avoided at all costs by elected officials who fear being incinerated on contact for being soft on crime.

Perhaps you hoped this would change during a spirited Democratic presidential primary? Unfortunately, a quick search of the top Democratic hopefuls’ websites reveals that not one of them — not Hillary Clinton, not Barack Obama, not John Edwards, not Joe Biden, not Chris Dodd, not Bill Richardson — even mentions the drug war, let alone offers any solutions.

The silence coming from Clinton and Obama is particularly deafening.

Obama has written eloquently about his own struggle with drugs but has not addressed the tragic effect the war on drugs is having on African American communities.

As for Clinton, she flew into Selma, Ala., to reinforce her image as the wife of the black community’s most beloved politician and has made much of her plan to attract female voters, but she has ignored the suffering of poor, black women right in her own backyard.

Located down the road from her Chappaqua, N.Y., home are two prisons housing female inmates, Taconic and Bedford. Forty-eight percent of the women in Taconic are there for nonviolent drug offenses; 78% of those in the prison are African American or Latino.

And Bedford, the state’s only maximum-security prison for women, is home to some of the worst victims of New York’s draconian Rockefeller-era drug laws — mothers and grandmothers whose first brush with the law resulted in their being locked away for 15 years or more on nonviolent drug charges.

Yet even though these prisons are so nearby, Clinton has turned a blind eye to the plight of the women locked away there, notably refusing to speak out on their behalf.

Avoidance of this issue comes at a very stiff price (and not just the more than $50 billion a year we’re spending on the failed drug war). The toll is paid in shattered families, devastated inner cities and wasted lives (with no apologies for using that term).

During the 10 years I’ve been writing about the injustice of the drug war, I’ve repeatedly watched as politicians paid lip service to the problem but then ducked as the sickening status quo claimed more victims. In California, of the 171,000 inmates jamming the state’s wildly overcrowded prisons, 36,000 are nonviolent drug offenders.

I remember in 1999 asking Dan Bartlett, then the campaign spokesman for candidate George W. Bush, about Bush’s position on the outrageous disparity between the sentences meted out for possession of crack cocaine and those given for possession of powder cocaine — a disparity that has helped fill U.S. prisons with black low-level drug users (80% of sentenced crack defendants are black). Federal sentencing guidelines dictate that judges impose the same five-year prison sentence for possession of five grams of crack or 500 grams of powder cocaine.

“The different sentencing for crack cocaine and powder cocaine is something that there’s no doubt needs to be addressed,” Bartlett told me. But in the more than six years since Bush and Bartlett moved into the White House, the problem has gone unaddressed. No doubt about it.

Maybe the president will suddenly wake up and decide to take on the issue five days before he leaves office. That’s what Bill Clinton did, writing a 2001 New York Times Op-Ed article in which he trumpeted the need to “immediately reduce the disparity between crack and powder cocaine sentences” — conveniently ignoring the fact that he had the power to solve it for eight years and did nothing.

When it mattered, he maintained an imperial silence. Then, when it didn’t, he became Captain Courageous. And he lamented the failures of our drug policy as though he had been an innocent bystander rather than the chief executive (indeed, the prison population doubled on his watch).

The injustice is so egregious that a conservative senator, Jeff Sessions (R-Ala.), is now leading the charge in Congress to ease crack sentences. “I believe that as a matter of law enforcement and good public policy, crack cocaine sentences are too heavy and can’t be justified,” he said. “People don’t want us to be soft on crime, but I think we ought to make the law more rational.”

There’s a talking point Hillary and Obama should adopt. It’s both the right thing and the smart thing. Because of disenfranchisement statutes, large numbers of black men who were convicted of drug crimes are ineligible to vote, even those who have fully paid their debt to society.

A 2000 study found that 1.4 million African American men — 13% of the total black male population — were unable to vote in the 2000 election because of state laws barring felons access to the polls. In Florida, one in three black men is permanently disqualified from voting. Think that might have made a difference in the 2000 race? Our shortsighted drug laws have become the 21st century manifestation of Jim Crow.

Shouldn’t this be an issue Democratic presidential candidates deem worthy of their attention?

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Poetry: More of William Allingham...

Olian Harp

What is it that is gone, we fancied ours?

Oh what is lost that never may be told?—

We stray all afternoon, and we may grieve

Until the perfect closing of the night.

Listen to us, thou gray Autumnal Eve,

Whose part is silence. At thy verge the clouds

Are broken into melancholy gold;

The waifs of Autumn and the feeble flow’rs

Glimmer along our woodlands in wet light;

Within thy shadow thou dost weave the shrouds

Of joy and great adventure, waxing cold,

Which once, or so it seemed, were full of might.

Some power it was, that lives not with us now,

A thought we had, but could not, could not hold.

O sweetly, swiftly pass’d:—air sings and murmurs;

Green leaves are gathering on the dewy bough;

O sadly, swiftly pass’d:—air sighs and mutters;

Red leaves are dropping on the rainy mould.

Then comes the snow, unfeatured, vast, and white.

O what is gone from us, we fancied ours?—

The Maids of Elfin-Mere

When the spinning-room was here

Came Three Damsels, clothed in white,

With their spindles every night;

One and Two and three fair Maidens,

Spinning to a pulsing cadence,

Singing songs of Elfin-Mere;

Till the eleventh hour was toll’d,

Then departed through the wold.

Years ago, and years ago;

And the tall reeds sigh as the wind doth blow.

Three white Lilies, calm and clear,

And they were loved by every one;

Most of all, the Pastor’s Son,

Listening to their gentle singing,

Felt his heart go from him, clinging

Round these Maids of Elfin-Mere.

Sued each night to make them stay,

Sadden’d when they went away.

Years ago, and years ago;

And the tall reeds sigh as the wind doth blow.

Hands that shook with love and fear

Dared put back the village clock,—

Flew the spindle, turn’d the rock,

Flow’d the song with subtle rounding,

Till the false ‘eleven’ was sounding;

Then these Maids of Elfin-Mere

Swiftly, softly, left the room,

Like three doves on snowy plume.

Years ago, and years ago;

And the tall reeds sigh as the wind doth blow.

One that night who wander’d near

Heard lamentings by the shore,

Saw at dawn three stains of gore

In the waters fade and dwindle.

Never more with song and spindle

Saw we Maids of Elfin-Mere,

The Pastor’s Son did pine and die;

Because true love should never lie.

Years ago, and years ago;

And the tall reeds sigh as the wind doth blow.

Twilight Voices

Now, at the hour when ignorant mortals

Drowse in the shade of their whirling sphere,

Heaven and Hell from invisible portals

Breathing comfort and ghastly fear,

Voices I hear;

I hear strange voices, flitting, calling,

Wavering by on the dusky blast,—

‘Come, let us go, for the night is falling;

Come, let us go, for the day is past!’

Troops of joys are they, now departed?

Winged hopes that no longer stay?

Guardian spirits grown weary-hearted?

Powers that have linger’d their latest day?

What do they say?

What do they sing? I hear them calling,

Whispering, gathering, flying fast,—

‘Come, come, for the night is falling;

Come, come, for the day is past!’

Sing they to me?—’Thy taper’s wasted;

Mortal, thy sands of life run low;

Thine hours like a flock of birds have hasted:

Time is ending;—we go, we go.’

Sing they so?

Mystical voices, floating, calling;

Dim farewells—the last, the last?

Come, come away, the night is falling;

‘Come, come away, the day is past.’

See, I am ready, Twilight voices!

Child of the spirit-world am I;

How should I fear you? my soul rejoices,

O speak plainer! O draw nigh!

Fain would I fly!

Tell me your message, Ye who are calling

Out of the dimness vague and vast;

Lift me, take me,—the night is falling;

Quick, let us go,—the day is past.

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E-Prime

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On The Music Box: Bombay Beats…

Paradise Lost, Book XII

‘They, hand in hand, with wandering steps and slow,

Through Eden took their solitary way.’

Tuesday… Rain… Tuesday…. Rain… Oregon… Rain…. Oregon…. Rain….

And so it goes. Everything, is ever so incredibly GREEN.

What is up for today…. a fondue of fun, a cluster of clutter, a jump for joy…!

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E-Prime – Robert Anton Wilson

Poetry: William Allingham

Quotes: Milton

Art:Sidney Harold Meteyard

Bright Blessings,

Gwyllm

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A Mind Blowing Little Discussion: Is Ayahuasca becoming a party drug?

A mysterious aerial device falls in Somalia

Freeman Bigfoot Footage

Highway shut for butterfly travel

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From My Brother Peter….

TIMZ – IRAQ

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Comus

‘Sabrina rises attended by water nymphs,

“By the rushy-fringed bank,

Where grows the willow and the osier dank,’

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TOWARD UNDERSTANDING E -PRIME

Robert Anton Wilson

E-PRIME, abolishing all forms of the verb “to be,” has its roots in the field of general semantics, as presented by Alfred Korzybski in his 1933 book, Science and Sanity. Korzybski pointed out the pitfalls associated with, and produced by, two usages of “to be”: identity and predication. His student D. David Bourland, Jr., observed that even linguistically sensitive people do not seem able to avoid identity and predication uses of “to be” if they continue to use the verb at all. Bourland pioneered in demonstrating that one can indeed write and speak without using any form of “to be,” calling this subset of the English language “E-Prime.” Many have urged the use of E-Prime in writing scientific and technical papers. Dr. Kellogg exemplifies a prime exponent of this activity. Dr. Albert Ellis has rewritten five of his books in E-Prime, in collaboration with Dr. Robert H. Moore, to improve their clarity and to reap the epistemological benefits of this language revision. Korzybski felt that all humans should receive training in general semantics from grade school on, as “semantic hygiene” against the most prevalent forms of logical error, emotional distortion, and “demonological thinking.” E-Prime provides a straightforward training technique for acquiring such semantic hygiene.

To understand E-Prime, consider the human brain as a computer. (Note that I did not say the brain “is” a computer.) As the Prime Law of Computers tells us, GARBAGE IN, GARBAGE OUT (GIGO, for short). The wrong software guarantees wrong answers. Conversely, finding the right software can “miraculously” solve problems that previously appeared intractable.

It seems likely that the principal software used in the human brain consists of words, metaphors, disguised metaphors, and linguistic structures in general. The Sapir-Whorf-Korzybski Hypothesis, in anthropology, holds that a change in language can alter our perception of the cosmos. A revision of language structure, in particular, can alter the brain as dramatically as a psychedelic. In our metaphor, if we change the software, the computer operates in a new way.

Consider the following paired sets of propositions, in which Standard English alternates with English-Prime (E-Prime):

lA. The electron is a wave.

lB. The electron appears as a wave when measured with instrument-l.

2A. The electron is a particle.

2B. The electron appears as a particle when measured with instrument-2.

3A. John is lethargic and unhappy.

3B. John appears lethargic and unhappy in the office.

4A. John is bright and cheerful.

4B. John appears bright and cheerful on holiday at the beach.

5A. This is the knife the first man used to stab the second man.

5B. The first man appeared to stab the second man with what looked like a knife to me.

6A. The car involved in the hit-and-run accident was a blue Ford.

6B. In memory, I think I recall the car involved in the hit-and-run accident as a blue Ford.

7A. This is a fascist idea.

7B. This seems like a fascist idea to me.

8A. Beethoven is better than Mozart.

8B. In my present mixed state of musical education and ignorance, Beethoven seems better to me than Mozart.

9A. That is a sexist movie.

9B. That seems like a sexist movie to me.

10A. The fetus is a person.

10B. In my system of metaphysics, I classify the fetus as a person.

The “A”-type statements (Standard English) all implicitly or explicitly assume the medieval view called “Aristotelian essentialism” or “naive realism.” In other words, they assume a world made up of block-like entities with indwelling “essences” or spooks- “ghosts in the machine.” The “B”-type statements (E-Prime) recast these sentences into a form isomorphic to modern science by first abolishing the “is” of Aristotelian essence and then reformulating each observation in terms of signals received and interpreted by a body (or instrument) moving in space-time.

Relativity, quantum mechanics, large sections of general physics, perception psychology, sociology, linguistics, modern math, anthropology, ethology, and several other sciences make perfect sense when put into the software of E-Prime. Each of these sciences generates paradoxes, some bordering on “nonsense” or “gibberish,” if you try to translate them back into the software of Standard English.

Concretely, “The electron is a wave” employs the Aristotelian “is” and thereby introduces us to the false-to-experience notion that we can know the indwelling “essence” of the electron. “The electron appears as a wave when measured by instrument-1″ reports what actually occurred in space-time, namely that the electron when constrained by a certain instrument behaved in a certain way.

Similarly, “The electron is a particle” contains medieval Aristotelian software, but “The electron appears as a particle when measured by instrument-2″ contains modern scientific software. Once again, the software determines whether we impose a medieval or modern grid upon our reality-tunnel.

Note that “the electron is a wave” and “the electron is a particle” contradict each other and begin the insidious process by which we move gradually from paradox to nonsense to total gibberish. On the other hand, the modern scientific statements “the electron appears as a wave when measured one way” and “the electron appears as a particle measured another way” do not contradict, but rather complement each other. (Bohr’s Principle of Complementarity, which explained this and revolutionized physics, would have appeared obvious to all, and not just to a person of his genius, if physicists had written in E-Prime all along. . . .)

Looking at our next pair, “John is lethargic and unhappy” vs. “John is bright and cheerful,’ we see again how medieval software creates metaphysical puzzles and totally imaginary contradictions. Operationalizing the statements, as physicists since Bohr have learned to operationalize, we find that the E-Prime translations do not contain any contradiction, and even give us a clue as to causes of John’s changing moods. (Look back if you forgot the translations.)

“The first man stabbed the second man with a knife” lacks the overt “is” of identity but contains Aristotelian software nonetheless. The E-Prime translation not only operationalizes the data, but may fit the facts better-if the incident occurred in a psychology class, which often conduct this experiment. (The first man “stabs,” or makes stabbing gestures at, the second man, with a banana, but many students, conditioned by Aristotelian software, nonetheless “see” a knife. You don’t need to take drugs to hallucinate; improper language can fill your world with phantoms and spooks of many kinds.)

The reader may employ his or her own ingenuity in analyzing how “is-ness” creates false-to-facts reality-tunnels in the remaining examples, and how E-Prime brings us back to the scientific, the operational, the existential, the phenomenological–to what humans and their instruments actually do in space-time as they create observations, perceptions, thoughts, deductions, and General Theories.

I have found repeatedly that when baffled by a problem in science, in “philosophy,” or in daily life, I gain immediate insight by writing down what I know about the enigma in strict E-Prime. Often, solutions appear immediately-just as happens when you throw out the “wrong” software and put the “right” software into your PC. In other cases, I at least get an insight into why the problem remains intractable and where and how future science might go about finding an answer. (This has contributed greatly to my ever-escalating agnosticism about the political, ideological, and religious issues that still generate the most passion on this primitive planet.)

When a proposition resists all efforts to recast it in a form consistent with what we now call E-Prime, many consider it “meaningless.” Korzybski, Wittgenstein, the Logical Positivists, and (in his own way) Niels Bohr promoted this view. I happen to agree with that verdict (which condemns 99 percent of theology and 99.999999 percent of metaphysics to the category of Noise rather than Meaning)–but we must save that subject for another article. For now, it suffices to note that those who fervently believe such Aristotelian propositions as “A piece of bread, blessed by a priest, is a person (who died two thousand years ago),” “The flag is a living being,” or “The fetus is a human being” do not, in general, appear to make sense by normal twentieth-century scientific standards.

This text comes from:

D. David Bourland, Jr. & Paul Dennithorne Johnston, “To Be or Not: An E-Prime Anthology,” International Society for General Semantics, 1991, pp. 23-26

Robert Anton Wilson has published science fiction, historical novels, poetry, and futuristic sociology, and he has two plays published.

An earlier version of this article appeared in Trajectories, no. 5, the newsletter published by Robert Anton Wilson. Reprinted from Etcetera 46, no. 4 (Winter 1989).

Also see Robert Anton Wilson’s “Quantum Psychology,” (E and E-Prime, Chapter 13, pages 97-107), New Falcon Publications, 1990

The forms of “to be” that E-Prime excludes includes the words: “is,” “are,” “were,” “was,” “am,” “be,” “been,” and their contractions.

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The Poetry Of William Allingham

A Dream

I heard the dogs howl in the moonlight night;

I went to the window to see the sight;

All the Dead that ever I knew

Going one by one and two by two.

On they pass’d, and on they pass’d;

Townsfellows all, from first to last;

Born in the moonlight of the lane,

Quench’d in the heavy shadow again.

Schoolmates, marching as when we play’d

At soldiers once—but now more staid;

Those were the strangest sight to me

Who were drown’d, I knew, in the awful sea.

Straight and handsome folk; bent and weak, too;

Some that I loved, and gasp’d to speak to;

Some but a day in their churchyard bed;

Some that I had not known were dead.

A long, long crowd—where each seem’d lonely,

Yet of them all there was one, one only,

Raised a head or look’d my way:

She linger’d a moment—she might not stay.

How long since I saw that fair pale face!

Ah! Mother dear! might I only place

My head on thy breast, a moment to rest,

While thy hand on my tearful cheek were prest!

On, on, a moving bridge they made

Across the moon-stream, from shade to shade,

Young and old, women and men;

Many long-forgot, but remember’d then.

And first there came a bitter laughter;

A sound of tears the moment after;

And then a music so lofty and gay,

That every morning, day by day,

I strive to recall it if I may.

The Girl’s Lamentation

With grief and mourning I sit to spin;

My Love passed by, and he didn’t come in;

He passes by me, both day and night,

And carries off my poor heart’s delight.

There is a tavern in yonder town,

My Love goes there and he spends a crown;

He takes a strange girl upon his knee,

And never more gives a thought to me.

Says he, ‘We’ll wed without loss of time,

And sure our love’s but a little crime;’—

My apron-string now it’s wearing short,

And my Love he seeks other girls to court.

O with him I’d go if I had my will,

I’d follow him barefoot o’er rock and hill;

I’d never once speak of all my grief

If he’d give me a smile for my heart’s relief.

In our wee garden the rose unfolds,

With bachelor’s-buttons and marigolds;

I’ll tie no posies for dance or fair,

A willow-twig is for me to wear.

For a maid again I can never be,

Till the red rose blooms on the willow tree.

Of such a trouble I’ve heard them tell,

And now I know what it means full well.

As through the long lonesome night I lie,

I’d give the world if I might but cry;

But I mus’n’t moan there or raise my voice,

And the tears run down without any noise.

And what, O what will my mother say?

She’ll wish her daughter was in the clay.

My father will curse me to my face;

The neighbours will know of my black disgrace.

My sister’s buried three years, come Lent;

But sure we made far too much lament.

Beside her grave they still say a prayer—

I wish to God ’twas myself was there!

The Candlemas crosses hang near my bed;

To look at them puts me much in dread,

They mark the good time that’s gone and past:

It’s like this year’s one will prove the last.

The oldest cross it’s a dusty brown,

But the winter winds didn’t shake it down;

The newest cross keeps the colour bright;

When the straw was reaping my heart was light.

The reapers rose with the blink of morn,

And gaily stook’d up the yellow corn;

To call them home to the field I’d run,

Through the blowing breeze and the summer sun.

When the straw was weaving my heart was glad,

For neither sin nor shame I had,

In the barn where oat-chaff was flying round,

And the thumping flails made a pleasant sound.

Now summer or winter to me it’s one;

But oh! for a day like the time that’s gone.

I’d little care was it storm or shine,

If I had but peace in this heart of mine.

Oh! light and false is a young man’s kiss,

And a foolish girl gives her soul for this.

Oh! light and short is the young man’s blame,

And a helpless girl has the grief and shame.

To the river-bank once I thought to go,

And cast myself in the stream below;

I thought ‘twould carry us far out to sea,

Where they’d never find my poor babe and me.

Sweet Lord, forgive me that wicked mind!

You know I used to be well-inclined.

Oh, take compassion upon my state,

Because my trouble is so very great.

My head turns round with the spinning wheel,

And a heavy cloud on my eyes I feel.

But the worst of all is at my heart’s core;

For my innocent days will come back no more.

The Nobleman’s Wedding

I once was a guest at a Nobleman’s wedding;

Fair was the Bride, but she scarce had been kind,

And now in our mirth, she had tears nigh the shedding

Her former true lover still runs in her mind.

Attired like a minstrel, her former true lover

Takes up his harp, and runs over the strings;

And there among strangers, his grief to discover,

A fair maiden’s falsehood he bitterly sings.

‘Now here is the token of gold that was broken;

Seven long years it was kept for your sake;

You gave it to me as a true lover’s token;

No longer I’ll wear it, asleep or awake.’

She sat in her place by the head of the table,

The words of his ditty she mark’d them right well:

To sit any longer this bride was not able,

So down at the bridegroom’s feet she fell.

‘O one, one request, my lord, one and no other,

O this one request will you grant it to me?

To lie for this night in the arms of my mother,

And ever, and ever thereafter with thee.’

Her one, one request it was granted her fairly;

Pale were her cheeks as she went up to bed;

And the very next morning, early, early,

They rose and they found this young bride was dead.

The bridegroom ran quickly, he held her, he kiss’d her,

He spoke loud and low, and listen’d full fain;

He call’d on her waiting-maids round to assist her

But nothing could bring the lost breath back again.

O carry her softly! the grave is made ready;

At head and at foot plant a laurel-bush green;

For she was a young and a sweet noble lady,

The fairest young bride that I ever have seen.

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Il Penseroso

‘And may at last my weary age

Find out the peaceful hermitage,

The hairy gown and mossy cell,

Where I may sit and rightly spell

Of every star that heaven doth show.’

Bees…..

On The Music Box: We are alternating between Magic Sense-Psycz ‘Chilled C’Quence’ and Radio Earthrites!

Ah Melissa,

I hear your children humming

in the morning sun

humming for the joy of their task

Oh Mellisa,

long have your herds scoured

the slopes of the mountains…

honey sweet honey

Mellisa

your children are lost

far from the hive do they wander

far from the queen they have strayed

-G

Today’s entry concentrates on the Bee. As you may well know the humble Bee is in trouble, and we may well be the root cause of it. Our Diane Darling has written a piece that should be distributed out….

We have some lovely poems as well.

Bee seein’ ya,

G

On the Menu:

The Links

Radiohead – Karma Police

Bees on Their Knees – Diane Darling

Poetry: To The Humble Bee

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The Links:

If Prince Harry Can Do It, Why Not Barb and Jenna?

And Now A Word From Govenator Arnold…

Mormon church objects to java-drinking angel

Old(er)-Time Religion

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One of my favourites of theirs…

Radiohead – Karma Police

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“If you want to gather honey, don’t kick over the beehive.”

Something very, very important from our dear friend Diane Darling… Please let other people know about this article, it will be on the front page of Earthrites.org as well very soon-Gwyllm

Bees on Their Knees

Diane Darling…

Ah, Spring! Skies as blue as a robin’s egg, with a smiling sun that quickens the seed in its dark bed and seduces the buds to bloom on every branch and stem. Every flower that spreads its petals, wafts its fragrance and thrusts its little pistils and stamens to the light is doing it for one reason only: to attract its particular pollinator. Flower sex is a ménage a deux with an insect partner, an arrangement that has worked flawlessly since before ever there was anybody else around to wonder at the beauty or even munch with beak or toothy mouth.

It’s a lovely arrangement: the flower with its female part open, trembling, and longing only millimeters away from its male parts. It sends out an olfactory signal to draw the tiny insect that can bridge that divide, delivering pollen to pistil, fertilizing the ova that wait within, beginning the season-long process of propagation through seed. As the insect penetrates the bloom in search of nectar, it also collects pollen on its body, which it then carries to nearby blossoms, thereby mixing the DNA ever so slightly, just enough to assure the vigor of outbreeding necessary for the survival of any species.

Honeybees are the pollinators of roughly one third of the food we eat, or the food of the animals we eat. Every year honeybees and other pollinators, including bumblebees, other kinds of bees, moths, wasps, flies, and hummingbirds, emerge from their winter retreat to gorge themselves on pollen and nectar, which they bring back to hive or nest to feed their young, to propagate their own species.

How many springs have I stood before this rosemary bush, its deep green crowned with delicate flowers of my very favorite blue, and admired the industry of the bees as they frisk each tiny bloom. There were times this bush was vibrating visibly with the tiny currents made by the bees wings, when every minute spray of blossoms bent under the miniscule weight of two or three bees, busy, busy. Looking closely I could see the pollen baskets on the bees hindmost legs bulging with golden goodness which they would take back to the hive and pack into perfect hexagonal cells made of wax, made of honey, made of nectar, which would provide protein for every bee, queen, drone, larva and all.

Where are they today? I look and look and I only see two bees. Two bees on this whole, riotously blooming bush? What’s going on here?

What’s going on here is part of a tragedy of monumental proportions. Since November of 2005, honeybees have been disappearing in ever increasing numbers. Beekeepers look into hives that were humming with thousands of bees only days before to find them empty, or to find only a queen and a few very young bees, and then a few days later, nobody home at all. Over the last two years this decline has become a crash, a disaster, and a very real threat to our food supply.

Colony collapse disorder (CCD) is widespread and growing. Twenty four states and several European countries report that beekeepers found upwards of 80% of their hives just empty when they opened them in the spring. Some large beekeepers have lost virtually all their hives, or enough to seriously threaten their livelihood of hauling thousands of hives around the country, following the bloom. Ranchers depend on those bees to pollinate their almond and fruit orchards, to say nothing of alfalfa and just about anything they grow that has a showy flower.

No one knows what is causing this precipitous decline in bee populations, but there are some very strange aspects of it that suggest it is not some overgrowth of a usual pest or pathogen. No, this is something new and very frightening.

Here is the strange story:

· The bees fly away and they don’t come back. The stricken hives are empty of bees and no dead bees are found near the hives.

· Honey, pollen, and comb are all left behind and the expected scavengers of empty hives (other bees, wax moths and hive beetles) won’t go near those hives until they’ve been opened and aired out.

· No special toxins or microbes are found in the honey.

· There are no signs of starvation or unusual parasite infestation,

· The few bee carcasses that have been found and examined show unusual bacteria and fungi, though not in great quantities, which is a sign of a weakened immune system (BIV?).

What is causing this disaster? Though there are many theories being bandied about by agriculture agents, entomologists, and beekeepers, a few have emerged as real possibilities.

Stress due to drought, extreme weather, poor quality pollen, parasites. These factors are not present in all or even most of the areas where CCD is rampant, though they no doubt contribute to the problem.

Genetically modified crops. The presence of GM crops has not been correlated to areas of greatest CCD. Meaning: no comparison has been made between GM plantings and CCD, so a correspondence is possible but unknown.

GM pollen is by definition different from natural pollen, upon which bees depend for their protein. It’s possible that genetic modification changes it sufficiently that it is not a good food for bees, though the bees will collect and eat it anyway. Though starvation is not a feature of CCD, other possible effects of GM pollen have not been studied.

Pesticide genes inserted into some GM crops have been shown to be toxic to butterflies, another pollinator. This pesticide, Bacillus thuringiensis (Bt) has been demonstrated to be of low toxicity to adult honeybees. However, Bt-containing pollen concentrated in hives has not been demonstrated to be harmless to bees or their young.

Electromagnetic signals (cell phone towers, microwave arrays, satellite signals). Honeybees navigate partly by sensing very tiny variations in the Earth’s magnetic field, as do other migratory animals. The presence of so many and so much electromagnetic field manipulation by human electronics could disorient bees sufficiently that they cannot find their way back to their hives and die out in the field.

Another animal that navigates this way is the homing pigeon, which is raised and raced for sport. Pigeon clubs are reporting that whereas they expect to lose a few pigeons in every race to predators and so on, lately they are losing entire teams of pigeons. They just don’t come home. Sounds familiar, doesn’t it?

Pesticides. In 1994 a pesticide called imidacloprid (Bayer, marketed as Merit, Admire, Premise, Pre-Empt, Gaucho, among others) was approved for use in agriculture. It had already been used for several years on household pets for flea control (Advantage and others). Since then imidacloprid has become one of the most widely used, highest volume pesticides worldwide. Its approved uses include application on cotton, vegetable crops, turf, ornamentals, potting soil and for cockroach, termite, flea and tick control.

Imidacloprid is a neurotoxin, meaning that it interferes with nerve cell impulses, as well as being mutagenic, meaning it damages DNA.

It is a systemic pesticide that is applied to the soil and taken up by the plant into its tissues, killing pests when they feed on the plant. It persists for many months or years after application and is mobile in the soil, contaminating water tables and streams.

In commercial products, imidacloprid is mixed with several “inert” ingredients, notably crystalline quartz silica and naphthalene, which are both known to be carcinogenic and to cause chromosomal damage in humans and lab animals. The potential synergistic effects of these chemicals together has not been examined. In addition, the products of the breakdown of imidacloprid are actually more toxic to insects and mammals than the imidacloprid itself.

Imidacloprid is poisonous to many birds, including game birds and songbirds, as well as most insects. It is highly toxic to fish, and even more so to juvenile fish, for which it is not possible to find the lowest concentration that will not cause adverse effects. It is also toxic to earthworms, beneficial insects, and some plants.

Just about the only insects not affected by imidacloprid are Colorado potato beetles, which developed resistance to imidacloprid in only two years. Insects resistant to organophosphate insecticides are showing cross-resistance to imidacloprid as well, a very distressing development.

Imidacloprid is widely applied to vineyards in Sonoma County, where its half life, the length of time required for half of the imidacloprid to break down (into toxic metabolites) or move away from the application site (into the water): 4 months. Though bees do not pollinate grapes, since imidacloprid is applied to the soil, all plants in the vineyards and vicinity are in effect treated, including flowering weeds which are pollinated by, guess what, bees (among others).

(For an exhaustive discussion of imidacloprid, see Journal of Pesticide Reform, Spring 2001, vol. 21 no. 1)

Imidacloprid is an increasingly widely used neurotoxin that interferes with the central nervous in insects – and honeybees don’t return to their hives. Hmmmmm…

“If the bee disappeared off the surface of the globe, then man would only have four years of life left.” —–Albert Einstein

Pollination is only one of the wondrous things bees do. Honey, pollen, propolis, beeswax and other bee products have healing properties only now being understood. Honey itself is a sweetener without equal and beeswax candles are actually beneficial to you, your body, and your appearance. We allow this animal ally to languish at our own peril. Without bees, we will not live long enough to die of global warming.

Beekeepers and other experts have their opinions about what might be the cause(s) of this bee crash, but no one will dispute the gravity of losing the domestic honey bee as a food plant pollinator. (Native bees may also be dying off, but it is very difficult to determine their condition.) So, what can a poor food-eater do?

Assuming the causes will one day become clear and that the delay in removing the agent(s) from the biome is not too long, some day we must replenish the hives. Thousands of hives, millions and millions of bees will be needed to return our orchards and gardens to working order. So, whatever we can do to maximize bee populations in the meantime must be done.

• Consider hosting beehives on your property. Now is the time to order bees by the pound for April delivery. If you don’t feel up to maintaining them yourself, and it is not a simple thing anymore, obviously, contact your local beekeeper or honey merchant (see list below) and offer your land for hives. You’ll get lots of great honey and you’ll be saving the bees for posterity!

• Read the labels of pesticides you use in your home and garden. If imidacloprid is there, stop using it. Google other ingredients you don’t recognize. Find another way to have a healthy garden.

• Ask your neighboring orchard or vinyard owner what they are spraying, including systemic pesticides, organophosphates, tree oils and pheremone confusers. Educate yourself and them about the long term consequences of their practices.

• Be alert for swarms! In the spring and through the summer, bee colonies are inspired to make a new queen and thousands of them take off with her looking for a new place to live! Experienced beekeepers can catch these swarms and give them a nice, warm hive box where they will be pampered and loved. Call the county agent, bee clubs, honey store or feed stores for hive catchers. Don’t delay! Those bees might take up residence in your barn wall!

• Teach the children about bees. Ettamae Peterson (http://www.petersonsfarm.com/ ) and others have wonderful websites and visiting farms for kids to experience the wonder of bees first hand.

Beecome a beenut. It’s the buzz, you know.

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Poetry: To The Humble Bee…

THE BEE

Like trains of cars on tracks of plush

I hear the level bee:

A jar across the flowers goes,

Their velvet masonry

Withstands until the sweet assault

Their chivalry consumes,

While he, victorious, tilts away

To vanquish other blooms.

His feet are shod with gauze,

His helmet is of gold;

His breast, a single onyx

With chrysoprase, inlaid.

His labor is a chant,

His idleness a tune;

Oh, for a bee’s experience

Of clovers and of noon!

-Emily Dickinson

The Honey Bee

In the springtime, joyous spring-

time,

When the birds begin to sing,

And we hear the murmuring brook-

lets,

Then the bees are on the wing.

When the long, cold days are over

Bees are out to sip the dew

And the nectar from the clover,

Buttercups and daisies blue.

Supers placed above the beehive

For the honey bee to find,

Will be filled if showers are given

To the flowers of every kind.

Then the bees are kind and gentle

“Take it hog,” they seem to say;

“We will work again the harder

After the next rainy day.

“And we’ll fill again the super,

We don’t mind with you to share,

Early morn will find us busy

Gathering honey everywhere.

We just gladly gather honey,

And the wax from off our back

We produce, now is’nt it funny,

No material do we lack.

“For our queen cells we have polen,

Any egg a queen may be,

From the proper food and cover,

We produce a queen, you see.

If some drones we wish for mating,

Other food we must supply,

Just the food we give while waiting

For their hatching by and by.”

“But when frost on field and hillside,

In the autumn kills the flower,

And in vain we search for honey,

In each glen and leafy bower,

Then in every hive is stationed

Guards to watch our winter’s store,

For if you would rudely take it,

We would search in vain for more.

“And we sting with all our fury,

Take our honey if you dare,

For we want to keep from starving

In the winter, so beware.”

There’s a moral we may gather

From the busy bee for all,

Gather food stuff in the summer,

And protect it in the fall.

-Nettie Squire Sutton

Bee Haiku

bee sits on flower

buzz buzz bee sips sweet nectar

quick! next flower waits

-Roberta Gibson

The Bee

What time I paced, at pleasant morn,

A deep and dewy wood,

I heard a mellow hunting-horn

Make dim report of Dian’s lustihood

Far down a heavenly hollow.

Mine ear, though fain, had pain to follow:

`Tara!’ it twanged, `tara-tara!’ it blew,

Yet wavered oft, and flew

Most ficklewise about, or here, or there,

A music now from earth and now from air.

But on a sudden, lo!

I marked a blossom shiver to and fro

With dainty inward storm; and there within

A down-drawn trump of yellow jessamine

A bee

Thrust up its sad-gold body lustily,

All in a honey madness hotly bound

On blissful burglary.

A cunning sound

In that wing-music held me: down I lay

In amber shades of many a golden spray,

Where looping low with languid arms the Vine

In wreaths of ravishment did overtwine

Her kneeling Live-Oak, thousand-fold to plight

Herself unto her own true stalwart knight.

As some dim blur of distant music nears

The long-desiring sense, and slowly clears

To forms of time and apprehensive tune,

So, as I lay, full soon

Interpretation throve: the bee’s fanfare,

Through sequent films of discourse vague as air,

Passed to plain words, while, fanning faint perfume,

The bee o’erhung a rich, unrifled bloom:

“O Earth, fair lordly Blossom, soft a-shine

Upon the star-pranked universal vine,

Hast nought for me?

To thee

Come I, a poet, hereward haply blown,

From out another worldflower lately flown.

Wilt ask, `What profit e’er a poet brings?’

He beareth starry stuff about his wings

To pollen thee and sting thee fertile: nay,

If still thou narrow thy contracted way,

– Worldflower, if thou refuse me –

– Worldflower, if thou abuse me,

And hoist thy stamen’s spear-point high

To wound my wing and mar mine eye –

Nathless I’ll drive me to thy deepest sweet,

Yea, richlier shall that pain the pollen beat

From me to thee, for oft these pollens be

Fine dust from wars that poets wage for thee.

But, O beloved Earthbloom soft a-shine

Upon the universal Jessamine,

Prithee, abuse me not,

Prithee, refuse me not,

Yield, yield the heartsome honey love to me

Hid in thy nectary!”

And as I sank into a dimmer dream

The pleading bee’s song-burthen sole did seem:

“Hast ne’er a honey-drop of love for me

In thy huge nectary?”

-Sidney Lanier

Tampa, Florida, 1877.

Into Dreamland…

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Up the airy mountain,

Down the rushy glen,

We daren’t go a-hunting

For fear of little men;

Wee folk, good folk,

Trooping all together;

Green jacket, red cap,

And white owl’s feather!

Down along the rocky shore

Some make their home,

They live on crispy pancakes

Of yellow tide-foam;

Some in the reeds

Of the black mountain lake,

With frogs for their watch-dogs,

All night awake.

High on the hill-top

The old King sits;

He is now so old and gray

He’s nigh lost his wits.

With a bridge of white mist

Columbkill he crosses,

On his stately journeys

From Slieveleague to Rosses;

Or going up with music

On cold starry nights,

To sup with the Queen

Of the gay Northern Lights.

They stole little Bridget

For seven years long;

When she came down again

Her friends were all gone.

They took her lightly back,

Between the night and morrow,

They thought that she was fast asleep,

But she was dead with sorrow.

They have kept her ever since

Deep within the lake,

On a bed of flag-leaves,

Watching till she wake.

By the craggy hill-side,

Through the mosses bare,

They have planted thorn-trees

For pleasure here and there.

Is any man so daring

As dig them up in spite,

He shall find their sharpest thorns

In his bed at night.

Up the airy mountain,

Down the rushy glen,

We daren’t go a-hunting

For fear of little men;

Wee folk, good folk,

Trooping all together;

Green jacket, red cap,

And white owl’s feather!

-William Allingham (Irish, 1824-1889)

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Lots going on with this entry… musings put into visible elements, thoughts captured… Friday is here and life is ever quickening with the rush of spring… I drove Rowan to school today, as he is off to train camp counselors this weekend at the Outdoor School. He puts in 2 or more weeks a year training, and counseling 5th graders up in the woods.

Off to visit with friends tonight, I look forward to the exchange of ideas, and the time spent in good company.

The entry today has some very diverse elements, so hold onto your thinking hats!

On the Menu:

The Links

The Lost Civilizations of the Stone Age (An Excerpt)

Finding The Lost Muse…..

Irish Poets: The Gift of Voice….

Bright Blessings, and Happiness!

Gwyllm

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The Links:

From Chaffyn: Why Having More No Longer Makes Us Happy

McDonald’s Targets the English McLanguage

Heaven’s Gate: The Sequel

The Banana Conundrum

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A book that I want for my library….

The Lost Civilizations of the Stone Age (An Excerpt)

Richard Rudgley

Excerpt(s): … There is clear evidence that plants with anaesthetic properties were widely used in ancient times. Alcohol was certainly used as such, often in conjunction with other psychoactive substances Dioscorides, writing in the first century AD, mentions wine mixed with extracts of the mandrake plant (Mandragora) as being the standard surgical anaesthetic of his day. In ancient Egyptian mythology there is an incident in which the god Ra overcomes the goddess Hathor by stupefying her with mandrake beer. Beer was brewed by both the Predynastic Egyptians and by the early Sumerians, and both beer and wine have their origins in the Neolithic period, extending back to the fourth millennium BC and perhaps even earlier.

During the period from about 3500 to 3000 BC, the Bronze Age cultures of the eastern Mediterranean area were consuming wine from metal vessels. Their neighbours to the north (who were still following a Neolithic way of life) were converting to the mixed blessings of alcoholic beverages and imitated the shape of these metal cups in their own ceramic vessel designs. Alcohol use spread across Neolithic Europe, gradually displacing the use of other psychoactive substances in its wake. It appears that as it was introduced to the various parts of the continent, it was initially used in conjunction with mind-altering plants such as the opium poppy (Papaver somnijerum) and cannabis (Cannabis sativa). As the new intoxicant took hold, the use of these other substances declined. For although the drinking of alcohol was a Stone Age innovation, it was, nevertheless, a later phenomenon than the use of opium.

The opium poppy, the source of both morphine and heroin, seems to have been domesticated by Old European farmers in the western Mediterranean area from about 6000 BC. That the cultivation of the opium poppy spread westwards during the Neolithic period is indicated by numerous later finds of its seeds from Switzerland, Germany and elsewhere. By the Iron Age it was also present in more northerly regions such as the British Isles and Poland. The seeds of the opium poppy may well have been used in baking and their oil been pressed into use for cooking or lighting during prehistoric times. Yet these are clearly minor uses of the plant, and the Stone Age interest in it must have been for its psychoactive and medicinal properties. In many non-Western cultures, magic and medicine are often two sides of the same coin, and in prehistoric times opium was probably used to relieve pain as well as to enter into altered states of consciousness for spiritual insight. Opium appears to have played a significant role in the religious life of Old Europe. The Cueva de los Murcielagos is a Neolithic site at Albunol, Granada, in southern Spain, dated to about 4200 BC. Inside woven grass bags found with the burials were a large number of opium poppy capsules, and this discovery suggests that opium may have been an active part of funerary rituals. Certainly the placing of the capsules with the bodies points to a clear association between opium, altered states and the realm of death. This indicates that the use of opium in the ancient world (for example in the rituals of Minoan Crete) may have been an outgrowth of an Old European practice.

The use of cannabis or hemp can also be traced back to the Stone Age. The cannabis plant is native to Central Asia but had already spread across the Old World before history began. As well as having psychoactive properties the cannabis plant also provides an extremely strong fibre, which has been used from time immemorial. Nevertheless its mind-altering effects were also made use of in Neolithic times. Stone Age cultures on the steppes used it in a ritual fashion at least as far back as the third millennium BC. In a burial site in Romania belonging to the Kurgan people (identified by Gimbutas as the Proto-Indo-Europeans), archaeologists discovered a small ritual brazier which still contained the remains of charred hemp seeds. This, like the use of opium in Old Europe, seems to be a practice that is ancestral to those known from historical sources. …

… The excavation of Scythian tombs at Pazyryk in the Altai mountains of southern Siberia (dating from the fifth century BC) revealed metal braziers, the burnt remains of cannabis seeds and even the poles used to support the tent! … The presence of charred seeds in both the Kurgan burial and the Scythian tomb indicates that the combustible (and psychoactive) parts of the plant – namely flowers and leaves – had been consumed and the hard residue left behind.

Cannabis not only went west to Europe from its homeland on the steppes but also travelled to China. Linguistic research undertaken by the Chinese scholar Hui-Lin Li indicates that both the technological and the psychoactive uses of the plant were known to the ancient Chinese. In Chinese, hemp is referred to as ta-ma, meaning ‘great fibre’ (ma = fibre). Li also points out that in archaic times the character ma had two meanings. The first of these was ‘chaotic or numerous’, a reference to the appearance and quantity of its fibres. The other meaning was ‘numbness or senselessness’, a reference to its stupefying qualities, which were apparently made use of for medicinal and ritual reasons. The current state of knowledge concerning the prehistoric use of cannabis indicates that it was first cultivated in northeast Asia both for its fibre and also as a means to induce ecstasy among shamans. There are a number of references in ancient Chinese writings to the use of cannabis by magicians and Taoists, and it appears that such uses stem from their shamanistic forebears.

In south-east Asia the earliest known use of a psychoactive substance concerns the practice of betel-chewing. This stimulant is estimated to he taken by 10 per cent of the world’s population. It is particularly popular in India, mainland south-east Asia, Indonesia and Melanesia, and is usually taken in the form of a quid (similar to a ‘chew’ of tobacco). The basic preparation consists of a leaf of the betel plant (Piper betle) in which the seed of the areca palm (Areca catechu) is wrapped. In order to release the stimulating properties contained within the preparation, an alkaline additive such as slaked lime is mixed with the areca seed. Many users have a quid in their mouths almost constantly, and heavy and habitual use causes the teeth to turn black. Traditionally in the Philippines having black teeth (i.e. being a heavy user of betel mixtures) was a sign of social status. The earliest archaeological evidence for the practice comes from the Spirit Cave site in north-west Thailand where Piper seeds were found at levels dated to between 5500 and 7000 BC. Direct evidence for the actual use of a betel mixture comes from Duyong Cave on Palawan in the Philippines. In this cave the skeleton of a man (dating to 2680 BC) was found interred along with half a dozen bivalve shells containing lime, and his teeth were stained as those of any serious betel user should be. (pages 137 – 140)

The Aborigines never took up the practice of agriculture before the arrival of the white man on their continent. Yet the fact that they paid an inordinate amount of attention to pituri has implications for the origins of agriculture. That what can be seen as a first footstep towards agriculture in Australia involves not a food plant but a psychoactive one is highly significant. The standard theory concerning the origins of agriculture is that this change of lifestyle was primarily concerned with food production. The Australian evidence may lead us to think otherwise. The Oxford archaeologist Andrew Sherratt has suggested a similar genesis of agriculture for the Near East and notes with particular reference to Neolithic Jericho that the first cultivated plants were not perhaps cereals at all but more valuable and portable commodities. He suggests a number of narcotic plants like mandrake, henbane and belladonna (deadly nightshade) as possible candidates.

There is evidence from the New World to support the idea that, at least in some parts of the world, the first plants to be domesticated were not staple foodstuffs but psychoactive species. Many native North American peoples such as the Blackfoot traditionally disdained agriculture and only made an exception in the case of tobacco. This pattern is also corroborated by the prehistoric origins of tobacco use. The native habitat of tobacco is in the lowlands of Patagonia, the Pampas and Gran Chaco; that is to say, the southern part of South America. It was in this region that tobacco was first cultivated by Indians in their gardens some 8,000 years ago. It seems also to have been the case that in this area horticultural practices were first initiated in order to ensure a steady supply of tobacco rather than foodstuffs.

Although the advent of horticulture and agriculture seems to have been brought about in part by the desire for psychoactive substances, the use of mind-altering plants no doubt goes back to primeval times. With the possible exception of the use of the stimulating plant Ephedra by Neanderthals, there is no concrete evidence for the use of psychoactive plants in the Palaeolithic period. Some researchers have claimed that some of the images in the Upper Palaeolithic cave art in France and Spain were inspired by hallucinatory experiences, but this is difficult, if not impossible, to prove. No clear depictions of psychoactive plants or fungi appear in the art of Upper Palaeolithic times and no palaeobotanical remains of such species have been found in archaeological sites dating to this period. The highly mobile hunter-gatherer societies of the Upper Palaeolithic period naturally did not leave such clear evidence of their use of plants as the later Neolithic farmers who lived in permanent villages. No doubt the refinement of palaeobotanical techniques will soon produce evidence for the use of mind-altering plants in the Upper Palaeolithic. (pages 140 – 141)

The cave site of Shanidar in a remote part of northern fraq has also yielded remains of nine Neanderthals, some in the context of burials and others as the result of accidental death due to an ancient rock fall. There are two particularly interesting aspects of the evidence from this site that may shed light on little-known aspects of Neanderthal existence. The first is the discovery of the mortal remains of a Neanderthal man aged about 40 who had died as the result of a rock fall about 46,000 years ago. …

When the rest of the skeleton was removed from the ground it was transported with an armed Iraqi police guard by lorry and train to a laboratory in Baghdad for detailed analysis by Dr T. Dale Stewart. Stewart’s study revealed that the right side of Nandy’s body was withered – his right shoulder blade, his collar bone and upper right arm bone were underdeveloped, a condition which had probably been pronounced from birth. The indications were that during his lifetime the right arm had been amputated just above the elbow. He also suffered from a not uncommon problem among Neanderthals – arthritis. His teeth were worn down as a result of abnormal use, perhaps from the excessive chewing of animal hides to soften them, or as a result of using the teeth as a means of manipulation in lieu of his useless right arm. As if this catalogue of disabilities and ailments were not suffering enough, it was also found that he was blind in the left eye and had suffered and survived wounds to the face and skull. Clearly this individual must have been something of a practical burden to a group of mobile Neanderthal hunters, yet they had evidently looked after him as a part of their community since birth, as an individual in such a physical state could hardly have survived on his own. This shows that rather than being little better than a pack of wild animals, the Neanderthals clearly did not base their social beliefs around a ‘survival of the fittest’ kind of ethos but showed care and consideration to those who suffered physical disability. This level of social responsibility and conscience is all the more remarkable when one considers that there are many instances in historical and more modern times in which weaker individuals have, through necessity or cultural beliefs, been abandoned or neglected. Those who have read Jean Auel’s popular saga Earth’s Children will recognise in this account of Nandy, the crippled man of Shanidar, the source of her character Creb, the Mog-ur, or magician of the Neanderthal clan in The Clan of the Cave Bear, the first novel in the series.

A second discovery from the site that has caused much controversy and speculation is the so-called flower burial of the Shanidar IV adult male skeleton found some 15 metres from the cave mouth and dating from before 50,000 BP, probably as early as 60,000 BP according to Ralph Solecki, who led the excavations during the 1950s. Arlette Leroi-Gourhan, a palaeobotanist based in Paris, was responsible for analyzing soil samples … It became clear to her in the course of the analysis that flowers of at least seven species could be identified in the soil deposits in the Neanderthal grave and must have entered this part of the site at the same time as each other.

Originally they believed it was largely an aesthetic act similar in essence to the laying of flowers at a grave today. Having considered the properties of the main six types of flowers that were identified, they later suggested that some medical knowledge of the plants may have influenced the selection of these particular flowers by the Neanderthals. The main flowering plants evidenced by their abundant pollen remains are all known to have medicinal properties, not only in Western folk medicine but also in the local herbalism that is still practised and that has been reported in the publications of the Iraq Ministry of Agriculture.

The last of the six main plants is woody horsetail (Ephedra), which has a long history of use in Asian and other medical practices. It was once thought that Ephedra was the fabled soma of the ancient Indians, a psychoactive plant consumed by priests during their rituals. It is not a suitable candidate as it has amphetamine-like stimulant effects rather than the hallucinogenic properties attributed to soma. Nevertheless, it is known from archaeological sites in prehistoric Central Asia to have been consumed with more potent substances, such as opium and cannabis. Its more widespread use is as a remedy used to treat coughs and respiratory disorders, and in modern times extracts of it have been used to treat asthma.

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Finding The Lost Muse…..

So I went hunting for the poetry of Telesilla of Argos… page after page on Google, and not a line to be found, but praise, deep praise for what turns out to be 2 lines that survive. Her works had been targeted for burning when an age less kind to women came about. The tragedy of it all…. G

Antipater of Thessalonike on the Nine Woman Lyric Poets:

These are the divinely tongued women who were reared

on the hymns of Helicon and the Pierian Rock of Macedon:

Praxilla, Moiro, Anyte the female Homer,

Sappho the ornament of the fair-tressed Lesbian women,

Erinna, renowned Telesilla, and you, Corinna,

who sang of Athena’s martial shield,

Nossis the maiden-throated, and Myrtis the sweet-voiced,

All of them fashioners of the everlasting page.

Nine Muses Great Ouranos bore, Nine likewise Gaia,

to be a joy undying for mortals.

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Plutarch Mulierum Virtutes [Moralia 245c-f]:

Of all the deeds performed by women for the community none is more famous than the struggle against Cleomenes for Argos (494 B.C.), which the women carried out at the instigation of Telesilla the poet. She, as they say, was the daughter of a famous house, but sickly in body, and so she sent to the god to ask about health; and when an oracle was given her to cultivate the Muses, she followed the god’s advice, and by devoting herself to poetry and music she was quickly relieved of her trouble, and was greatly admired by the women for her poetic art.

But when Cleomenes (I), king of the Spartans, having slain many Argives (but not by any means seven thousand seven hundred and seventy seven [cf. Herodotus, VII.148] as some fabulous narrative have it), proceeded against the city, an impulsive daring, divinely inspired, came to the younger women to try, for their country’s sake, to hold off the enemy. Under the lead of Telesilla, they took up arms, and, taking their stand by the battlements, manned the walls all round, so that the enemy were amazed. The result was that they repulsed Cleomenes with great loss, and the other king, Demaratus, who managed to get inside, as Socrates [FHG IV, p. 497] says, and gained possession of the Pamphyliacum, they drove out. In this way the city was saved. The women who fell in the battle they buried close by the Argive Road, and to the survivors they granted the privilege of erecting a statue of Ares as a memorial of their surpassing valor. Some say that the battle took place on the seventh day of the month which is now known as the Fourth Month [tetartou], but anciently was called Hermaeus among the Argives; others say that it was on the first day of that month, on the anniversary of which they celebrate even to this day the ‘Festival of Impudence’, at which they clothe the women in men’s shirts and cloaks, and the men in women’s robes and veils.

To repair the scarcity of men they did not unite the women with slaves, as Herodotus (VI. 77-83) records, but with the best of their neighboring subjects, whom they made Argive citizens. It was reputed that the women showed disrespect and an intentional indifference to those husbands in their married relations from a feeling that they were underlings. Wherefore the Argives enacted a law, the one which says that married women having a beard must occupy the same bed with their husbands.

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Some of my favourite Irish Poets….

Irish Poets: The Gift of Voice….

Turf

Thank God for simple, honest, close-knit turf,

Sound footing for plain feet; nor moss, nor mire;

No silvery quicksand, no hot sulphourous scruf

Flung from a turmoiled fire.

So far your hand has led me; what is worth

A question now of all the heavens conceal?

Here shall we lie, and better love the Earth,

And let the planets reel.

-Edward Dowden

I’r Hen Iaith A’i Chaneuon / To the Old Tongue & Its Songs

When I go down to Wales for the long bank holiday

to visit my wife’s grandfather who is teetotal,

who is a non-smoker, who does not approve

of anyone who is not teetotal and a non-smoker,

when I go down to Wales for the long. long bank holiday

with my second wife to visit her grandfather

who deserted Methodism for the Red Flag,

who won’t hear a word against Stalin,

who despite my oft-professed socialism

secretly believes I am still with the Pope’s legions,

receiving coded telegrams from the Vatican

specifying the dates, times and positions I should adopt

for political activity and sexual activity,

who in his ninetieth year took against boxing

which was the only thing I could ever talk to him about,

when I visit my second wife’s surviving grandfather,

and when he listens to the football results in Welsh

I will sometimes slip out to the pub.

I will sometimes slip out to the pub

and drink pint upon pint of that bilious whey

they serve there, where the muzak will invariably be

The Best of the Rhosllanerchrugog Male Voice Choir

and I will get trapped by some brain donor from up the valley

who will really talk about ‘the language so strong and so beautiful

that has grown out of the ageless mountains,

that speech of wondrous beauty that our fathers wrought’,

who will chant to me in Welsh his epileptic verses

about Gruffudd ap Llywellyn and Daffydd ap Llywellyn,

and who will give me two solid hours of slaver

because I don’t speak Irish and who will then bring up religion,

then I will tell him I know one Irish prayer about a Welsh king

on that very subject, and I will recite for him as follows:

‘Ná thrácht ar an mhinistéir Ghallda

Nár ar a chreideimh gan bheann gan bhrí,

Mar ní’l mar bhuan-chloch dá theampuill

Ach magairle Annraoi Rí.’ ‘Beautiful,’

he will say, as they all do, ‘It sounds quite beautiful.’

-Ian Duhig

Brazen Image

In the garden on a summer night,

A garden of Eden, when tobacco flower

And scented stock gleam unearthly,

White moths drawing moths,

Opening delights.

I would praise Eve for raising her hand,

I would praise her; her strong teeth

Took that brazen bite;

And gates spun down

And out across the green

The brown snake moved

To race towards the light.

-Anne Hartigan

Amhrán na mBréag [The Song of Lies]

(After the Irish of Micheal Mharcais Ó Conghaile)

In the middle of the wood I set sail

as the bee and the bat were at anchor just off shore

I found in the sea’s rough shallows a nest of bees

In a field’s ear I saw

a mackerel milking a cow

I saw a young woman in Greece boiling the city of Cork over the

kitchen fire

Last night, in a serpent’s ear, I slept sound

I saw an eel with a whip in her hand whipping a shark ashore

MacDara’s Island told me he never saw more

wonders:

a kitten washing a salmon in the river

the music-mast of a ship being

conceived in a cat’s arse

a badger in the nest of an eagle milking a cow

and a sparrow wielding a hammer putting a keel on a boat.

-Pearse Hutchinson

(Emma Florence Harrison – Dreamland)