Sanvean…

(Loves Messenger – by Marie Spartali Stillman)

Saturday Somewhere… short and sweet, a wee bit for your Saturday enjoyment. Hope this finds you having a great day!

Pax,

Gwyllm

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On The Menu

Sanvean

Koans To Go

Poetry: William Morris – Part 2

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Sanvean (I am your shadow) – Lisa Gerrard

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Koans To Go

Stingy in Teaching

A young physician in Tokyo named Kusuda met a college friend who had been studying Zen. The young doctor asked him what Zen was.

“I cannot tell you what it is,” the friend replied, “but one thing is certain. If you understand Zen, you will not be afraid to die.”

“That’s fine,” said Kusuda. “I will try it. Where can I find a teacher?”

“Go to the master Nan-in,” the friend told him.

So Kusuda went to call on Nan-in. He carried a dagger nine and a half inches long to determine whether or not the teacher was afraid to die.

When Nan-in saw Kusuda he exclaimed: “Hello, friend. How are you? We haven’t seen each other for a long time!”

This perplexed Kusuda, who replied: “We have never met before.”

“That’s right,” answered Nan-in. “I mistook you for another physician who is receiving instruction here.”

With such a begining, Kusuda lost his chance to test the master, so reluctantly he asked if he might receive instruction.

Nan-in said: “Zen is not a difficult task. If you are a physician, treat your patients with kindness. That is Zen.”

Kusuda visited Nan-in three times. Each time Nan-in told him the samething. “A physician should not waste time around here. Go home and take care of your patients.”

It was not clear to Kusuda how such teaching could remove the fear of death. So on the forth visit he complained: “My friend told me that when one learns Zen one loses his fear of death. Each time I come here you tell me to take care of my patients. I know that much. If that is your so-called Zen, I am not going to visit you anymore.”

Nan-in smiled and patted the doctor. “I have been too strict with you. Let me give you a koan.” He presented Kusuda with Joshu’s Mu to workover, which is the first mind-enlightening problem in the book called ‘The Gateless Gate’.

Kusuda pondered this problem of Mu (No-Thing) for two years. At length he thought he had reached certainty of mind. But his teacher commented: “You are not in yet.”

Kusuda continued in concentration for another yet and a half. His mind became placid. Problems dissolved. No-Thing became the truth. He served his patients well and, without even knowing it, he was free from concern of life and death.

Then he visited Nan-in, his old teacher just smiled.

Midnight Excursion

Many Zen pupils were studing meditation under the Zen master Sengai. One of them used to arise at night, climb over the temple wall, and go to town on a pleasure jaunt.

Sengai, inspecting the dormitory quarters, found this pupil missing one night and also discovered the high stool he had used to scale the well. Sengai removed the stool and stood there in its place.

When the wanderer returned, not knowing that Sengai was the stool, he put his feet on the master’s head and jumped down into the grounds. Discovering what he had done, he was aghast.

Sengai said: “It is very chilly in the early morning. Do be careful not to catch cold yourself.”

The pupil never went out at night again.

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Poetry: William Morris – Part 2

ECHOES OF LOVE’S HOUSE.

Love gives every gift whereby we long to live

“Love takes every gift, and nothing back doth give.”

Love unlocks the lips that else were ever dumb:

“Love locks up the lips whence all things good might come.”

Love makes clear the eyes that else would never see:

“Love makes blind the eyes to all but me and thee.”

Love turns life to joy till nought is left to gain:

“Love turns life to woe till hope is nought and vain.”

Love, who changest all, change me nevermore!

“Love, who changest all, change my sorrow sore!”

Love burns up the world to changeless heaven and blest,

“Love burns up the world to a void of all unrest.”

And there we twain are left, and no more work we need:

“And I am left alone, and who my work shall heed?”

Ah! I praise thee, Love, for utter joyance won!

“And is my praise nought worth for all my life undone?”

HOPE DIETH: LOVE LIVETH.

Strong are thine arms, O love, & strong

Thine heart to live, and love, and long;

But thou art wed to grief and wrong:

Live, then, and long, though hope be dead!

Live on, & labour thro’ the years!

Make pictures through the mist of tears,

Of unforgotten happy fears,

That crossed the time ere hope was dead.

Draw near the place where once we stood

Amid delight’s swift-rushing flood,

And we and all the world seemed good

Nor needed hope now cold and dead.

Dream in the dawn I come to thee

Weeping for things that may not be!

Dream that thou layest lips on me!

Wake, wake to clasp hope’s body dead!

Count o’er and o’er, and one by one

The minutes of the happy sun

That while agone on kissed lips shone,

Count on, rest not, for hope is dead.

Weep, though no hair’s breadth thou shalt move

The living Earth, the heaven above

By all the bitterness of love!

Weep and cease not, now hope is dead!

Sighs rest thee not, tears bring no ease,

Life hath no joy, and Death no peace:

The years change not, though they decrease,

For hope is dead, for hope is dead.

Speak, love, I listen: far away

I bless the tremulous lips, that say,

“Mock not the afternoon of day,

Mock not the tide when hope is dead!”

I bless thee, O my love, who say’st:

“Mock not the thistle-cumbered waste;

I hold Love’s hand, and make no haste

Down the long way, now hope is dead.

With other names do we name pain,

The long years wear our hearts in vain.

Mock not our loss grown into gain,

Mock not our lost hope lying dead.

Our eyes gaze for no morning-star,

No glimmer of the dawn afar;

Full silent wayfarers we are

Since ere the noon-tide hope lay dead.

Behold with lack of happiness

The master, Love, our hearts did bless

Lest we should think of him the less:

Love dieth not, though hope is dead!”

(Beatrice – by Marie Spartali Stillman)

Butter

(The childhood of Saint Cecily – by Marie Spartali Stillman)

Finally… Friday. Heck of a week. Life takes it twist and turns, but somehow it works out. There are a few nice twist and turns contained here-in…

On The Menu:

Godfrey Reggio, Philip Glass – Anima Mundi excerpt

Butter – Lady Gregory

Poetry: Fariduddin Attar

Biography: Marie Spartali Stillman

Flaming Desire – Bill Nelson

Have a good one! More, soon, I promise

Gwyllm

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Godfrey Reggio, Philip Glass – Anima Mundi excerpt

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(Jolie Couer – by Marie Spartali Stillman)

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Butter – Lady Gregory

I have been told:

Butter, that’s a thing that’s very much meddled with. On the first of May before sunrise it’s very apt to be all taken away out of the milk. And if ever you lend your churn or your dishes to your neighbour, she’ll be able to wish away your butter after that There was a woman used to lend a drop of milk to the woman that lived next door, and one day she was churning, churning, and no butter came. And at last some person came into the house and said, “It’s hard for you to have butter here, and if you want to know where it is, look into the next house.” So she went in and there was her neighbour letting on to be churning in a quart bottle, and rolls of butter beside her. So she made as if to choke her, and the woman run out into the garden and picked some mullein leaves, and said, “Put these leaves in under your churn, and you’ll find your butter come back again.” And so she did. And she found it all in the churn after.

To sprinkle a few drops of holy water about the churn, and to put a coal of fire under it, that you should always do–as was always done in the old time–and the others will never touch it.

There was a woman in the town was churning, and when the butter came she went out of the house to bring some water for to wash it and to make it up. And there was a tailor sitting sewing on the table. And the woman from next door came in and asked the loan of a coal of fire, and that’s a thing that’s never refused from one poor person to another in the morning. So he bid her take it. And presently she came in again and said that the coal of fire had gone out, and asked another, and this she did the third time. But the tailor knew well what she was doing, and that every coal of fire she brought away, there was a roll of butter out of the chum went with it. So whatever prayers he said is not known, but he brought the butter all back again, and into a can on the floor, and no hands ever touched it So when the woman of the house came back, “There’s your butter in the can,” said he. And she wondered how it came out of the churn to be in three rolls in the can. And then he told her all that had happened.

There was a man was churning, churning, every day and no butter would come only froth. So some wise woman told him to go before sunrise to a running stream and bring a bottle of the water from it. And so he did before sunrise, and had to go near four miles to it And from that day he had rolls and rolls of butter coming every time he churned.

There was one Burke, he knew how to bring it back out of some old Irish book that has disappeared since he died. There was a woman, a herd’s wife, lived beyond, and one time Burke had his own butter taken, and he said he knew a way to find who had done it, and he brought in the coulter of the plough and put it in the fire. And when it began to get red hot, this woman came running, and fell on her knees, for it was she did it. And after that he never lost his butter again. But she took to her bed and was there for years until her death. And she couldn’t turn from one side to another without some person to lift her. Her son is now living in Dublin, and is the President of some Association.

If a woman in Aran is milking a cow and the milk is spilled, she says, “There’s some are the better for it,” and I think it a very nice thought, that they don’t grudge it if there is any one it does good to.

There was a man, one Finnegan, had the knowledge how to bring it back. And one time Lanigan that lives below at Kilgarvan had all his butter taken and the milk nothing but froth rising to the top of the pail like barm. So he went to Finnegan and he bid him get the coulter of the plough, and a shoe of the wickedest horse that could be found and some other thing, I forget what. So he brought in the coulter of the plough, and his brother-in-law chanced to have a horse that was so wicked it took three men to hold him, and no one could get on his back. So he got a shoe off of him. But just at that time, Lanigan’s wife went to confession, and what did she do but to tell the priest what they were doing to get back the butter. So the priest was mad with them, and bid them to leave such things alone. And when Finnegan heard it he said, “What call had she to go and confess that? Let her get back her own butter for herself any more, for I’ll do nothing to help her.”

Grass makes a difference? So it may, but believe me that’s not all. I’ve been myself in the County Limerick, where the grass is that rich you could grease your boots in it, and I heard them say there, one quart of cream ought to bring one pound of butter. And it never does. And where does the rest go to?

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Poetry: Fariduddin Attar

The Triumph of the Soul

Joy! Joy! I triumph! Now no more I know

Myself as simply me. I burn with love

Unto myself, and bury me in love.

The centre is within me and its wonder

Lies as a circle everywhere about me.

Joy! Joy! No mortal thought can fathom me.

I am the merchant and the pearl at once.

Lo, Time and Space lie crouching at my feet.

Joy! Joy! When I would reveal in a rapture.

I plunge into myself and all things know.

Intoxicated by the Wine of Love

Intoxicated by the Wine of Love.

From each a mystic silence Love demands.

What do all seek so earnestly? ‘Tis Love.

What do they whisper to each other? Love.

Love is the subject of their inmost thoughts.

In Love no longer ‘thou’ and ‘I’ exist,

For Self has passed away in the Beloved.

Now will I draw aside the veil from Love,

And in the temple of mine inmost soul,

Behold the Friend; Incomparable Love.

He who would know the secret of both worlds,

Will find the secret of them both, is Love.

All Pervading Consciousness

And as His Essence all the world pervades

Naught in Creation is, save this alone.

Upon the waters has He fixed His Throne,

This earth suspended in the starry space,

Yet what are seas and what is air? For all

Is God, and but a talisman are heaven and earth

To veil Divinity. For heaven and earth,

Did He not permeate them, were but names;

Know then, that both this visible world and that

Which unseen is, alike are God Himself,

Naught is, save God: and all that is, is God.

And yet, alas! by how few is He seen,

Blind are men’s eyes, though all resplendent shines

The world by Deity’s own light illumined,

0 Thou whom man perceiveth not, although

To him Thou deignest to make known Thyself;

Thou all Creation art, all we behold, but Thou,

The soul within the body lies concealed,

And Thou dost hide Thyself within the soul,

0 soul in soul! Myst’ry in myst’ry hid!

Before all wert Thou, and are more than all!

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Biography: Marie Spartali Stillman 1843 – 1927

Pre-Raphaelite Stunner, Muse, and Painter. Marie Spartali was born into the wealthy, cultured, and sophisticated Greek community of London. As a young women she was trained by Maddox Brown, and modeled for Rossetti, whose influence was apparent in her own pictures, though it was later superseded by that of Burne-Jones.

Marie Stillman was widely known as the ‘other’ great Pre-Raphaelite beauty, the comparison being with Jane Morris. W Graham Robertson in his wonderful book, ‘Time Was,’ wittily described her as ‘Mrs Morris for beginners!’ Maria Spartali married the American journalist William J Stillman in 1871. Stillman was, incidentally, the model for Merlin in the famous Burne-Jones painting ‘ The Beguiling of Merlin.’ After their marriage the Stillmans lived in Florence, and then Rome. These absences abroad did not prevent Marie Stillman from exhibiting regularly at the Grosvenor Gallery.

She often painted in watercolour, and her pictures are detailed, highly accomplished, and jewel-like, with a naive flat perspective. Many of her paintings are just quite simply beautiful. A remarkable woman.

Obituary – Times March 8th 1927

The death of Mrs Stillman occurred on Tuesday, within a few days of the completion of her 84th year removes from amongst us the last of a generation. She was the single survivor since the death of Lady Burne-Jones seven years ago of a group of women remarkable alike for beauty and ability, for gifts and character. They belonged to that circle of artists in which Rossetti, Burne-Jones, and Morris were the most distinguished names, and had no little share in creating the influence which, half a century ago, the circle exercised over the whole art and life of the age. With the great triad of those early and now remote days, Mrs Rossetti, Lady Burne-Jones, and Mrs Morris, she was almost a fourth, and of the two latter was a lifelong friend.

Her father Michael Spartali was a wealthy merchant, one of the naturalized Anglo-Greek colony who counted among them some of the earliest admirers and most enthusiastic supporters of the later Pre-Raphaelite movement. He was for many years the Greek Consul-General in London. In the country house at Clapham to which they removed not long after MarieÂ’s birth, he and his wife (born Euphrosyne Varsami), gathered round them a large and varied cosmopolitan group of artists, musicians, and exiled Cretan and Italian nationalists. Here Marie Spartali, a lovely and high-spirited girl, grew up in an atmosphere of international culture. She early showed artistic promise; she worked at drawing and painting under Ford Madox Brown, and became intimate with the other painters of that school.

In 1871 she married William James Stillman (well known afterwards for his long connection with The Times), then a widower with three young children. Mr and Mrs Stillman lived in England for the next six years, and thereafter for 11 years more divided their life between England and Italy, where Mr Stillman was correspondent for The Times at Rome. When he retired from the post in 1898, they settled down in Surrey, and since her husbandÂ’s death in 1902 Mrs Stillman had lived in London with her step-daughter, Mrs J H Middleton.

In such leisure as was afforded to her by a strenuous and arduous life, she went on painting steadily, and pictures of hers, showing the strong influence of Burne-Jones were exhibited for a good many years at the Grosvenor and New Galleries. As an artist she had taste, industry, and considerable imagination; it can hardly be said that she had high creative power, and her mastery over the technique of art was never very complete. Nor did her circumstances with household exigencies of a family of small means and the care of her stepdaughters and her own children, allow of her the pursuit of art wholeheartedly. But in that circle of artist she was not only loved as a friend but accepted as a colleague; and the close intimacy between her and the households of Burne-Jones, Morris, and W B Richmond was thus doubled. At one or other of those houses she was a guest no less frequent than welcome; welcome as an appreciator of their art and an artist herself, but even more, and pre-eminently for herself.

(Cloister Lillies – Marie Spartali Stillman)

It would be difficult to convey to anyone who did not know her, the charm of her person and character. Of her incomparable and faultless beauty, which she retained in an extraordinary degree to the end of her long life, no adequate record exists; for she did not photograph well, and though she sat much both to Rossetti and to Burne-Jones, this was not so much for express portraits as for idealised figures inspired by and more or less resembling her. Perhaps the Danae of Burne-Jones’s ‘Brazen Tower,’ now in the Municipal Art Gallery at Glasgow, is what gives the nearest impression of her form and features-not of her colouring for she was dark-haired, and with it may be coupled-though here the mannerism of the artist detracts from the fidelity of the portraiture-the figure standing at the head of Beatrice in Rossetti’s ‘Dante’s Dream.’ Her wonderful beauty was enhanced by a wonderful lack of self-consciousness; it was combined with an indomitable spirit. Affectionate, and yet subtly malicious, and radiating rather than exerting an indefinable though insuperable charm, she retained throughout her life a delightful girlishness. Not only her children, and her grandchildren, but those of her friends found her almost a contemporary of their own, and one whom they could be and were immediately and spontaneously intimate.

Of her own three children, one did not survive infancy; a daughter Mrs Ritchie died leaving a young family in 1911, the only survivor is her son Michael who has lived in the United States for many years. Her two stepdaughters Miss Lisa Stillman and Mrs Middleton were all but blood true daughters to her, and were with her to the last.

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(Flaming Desire – Bill Nelson) A very early, and very rough work, but evocative. A disciple of Jean Cocteau, his work has illuminated many of our nights over the last 30 or so years… a nice homage to his master…

The Rose…

(The Rose from Armidas Garden – by Marie Spartali Stillman)

On The Menu

The Human Game

The Quotes

Witches and Wizards and Irish Folk-Lore (W.B. Yeats)

Poetry: William Morris…

Artist: Marie Spartali Stillman

We will be featuring her work for a couple of days…

We will not be making a general announcement of Turfing for the next couple of days, time to give that process a bit of a rest at this point. – Turfing will be there though every morning around the time you have your first cuppa and what ever you start your day with.

We are doing a run through of some of my favourite bits for the next couple of days, plus some nice talent that you may have not seen before.

Monsoon Season here in the North West, water, water everywhere!

Bright Blessings,

Gwyllm

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The Human Game – Lisa Gerrard and Pieter Bourke

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The Quotes:

“Nothing is impossible. Some things are just less likely than others.”

“There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating: people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.”

“Most men pursue pleasure with such breathless haste that they hurry past it.” “We think in generalities, but we live in detail.”

“In our civilization, and under our republican form of government, intelligence is so highly honored that it is rewarded by exemption from the cares of office.”

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Witches and Wizards and Irish Folk-Lore (W.B. Yeats)

Ireland was not separated from general European speculation when much of that was concerned with the supernatural. Dr. Adam Clarke tells in his unfinished autobiography how) when he was at school in Antrim towards the end of the eighteenth century, a schoolfellow told him of Cornelius Agrippa’s book on Magic and that it had to be chained or it would fly away of itself. Presently he heard of a farmer who had a copy and after that made friends with a wandering tinker who had another. Lady Gregory and I spoke of a friend’s visions to an old countryman. He said “he must belong to a society”; and the people often attribute magical powers to Orangemen and to Freemasons, and I have heard a shepherd at Doneraile speak of a magic wand with Tetragramaton Agla written upon it. The visions and speculations of Ireland differ much from those of England and France, for in Ireland, as in Highland Scotland, we are never far from the old Celtic mythology; but there is more likeness than difference. Lady Gregory’s story of the witch who in semblance of a hare, leads the hounds such a dance, is the best remembered of all witch stories. It is told, I should imagine, in every countryside where there is even a fading memory of witchcraft. One finds it in a sworn testimony given at the trial of Julian Cox, an old woman indicted for witchcraft at Taunton in Somersetshire in 1663 and quoted by Joseph Glanvill. “The first witness was a huntsman, who swore that he went out with a pack of hounds to hunt a hare, and not far from Julian Cox her house he at last started a hare: the dogs hunted her very close, and the third ring hunted her in view, till at last the huntsman perceiving the hare almost spent and making towards a great bush, he ran on the other side of the bush to take her up and preserve her from the dogs; but as soon as he laid hands on her, it proved to be Julian Cox, who had her head grovelling on the ground, and her globes (as he expressed it) upward. He knowing her, was so affrighted that his hair on his head stood on end; and yet spake to her, and ask’d her what brought her there; but she was so far out of breath that she could not make him any answer; his dogs also came up full cry to recover the game, and smelled at her and so left off hunting any further. And the huntsman with his dogs went home presently sadly affrighted.” Dr. Henry More, the Platonist, who considers the story in a letter to Glanvill, explains that Julian Cox was not turned into a hare, but that “Ludicrous Daemons exhibited to the sight of this huntsman and his dogs, the shape of a hare, one of them turning himself into such a form, another hurrying on the body of Julian near the same place,” making her invisible till the right moment had come. “As I have heard of some painters that have drawn the sky in a huge landscape, so lively, that the birds have flown against it, thinking it free air, and so have fallen down. And if painters and jugglers, by the tricks of legerdemain can do such strange feats to the deceiving of the sight, it is no wonder that these aerie invisible spirits have far surpassed them in all such prestigious doings, as the air surpasses the earth for subtlety.” Glanvill has given his own explanation of such cases elsewhere. He thinks that the sidereal or airy body is the foundation of the marvel, and Albert de Rochas has found a like foundation for the marvels of spiritism. “The transformation of witches,” writes Glanvill, “into the shapes of other animals Â… is very conceivable; since then, ’tis easy enough to imagine that the power of imagination may form those passive and pliable vehicles into those shapes,” and then goes on to account for the stories where an injury, say to the witch hare. is found afterwards upon the witch’s body precisely as a French hypnotist would account for the stigmata of a saint. “When they feel the hurts in their gross bodies, that they receive in their airy vehicles, they must be supposed to have been really present, at least in these latter, and ’tis no more difficult to apprehend, how the hurts of those should be translated upon their other bodies, than how diseases should be inflicted by the imagination, or how the fancy of the mother should wound the foettis, as several credible relations do attest.”

All magical or Platonic writers of the times speak much of the transformation or projection of the sidereal body of witch or wizard. Once the soul escapes from the natural body, though but for a moment, it passes into the body of air and can transform itself as it please or even dream itself into some shape it has not willed.

“Chameleon-like thus they their colour change,

And size contract and then dilate again.”

One of their favourite stories is of some famous man, John Haydon says Socrates, falling asleep among his friends, who presently see a mouse running from his mouth and towards a little stream. Somebody lays a sword across the stream that it may pass, and after a little while it returns across the sword and to the sleeper’s mouth again. When he awakes he tells them that he has dreamed of himself crossing a wide river by a great iron bridge.

But the witch’s wandering and disguised double was not the worst shape one might meet in the fields or roads about a witch’s house. She was not a true witch unless there was a compact (or so it seems) between her and an evil spirit who called himself the devil, though Bodin believes that he was often, and Glanvill always, “some human soul forsaken of God,” for “the devil is a body politic.” The ghost or devil promised revenge on her enemies and that she would never want, and she upon her side let the devil suck her blood nightly or at need.

When Elizabeth Style made a confession of witchcraft before the Justice of Somerset in 1664, the Justice appointed three men, William Thick and William Read and Nicholas Lambert, to watch her, and Glanvill publishes an affidavit of the evidence of Nicholas Lambert. “About three of the clock in the morning there came from her head a glistering bright fly, about an inch in length which pitched at first in the chimney and then vanished.” Then two smaller flies came and vanished. “H; looking steadfastly then on Style, perceived her countenance to change, and to become very black and ghastly and the fire also at the same time changing its colour; whereupon the Examinant, Thick and Read, conceiving that her familiar was then about her, looked to her poll, and seeing her hair shake very strangely, took it up and then a fly like a great miller flew out from the place and pitched on the table board and then vanished away. Upon this the Examinant and the other two persons, looking again in Style’s poll found it very red and like raw beef. The Examinant ask’d her what it was that went out of her poll, she said it was a butterfly, and asked them why they had not caught it. Lambert said, they could not. I think so too, answered she. A little while after the informant and the others, looking again into her poll found the place to be of its former colour. The Examinant asked again what the fly was, she confessed it was her familiar and that she felt it tickle in her poll, and that was the usual time for her familiar to come to her.” These sucking devils alike when at their meal, or when they went here and there to do her will or about their own business, had the shapes of pole-cat or cat or greyhound or of some moth or bird. At the trials of certain witches in Essex in 1645 reported in the English state trials a principal witness was one “Matthew Hopkins, gent.” Bishop Hutchinson, writing in 1730, describes him as he appeared to those who laughed at witchcraft and had brought the witch trials to an end. “Hopkins went on searching and swimming poor creatures till some gentlemen, out of indignation of the barbarity, took him, and tied his own thumbs and toes as he used to tie others, and when he was put into the water he himself swam as they did. That cleared the country of him and it was a great pity that they did not think of the experiment sooner.” Floating when thrown into the water was taken for a sign of witchcraft. Matthew Hopkins’s testimony, however, is uncommonly like that of the countryman who told Lady Gregory that he had seen his dog and some shadow fighting. A certain Mrs. Edwards of Manintree in Essex had her hogs killed by witchcraft, and “going from the house of the said Mrs. Edwards to his own house, about nine or ten of the clock that night, with his greyhound with him, he saw the greyhound suddenly give a jump, and run as she had been in full course after a hare; and that when this informant made haste to see what his greyhound so eagerly pursued, he espied a white thing, about the bigness of a kitlyn, and the greyhound standing aloof from it; and that by and by the said white imp or kitlyn danced about the grey-hound, and by all likelihood bit off a piece of the flesh of the shoulder of the said greyhound; for the greyhound came shrieking and crying to the informant, with a piece of flesh torn from her shoulder. And the informant further saith, that coming into his own yard that night, he espied a black thing proportioned like a cat, only it was thrice as big, sitting on a strawberry bed, and fixing the eyes on this informant, and when he went to-wards it, it leaped over the pale towards this informant, as he thought, but ran through the yard, with his greyhound after it, to a great gate, which was underset with a pair of tumble strings, and did throw the said gate wide open, and then vanished; and ‘he said greyhound returned again to this informant, shaking and trembling exceedingly.” At the same trial Sir Thomas Bowes, Knight, affirmed “that a very honest man of Manintree, whom he knew would not speak an untruth affirmed unto him, ‘hat very early one morning, as he passed by the said Anne West’s door” (this is the witch on trial) “about four o’clock, it being a moonlight night, and perceiving her door to be open so early in the morning, looked into the house and presently there came three or four little things, in the shape of black rabbits, leaping and skipping about him, who, having a good stick in his hand, struck at them, thinking to kill them, but could not; but at last caught one of them in his hand, and holding it by the body of it, he beat the head of it against his stick, intending to beat out the brains of it; but when he could not kill it that way, he took the body of it in one hand and the head of it in another, and endeavoured to wring off the head; and as he wrung and stretched the neck of it, it came out between his hands like a lock of wool; yet he would not give over his intended purpose, but knowing of a spring not far off, he went to drown it; but still as he went he fell down and could not go, but down he fell again, so that he at last crept upon his hands and knees till he came at the water, and holding it fast in his hand, he put his hand down into the water up to the elbow, and held it under water a good space till he conceived it was drowned, and then letting go his hand, it sprung out of the water up into the air, and so vanished away.” However, the sucking imps were not always invulnerable for Glanvill tells how one John Monpesson, whose house was haunted by such a familiar, “seeing some wood move that was in the chimney of a room, where he was, as if of itself, discharged a pistol into it after which they found several drops of blood on the hearth and in divers places of the stairs.” I remember the old Aran man who heard fighting in the air and found blood in a fish-box and scattered through the room, and I remember the measure of blood Odysseus poured out for the shades.

The English witch trials are like the popular poetry of England, matter-of-fact and unimaginative. The witch desires to kill some one and when she takes the devil for her husband he as likely as not will seem dull and domestic. Rebecca West told Matthew Hopkins that the devil appeared to her as she was going to bed and told her he would marry her. He kissed her but was as cold as clay, and he promised to be “her loving husband till death,” although she had, as it seems, but one leg. But the Scotch trials are as wild and passionate as is the Scottish poetry, and we find ourselves in the presence of a mythology that differs little, if at all, from that of Ireland. There are orgies of lust and of hatred and there is a wild shamelessness that would be fine material for poets and romance writers if the world should come once more to half-believe the tale. They are divided into troops of thirteen, with the youngest witch for leader in every troop, and though they complain that the embraces of the devil are as cold as ice, the young witches prefer him to their husbands. He gives them money, but they must spend it quickly, for it will be but dry cow dung in two circles of the clock. They go often to Elfhame or Faeryland and the mountains open before them and as they go out and in they are terrified by the “rowtling and skoylling” of the great “elf bulls.” They sometimes confess to trooping in the shape of cats and to finding upon their terrestrial bodies when they awake in the morning the scratches they had made upon one another in the night’s wandering, or should they have wandered in the images of hares the bites of dogs. Isobell Godie who was tried at Loclilay in 1662 confessed that “We put besoms in our beds with our husbands till we return again to them… and then we would fly away where we would be, even as straws would fly upon a highway. We will fly like straws when we please; wild straws and corn straws will be horses to us, and we put them betwixt our feet and say horse and hillock in the devil’s name. And when any see these straws in a whirlwind and do not sanctify themselves, we may shoot them dead at our pleasure.” When they kill people, she goes on to say, the souls escape them “but their bodies remain with us and will fly as horses to us all as small as straws.” It is plain that it is the “airy body” they take possession of; those “animal spirits” perhaps which Henry More thought to be the link between soul and body and the seat of all vital function. The trials were more unjust than those of England, where there was a continual criticism from sceptics; torture was used again and again to distort confessions, and innocent people certainly suffered; some who had but believed too much in their own dreams and some who had but cured the sick at some vision’s prompting. Alison Pearson who was burnt in 1588 might have been Biddy Early or any other knowledge-able woman in Ireland today. She was convicted “for haunting and repairing with the Good Neighbours and queen of Elfhame, these divers years and bypast, as she had confessed in her depositions, declaring that she could not say readily how long She was with them; and that she had friends in that court who were of her own blood and who had great acquaintance of the queen of Elfhame. That when she went to bed she never knew where she would be carried before dawn.” When they worked cures they had the same doctrine of the penalty that one finds in Lady Gregory’s stories. One who made her confession before James I. was convicted for “taking the sick party’s pains and sicknesses upon herself for a time and then translating them to a third person.”

II

There are more women than men mediums today; and there have been or seem to have been more witches than wizards. The wizards of the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries relied more upon their conjuring book than the witches whose visions and experiences seem but half voluntary, and when voluntary called up by some childish rhyme:

Hare, hare, God send thee care;

I am in a hare’s likeness now,

But I shall be a woman even now;

Hare, hare, God send thee care.

More often than not the wizards were learned men, alchemists or mystics, and if they dealt with the devil at times, or some spirit they called by that name, they had amongst them ascetics and heretical saints. Our chemistry, our metallurgy, and our medicine are often but accidents that befell in their pursuit or the philosopher’s stone, the elixir of life. They were bound together in secret societies and had, it may be, some forgotten practice for liberating the soul from the body and sending it to fetch and carry them divine knowledge. Cornelius Agrippa in a letter quoted by Beaumont, has hints of such a practice. Yet like the witches, they worked many wonders by the power of the imagination, perhaps one should say by their power of up vivid pictures in the mind’s eye. The Arabian philosophers have taught, writes Beaumont, “that the soul by the power the imagination can perform what it pleases; as penetrate heavens, force the elements, demolish mountains, raise valleys to mountains, and do with all material forms as it pleases.”

He shewed hym, er he wente to sopeer,

Pores tes, parkes ful of wilde deer;

Ther saugh he hertes with hir hornes hye,

The gretteste that evere were seyn with ye.

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Tho saugh he knyghtes justing in a playn;

And after this, he dide hym swich plaisaunce,

That he hym shewed his lady on a daunce

On which hymself he daunced, as hym thoughte.

And whan this maister, that this magyk wroughte,

Saugh it was tyme, he clapte his handes two,

And, farewel! al our revel was ago.

One has not as careful a record as one has of the works of witches, for but few English wizards came before the court, the only society for psychical research in those days. The translation, however, of Cornelius Agrippa’s De Occulta Philosophia in the seventeenth century, with the addition of a spurious fourth book full of conjurations, seems to have filled England and Ireland with whole or half wizards. In 1703, the Reverend Arthur Bedford of Bristol, who is quoted by Sibley in his big book on astrology, wrote to the Bishop of Gloucester telling how a certain Thomas Perks had been to consult him. Thomas Perks lived with his father, a gunsmith, and devoted his leisure to mathematics, astronomy, and the discovery of perpetual motion. One day he asked the clergyman if it was wrong to commune with spirits, and said that he himself held that “there was an innocent society with them which a man might use, if he made no compacts with them, did no harm by their means, and were not curious in prying into hidden things, and he himself had discoursed with them and heard them sing to his great satisfaction.” He then told how it was his custom to go to a crossway with lantern and candle consecrated for the purpose, according to the directions in a book he had, and having also consecrated chalk for making a circle. The spirits appeared to him “in the likeness of little maidens about a foot and a half high Â… they spoke with a very shrill voice like an ancient woman” and when he begged them to sing, “they went to some distance behind a bush from whence he could hear a perfect concert of such exquisite music as he never before heard; and in the upper part he heard something very harsh and shrill like a reed but as it was managed did give a particular grace to the rest.” The Reverend Arthur Bedford refused an introduction to the spirits for himself and a friend and warned him very solemnly. Having some doubt of his sanity, he set him a difficult mathematical problem, but finding that he worked it easily, concluded him sane. A quarter of a year later the young man came again, but showed by his face and his eyes that he was very ill and lamented that he had not followed the clergyman’s advice for his conjurations would bring him to his death. He had decided to get a familiar and had read in his magical book what he should do. He was to make a book of virgin parchment, consecrate it, and bring it to the cross-road, and having called up his spirits, ask the first of them for its name and write that name on the first page of the book and then question another and write that name on the second page and so on till he had enough familiars. He had got the first name easily enough and it was in Hebrew, but after that they came in fearful shapes, lions and bears and the like, or hurled at him halls of fire. He had to stay there among those terrifying visions till the dawn broke and would not be the better of it till he died. I have read in some eighteenth century book whose name I cannot recall of two men who made a magic circle and who invoked the spirits of the moon and saw them trampling about the circle as great bulls, or rolling about it as flocks of wool. One of Lady Gregory’s story-tellers considered a flock of wool one of the worst shapes that a spirit could take.

There must have been many like experimenters in Ireland. An Irish alchemist called Butler was supposed to have made successful transmutations in London early in the eighteenth century, and in the Life of Dr. Adam Clarke, published in 1833, are several letters from a Dublin maker of stained glass describing a transmutation and a conjuration into a tumbler of water of large lizards. The alchemist was an unknown man who had called to see him and claimed to do all by the help of the devil “who was the friend of all ingenious gentlemen.”

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Poetry: William Morris – Part 1

FROM THE UPLAND TO THE SEA

Shall we wake one morn of spring,

Glad at heart of everything,

Yet pensive with the thought of eve?

Then the white house shall we leave,

Pass the wind-flowers and the bays,

Through the garth, and go our ways,

Wandering down among the meads

Till our very joyance needs

Rest at last; till we shall come

To that Sun-god’s lonely home,

Lonely on the hill-side grey,

Whence the sheep have gone away;

Lonely till the feast-time is,

When with prayer and praise of bliss,

Thither comes the country side.

There awhile shall we abide,

Sitting low down in the porch

By that image with the torch:

Thy one white hand laid upon

The black pillar that was won

From the far-off Indian mine;

And my hand nigh touching thine,

But not touching; and thy gown

Fair with spring-flowers cast adown

From thy bosom and thy brow.

There the south-west wind shall blow

Through thine hair to reach my cheek,

As thou sittest, nor mayst speak,

Nor mayst move the hand I kiss

For the very depth of bliss;

Nay, nor turn thine eyes to me.

Then desire of the great sea

Nigh enow, but all unheard,

In the hearts of us is stirred,

And we rise, we twain at last,

And the daffodils downcast,

Feel thy feet and we are gone

From the lonely Sun-Crowned one.

Then the meads fade at our back,

And the spring day ‘gins to lack

That fresh hope that once it had;

But we twain grow yet more glad,

And apart no more may go

When the grassy slope and low

Dieth in the shingly sand:

Then we wander hand in hand

By the edges of the sea,

And I weary more for thee

Than if far apart we were,

With a space of desert drear

‘Twixt thy lips and mine, O love!

Ah, my joy, my joy thereof!

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OF THE WOOING OF HALLBIORN THE STRONG.

A STORY FROM THE LAND – SETTLING BOOK OF ICELAND

At Deildar-Tongue in the autumn-tide,

So many times over comes summer again,

Stood Odd of Tongue his door beside.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

Dim and dusk the day was grown,

As he heard his folded wethers moan.

Then through the garth a man drew near,

With painted shield and gold-wrought spear.

Good was his horse and grand his gear,

And his girths were wet with Whitewater.

“Hail, Master Odd, live blithe and long!

How fare the folk at Deildar-Tongue?”

“All hail, thou Hallbiorn the Strong!

How fare the folk by the Brothers’-Tongue?”

“Meat have we there, and drink and fire,

Nor lack all things that we desire.

But by the other Whitewater

Of Hallgerd many a tale we hear.”

“Tales enow may my daughter make

If too many words be said for her sake.”

“What saith thine heart to a word of mine,

That I deem thy daughter fair and fine?

Fair and fine for a bride is she,

And I fain would have her home with me.”

“Full many a word that at noon goes forth

Comes home at even little worth.

Now winter treadeth on autumn-tide,

So here till the spring shalt thou abide.

Then if thy mind be changed no whit,

And ye still will wed, see ye to it!

And on the first of summer days,

A wedded man, ye may go your ways.

Yet look, howso the thing will fall,

My hand shall meddle nought at all.

Lo, now the night and rain draweth up,

And within doors glimmer stoop and cup.

And hark, a little sound I know,

The laugh of Snaebiorn’s fiddle-bow,

My sister’s son, and a craftsman good,

When the red rain drives through the iron wood.”

Hallbiorn laughed, and followed in,

And a merry feast there did begin.

Hallgerd’s hands undid his weed,

Hallgerd’s hands poured out the mead.

Her fingers at his breast he felt,

As her hair fell down about his belt.

Her fingers with the cup he took,

And o’er its rim at her did look.

Cold cup, warm hand, and fingers slim,

Before his eyes were waxen dim.

And if the feast were foul or fair,

He knew not, save that she was there.

He knew not if men laughed or wept,

While still ‘twixt wall and dais she stept.

Whether she went or stood that eve,

Not once his eyes her face did leave.

But Snaebiorn laughed and Snaebiorn sang,

And sweet his smitten fiddle rang.

And Hallgerd stood beside him there,

So many times over comes summer again,

Nor ever once he turned to her,

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

Master Odd on the morrow spake,

So many times over comes summer again.

Hearken, O guest, if ye be awake,”

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

“Sure ye champions of the south

Speak many things from a silent mouth.

And thine, meseems, last night did pray

That ye might well be wed to-day.

The year’s ingathering feast it is,

A goodly day to give thee bliss.

Come hither, daughter, fine and fair,

Here is a Wooer from Whitewater.

East away hath he gotten fame,

And his father’s name is e’en my names.

Will ye lay hand within his hand,

That blossoming fair our house may stand?”

She laid her hand within his hand;

White she was as the lily wand.

Low sang Snaebiorn’s brand in its sheath,

And his lips were waxen grey as death.

“Snaebiorn, sing us a song of worth,

If your song must be silent from now henceforth.”

Clear and loud his voice outrang,

And a song of worth at the wedding he sang.

“Sharp sword,” he sang, “and death is sure.”

So many times over comes summer again,

“But love doth over all endure.”

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

Now winter cometh and weareth away,

So many times over comes summer again,

And glad is Hallbiorn many a day.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

Full soft he lay his love beside;

But dark are the days of wintertide.

Dark are the days, and the nights are long,

And sweet and fair was Snaebiorn’s song.

Many a time he talked with her,

Till they deemed the summer-tide was there.

And they forgat the wind-swept ways

And angry fords of the flitting-days.

While the north wind swept the hillside there

They forgat the other Whitewater.

While nights at Deildar-Tongue were long,

They clean forgat the Brothers’-Tongue.

But whatso falleth ‘twixt Hell and Home,

So many times over comes summer again,

Full surely again shall summer come.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

To Odd spake Hallbiorn on a day

So many times over comes summer again,

“Gone is the snow from everyway.”

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

Now green is grown Whitewater-side,

And I to Whitewater will ride.”

Quoth Odd, “Well fare thou winter-guest,

May thine own Whitewater be best.

Well is a man’s purse better at home

Than open where folk go and come.”

“Come ye carles of the south country,

Now shall we go our kin to see!

For the lambs are bleating in the south,

And the salmon swims towards Olfus mouth.

Girth and graithe and gather your gear!

And ho for the other Whitewater!”

Bright was the moon as bright might be,

And Snaebiorn rode to the north country.

And Odd to Reykholt is gone forth,

To see if his mares be ought of worth.

But Hallbiorn into the bower is gone

And there sat Hallgerd all alone.

She was not dight to go nor ride

She had no joy of the summer-tide.

Silent she sat and combed her hair,

That fell all round about her there.

The slant beam lay upon her head,

And gilt her golden locks to red.

He gazed at her with hungry eyes

And fluttering did his heart arise.

“Full hot,” he said, “is the sun to-day,

And the snow is gone from the mountain-way.

The king-cup grows above the grass,

And through the wood do the thrushes pass.”

Of all his words she hearkened none,

But combed her hair amidst the sun.

“The laden beasts stand in the garth

And their heads are turned to Helliskarth.”

The sun was falling on her knee,

And she combed her gold hair silently.

“To-morrow great will be the cheer

At the Brothers’-Tongue by Whitewater.”

From her folded lap the sunbeam slid;

She combed her hair, and the word she hid.

“Come, love; is the way so long and drear

From Whitewater to Whitewater?”

The sunbeam lay upon the floor;

She combed her hair and spake no more.

He drew her by the lily hand:

“I love thee better than all the land.”

He drew her by the shoulders sweet:

“My threshold is but for thy feet.”

He drew her by the yellow hair:

“O why wert thou so deadly fair?

“O am I wedded to death?” he cried

“Is the Dead-strand come to Whitewater side?”

And the sun was fading from the room,

But her eyes were bright in the change and the gloom.

“Sharp sword,” she sang, “and death is sure,

But over all doth love endure.”

She stood up shining in her place

And laughed beneath his deadly face.

Instead of the sunbeam gleamed a brand,

The hilts were hard in Hallbiorn’s hand:

The bitter point was in Hallgerd’s breast

That Snaebiorn’s lips of love had pressed.

Morn and noon, and nones passed o’er,

And the sun is far from the bower door.

To-morrow morn shall the sun come back,

So many times over comes summer again,

But Hallgerd’s feet the floor shall lack.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

Now Hallbiorn’s house-carles ride full fast,

So many times over comes summer again,

Till many a mile of way is past.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

But when they came over Oxridges,

‘Twas, “Where shall we give our horses ease?”

When Shieldbroad-side was well in sight,

‘Twas, “Where shall we lay our heads to-night?”

Hallbiorn turned and raised his head;

“Under the stones of the waste,” he said.

Quoth one, “The clatter of hoofs anigh.”

Quoth the other, “Spears against the sky!”

“Hither ride men from the Wells apace;

Spur we fast to a kindlier place.”

Down from his horse leapt Hallbiorn straight:

“Why should the supper of Odin wait?

Weary and chased I will not come

To the table of my fathers’ home.”

With that came Snaebiorn, who but he,

And twelve in all was his company.

Snaebiorn’s folk were on their feet;

He spake no word as they did meet.

They fought upon the northern hill:

Five are the howes men see there still.

Three men of Snaebiorn’s fell to earth

And Hallbiorn’s twain that were of worth.

And never a word did Snaebiorn say,

Till Hallbiorn’s foot he smote away.

Then Hallbiorn cried: “Come, fellow of mine,

To the southern bent where the sun doth shine.”

Tottering into the sun he went,

And slew two more upon the bent.

And on the bent where dead he lay

Three howes do men behold to-day.

And never a word spake Snaebiorn yet,

Till in his saddle he was set.

Nor was there any heard his voice,

So many times over comes summer again,

Till he came to his ship in Grimsar-oyce.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

On so fair a day they hoisted sail,

So many times over comes summer again,

And for Norway well did the wind avail.

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

But Snaebiorn looked aloft and said:

“I see in the sail a stripe of red:

Murder, meseems, is the name of it

And ugly things about it flit.

A stripe of blue in the sail I see:

Cold death of men it seems to me.

And next I see a stripe of black,

For a life fulfilled of bitter lack.”

Quoth one, “So fair a wind doth blow

That we shall see Norway soon enow.”

“Be blithe, O shipmate,” Snaebiorn said,

“Tell Hacon the Earl that I be dead.”

About the midst of the Iceland main

Round veered the wind to the east again.

And west they drave, and long they ran

Till they saw a land was white and wan.

“Yea,” Snaebiorn said, “my home it is,

Ye bear a man shall have no bliss.

Far off beside the Greekish sea

The maidens pluck the grapes in glee.

Green groweth the wheat in the English land

And the honey-bee flieth on every hand.

In Norway by the cheaping town

The laden beasts go up and down.

In Iceland many a mead they mow

And Hallgerd’s grave grows green enow.

But these are Gunnbiorn’s skerries wan

Meet harbour for a hapless man.

In all lands else is love alive,

But here is nought with grief to strive.

Fail not for a while, O eastern wind,

For nought but grief is left behind.

And before me here a rest I know,”

So many times over comes summer again,

“A grave beneath the Greenland snow,”

What healing in summer if winter be vain?

(The Enchanted Garden of Messer Ansaldo by Marie Spartali Stillman)

I Am That…

On The Music Box: Jori Hulkkonen

(Marie Spartali Stillmann – Madonna Pietra degli Scrovegni)

I am that

I am that which is highest.

I am that which is lowest.

I am that which is All.

-Mother Julian of Norwich

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So it seems that there can be a bit of change in the world. Now, if the public will only keep the fire to the feet of the New Democratic Majority….

Must Scoot Along… Much To Do!

Gwyllm

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On the Menu

Negativland – Gimme The Mermaid

The Quotes

Noor Inayat Khan

Poetry: Hadewijch of Antwerp

Various Artist…

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Negativland – Gimme The Mermaid (a big thanks to Morgan!)

copyright-copyfree-copyright-copyfree-copyright-copyfree-copyright-copyfree— The ongoing struggle…

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The Quotes:

“She was a woman who, between courses, could be graceful with her elbows on the table.”

“The Romans would never have found time to conquer the world if they had been obliged first to learn Latin.”

“I don’t deserve this award, but I have arthritis and I don’t deserve that either.”

“Sometimes it is harder to deprive oneself of a pain than of a pleasure.”

“We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered.”

“When they call the roll in the Senate, the Senators do not know whether to answer ‘Present’ or ‘Not guilty.’”

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Noor Inayat Khan

Noor Inayat Khan lived a remarkable life of self sacrifice for the cause of freedom. Brought up in the mystical Sufi tradition, Noor abhored violence but she willingly volunteered for the dangerous task of being a secret agent in occupied France.

Noor was the great great great granddaughter of the celebrated Muslim ruler of Mysore – Tipu Sultan, who in the 18th Century fought the British, stemming their advance into South India. Ever after the British held the family with high suspicion but her father Hazrat Inayat Khan did not pursue a political path. Instead Hazrat Inayat Khan was responsible for bringing the great spiritual tradition of Sufi mysticism to the West. In particular Hazrat emphasized the role of music as a means of promoting spirituality. Hazrat Inayat Khan married an American, Ora Meena Ray Baker Noor (distantly related to Mary Eddy Baker founder of the Christian Science movement) The couple married in Paris and settled in Russia. Hazrat Inayat Khan was also the father of Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan who was later to take on the leadership of the Sufi order in the West.

Noor was born in Russia in 1914 and after a brief spell living in England the family relocated to France. Noor believed in the principles of ahimsa (non violence) but in the face of overwhelming Nazi aggression of 1939-40 she felt compelled to take an active role in the liberation of Europe. (see link at end for her discussion of non violence with her brother Pir Vilayat) Therefore Noor decided to flee France and getting on one of the last boats to England, she was able to sign up in the WAAF (the Women’s Auxiliary Air Force) where she trained as a wireless operator. Since Noor stood out as an accomplished wireless operator and was also bilingual in French and English she was invited to join the SOE on a perilous mission as a radio operative in occupied France. She was told about the potential dangers but Noor was quite eager to participate and also working as a radio operative did not compromise her principles of non violence.

Not everyone was certain she had the temperament to be a secret agent. One cynical British spymaster remarked she seemed over emotional to be a spy. However his judgement may well have been due to her bold statement at her interview. She said after the war she may well return to India and fight against the British for Indian Independence. Some officers were shocked at this but others were impressed by her fearlessness and boldness. Her British commanders also expressed a little bewilderement about her “Sufi mysticism” which would have been unusual for the time. Later however the chief British spymaster went on record as saying she was the most remarkable person he had met. Noor always remained a great patriot to India and was a firm believer in Indian independence, but in the circumstances she found herself, she was willing to fight on behalf of IndiaÂ’s occupier, such was her belief in freedom.

In 1943 Noor was dropped into enemy France and began sending radio messages from around Paris. She proved a good operator in the field and was said to have done her work very skillfully and conscientiously. Unfortunately soon after arriving the “Prosper” network was broken up by the Gestapo, leaving her as the one remaining wireless operator. Her superiors in England recommended she return such was the high likelihood of capture. However Noor refused to return, instead playing a vital role as the last remaining wireless operator in Paris. At one time she was nearly caught when the Gestapo stopped her whilst she was carrying her radio machine. However she was able to bluff her way past saying it was a home cine film projector. Remarkably the Gestapo believed her and for a time she escaped.

However in October Noor was betrayed, possibly by “Renee”… the wife of her first contact. It was believed Renee sold information to the Gestapo for a small amount of money (1000Fr) . A few hours after her arrest Noor attempted an audacious escape across the roof and nearly succeeded but for a British air raid that led to a sudden tightening of security. Thereafter Noor was sent to Germany and kept in shackles in solitary confinement in the civil prison at Pforzhei. Having a strong belief in the truth not once did Noor reveal any information. Saying only she was an operative from England. It is said that her resilience and tenacity and endurance had an effect even on the hardened prison chiefs of the Gestapo. After enduring 9 months of tortuous imprisonment Noor was transferred with 3 other SEO to the Dachau concentration camp where she was executed with a bullet to the back of her head (just days before Dachau was liberated by the Americans). It is reported her last words before being shot were “liberty” Another report by a witness says a guard tried to force her to say “Heil Hitler” she refused saying “One day you will see the truth”.

Noor was an exceptional person who had an impact on whoever she met. She was described as being “dreamer” and “otherworldly” with a capacity for clairvoyance. Her biographer said she moved with “a different rhythm” to other children. Like her father Noor was also a gifted musician who also studied medicine in Paris. Her children stories were published in Figaro and a collection of traditional Indian stories, Twenty Jataka Tales, appeared in 1939.

Although she was an Indian Muslim who passionately believed in Indian Indepence she was willing to make the ultimate sacrifice for a cause neither her nationality or religion compelled her to fight for. After her death she was posthumously awarded the Croix de Guerre and the George Cross (1949).

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Poetry: Hadewijch of Antwerp

May your service of love a beautiful thing; want nothing else, fear nothing else and let love be free to become what love truly is.

The Madness of love

The madness of love

Is a rich fief;

Anyone who recognized this

Would not ask Love for anything else:

It can unite Opposites

And reverse the paradox.

I am declaring the truth about this:

The madness of love makes bitter what was sweet,

It makes the stranger a kinsman,

And it makes the smallest the most proud.

To souls who have not reached such love,

I give this good counsel:

If they cannot do more,

Let them beg Love for amnesty,

And serve with faith,

According to the counsel of noble Love,

And think: ‘It can happen,

Love’s power is so great!’

Only after his death

Is a man beyond cure.

Imagining

Imagining we possessed what she kept back for herself.

What is sweetest in love is her tempestuousness,

Her deepest abyss is her most beautiful form;

To lose one’s way in her is to touch her close at hand.

To die of hunger for her is to feed and taste;…

We can say yet more about Love:

Her wealth is her lack of everything;

Her truest fidelity brings about our fall;

Her highest being drowns us in the depths;…

Her revelation is the total hiding of herself;

Her gifts, besides, are thieveries;

Her promises are all seductions;

Her adornments are all undressing;

Her truth is all deception;

To many her assurance appears to lie—

This is the witness that can be truly borne

At any moment by me and many others

To whom Love has often shown

Wonders by which we were mocked,

Imagining we possessed what she kept back for herself.

After she first played these tricks on me,

And I considered all her methods,

I went to work in an entirely different way:

By her threats and her promises

I was no longer deceived.

I will belong to her, whatever she may be,

Gracious or merciless; to me it is all one.

To Live Out What I am

My distress is great and unknown to men.

They are cruel to me, for they wish to dissuade me

From all that the forces of Love urge me to.

They do not understand it, and I cannot explain it to them.

I must then live out what I am;

What love counsels my spirit,

In this is my being: for this reason I will do my best.

Whatever vicissitudes men lead me through for LoveÂ’s sake

I wish to stand firm and take no harm from them.

For I understand from the nobility of my soul

That in suffering for sublime Love, I conquer.

I will therefore gladly surrender myself

In pain, in repose, in dying, in living,

For I know the command of lofty fidelity.

I do not complain of suffering for Love:

It becomes me always to submit to her,

Whether she commands in storm or in stillness.

One can know her only in herself.

This is an unconceivable wonder,

Which has thus filled my heart

And makes me stray in a wild desert.

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We know of Hadewijch only what comes from her writings. She wrote in the Brabant dialect of Middle Dutch, and she perhaps came from the area around Antwerp. She knew French and Latin and was familiar with contemporary chivalric poetry. She appears to have been a beguine, perhaps the mistress of a beguinage.

At some point she was criticized for her views, perhaps forced out of her community, and separated from women for whom she cared. Her need to keep in touch with them and to continue to teach and encourage them seems to have led to her writings: 31 letters (Brieven), 14 descriptions of visions (Visioenen), 45 poems in stanzaic form (Strofische Gedichten), and 16 to 29 poems in mixed form (Mengeldichten).

Hadewijch also compiled a “List of the Perfect,” naming 86 persons, living and dead, whom she described as “clothed in love”; the list includes a beguine who had been executed, probably in 1236. It is from the datable references in this list that Hadewijch has been assigned to the mid-1200s.

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(Lord Frederick Leighton – Wedded)

Saving A Nation…

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Ah… Election Day. Vote Early, Vote Often! 8o) (I have to admit, this is not a day of joy for yours truly.. exhausted with all the BS…)

Though I have a faint glimmer of hope, I am hedging my emotional involvement with this whole box of woe that we have going here. Yet, the old forms should be met. Vote. Vote Now. It does matter. If you don’t like the local candidates, consider standing up for election your self.

Enough is enough.

Blessings,

G

On The Menu

Just In Time For The Election Links

Cocteau Twins – Evangeline

Much has happened since we handed over our voice

Poetry: Mirabai Part 2

A wee reminder…

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Just In Time For The Election Links:

Calif. ‘pot docs‘ put selves at risk

VA-Sen: Voter suppression in Virginia

Fired Evangelist Slams Gays in New Movie

It Flushes To The Anthem….

PhotoShopped HighTimes…

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Cocteau Twins – Evangeline

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Much has happened since we handed over our voice

Kevin Tillman

Kevin Tillman joined the Army with his brother Pat in 2002, and they served together in Iraq and Afghanistan. Pat was killed in Afghanistan on April 22, 2004. Kevin, who was discharged in 2005, has written a powerful, must-read document.

It is Pat’s birthday on November 6, and elections are the day after. It gets me thinking about a conversation I had with Pat before we joined the military. He spoke about the risks with signing the papers. How once we committed, we were at the mercy of the American leadership and the American people. How we could be thrown in a direction not of our volition. How fighting as a soldier would leave us without a voice until we got out.

Much has happened since we handed over our voice:

Somehow we were sent to invade a nation because it was a direct threat to the American people, or to the world, or harbored terrorists, or was involved in the September 11 attacks, or received weapons-grade uranium from Niger, or had mobile weapons labs, or WMD, or had a need to be liberated, or we needed to establish a democracy, or stop an insurgency, or stop a civil war we created that can’t be called a civil war even though it is. Something like that.

Somehow America has become a country that projects everything that it is not and condemns everything that it is.

Somehow our elected leaders were subverting international law and humanity by setting up secret prisons around the world, secretly kidnapping people, secretly holding them indefinitely, secretly not charging them with anything, secretly torturing them. Somehow that overt policy of torture became the fault of a few “bad apples” in the military.

Somehow back at home, support for the soldiers meant having a five-year-old kindergartener scribble a picture with crayons and send it overseas, or slapping stickers on cars, or lobbying Congress for an extra pad in a helmet. It’s interesting that a soldier on his third or fourth tour should care about a drawing from a five-year-old; or a faded sticker on a car as his friends die around him; or an extra pad in a helmet, as if it will protect him when an IED throws his vehicle 50 feet into the air as his body comes apart and his skin melts to the seat.

Somehow the more soldiers that die, the more legitimate the illegal invasion becomes.

Somehow American leadership, whose only credit is lying to its people and illegally invading a nation, has been allowed to steal the courage, virtue and honor of its soldiers on the ground.

Somehow those afraid to fight an illegal invasion decades ago are allowed to send soldiers to die for an illegal invasion they started.

Somehow faking character, virtue and strength is tolerated.

Somehow profiting from tragedy and horror is tolerated.

Somehow the death of tens, if not hundreds, of thousands of people is tolerated.

Somehow subversion of the Bill of Rights and The Constitution is tolerated.

Somehow suspension of Habeas Corpus is supposed to keep this country safe.

Somehow torture is tolerated.

Somehow lying is tolerated.

Somehow reason is being discarded for faith, dogma, and nonsense.

Somehow American leadership managed to create a more dangerous world.

Somehow a narrative is more important than reality.

Somehow America has become a country that projects everything that it is not and condemns everything that it is.

Somehow the most reasonable, trusted and respected country in the world has become one of the most irrational, belligerent, feared, and distrusted countries in the world.

Somehow being politically informed, diligent, and skeptical has been replaced by apathy through active ignorance.

Somehow the same incompetent, narcissistic, virtueless, vacuous, malicious criminals are still in charge of this country.

Somehow this is tolerated.

Somehow nobody is accountable for this.

In a democracy, the policy of the leaders is the policy of the people. So don’t be shocked when our grandkids bury much of this generation as traitors to the nation, to the world and to humanity. Most likely, they will come to know that “somehow” was nurtured by fear, insecurity and indifference, leaving the country vulnerable to unchecked, unchallenged parasites.

Luckily this country is still a democracy. People still have a voice. People still can take action. It can start after Pat’s birthday.

Brother and Friend of Pat Tillman,

Kevin Tillman

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Poetry: Mirabai Part 2….

I Am Mad

I am mad with love

And no one understands my plight.

Only the wounded

Understand the agonies of the wounded,

When the fire rages in the heart.

Only the jeweller knows the value of the jewel,

Not the one who lets it go.

In pain I wander from door to door,

But could not find a doctor.

Says Mira: Harken, my Master,

Mira’s pain will subside

When Shyam comes as the doctor.

The Dagger

The dagger of love has pierced my heart.

I was going to the river to fetch water,

A golden pitcher on my head.

Hariji has bound me

By the thin thread of love,

And wherever He draws me,

Thither I go.

Mira’s Lord is the courtly Giridhara:

This is the nature

Of his dark and beautiful form.

Strange is the Path of Love

Do not mention the name of love,

O my simple-minded companion.

Strange is the path

When you offer your love.

Your body is crushed at the first step.

If you want to offer love

Be prepared to cut off your head

And sit on it.

Be like the moth,

Which circles the lamp and offers its body.

Be like the deer, which, on hearing the horn,

Offers its head to the hunter.

Be like the partridge,

Which swallows burning coals

In love of the moon.

Be like the fish

Which yields up its life

When separated from the sea.

Be like the bee,

Entrapped in the closing petals of the lotus.

Mira’s lord is the courtly Giridhara.

She says: Offer your mind

To those lotus feet.

Mine Is Gopal

Mine is Gopal,

the Mountain-Holder;

there is no one else.

On his head he wears the peacock-crown:

He alone is my husband.

Father, mother, brother, relative:

I have none to call my own.

I’ve forsaken both God, and the family’s honor:

what should I do?

I’ve sat near the holy ones,

and I’ve lost shame before the people.

I’ve torn my scarf into shreds;

I’m all wrapped up in a blanket.

I took off my finery of pearls and coral,

and strung a garland of wildwood flowers.

With my tears,

I watered the creeper of love that I planted;

Now the creeper has grown spread all over,

and borne the fruit of bliss.

The churner of the milk churned with great love.

When I took out the butter,

no need to drink any buttermilk.

I came for the sake of love-devotion;

seeing the world, I wept.

Mira is the maidservant of the Mountain-Holder:

Now with love

He takes me across to the further shore.

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A wee reminder….

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Mirabai

Tying the bells in her ankles

Mira dances and dances in Thy honor.

Lord Naaraayana came to her in dreams,

and she surrendered to His lotus feet.

Brother-in-law sent a cup full of poison

so that Mira dies,

she drank it up and laughed, since it became nectar

due to the divine intervention.

The world and the people said: Mira has gone crazy;

even her father confirmed, she has ruined the family reputation.

Says Mira: O my Lord, who is clever and lifter of mountain

Govardhana on His right hand’s pinky finger,

I am Your entirely Your servant,

as You steal away all the worries of Your devotees.

Dear Reader… Rainy Nights here in Portland… Bucketing, Bucketing Down…

Slept strangely with the noise of it all. Some interesting stuff in store for you all this morning…

Well, I must be flying.

On The Menu

The Links

David Sylvian – Orpheus

Abductions by Modern Neandertals?

Poetry: Mirabai…

Mirabai: A short Biography…

Enjoy!

Gwyllm

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The Links

Chemical Salvation?

Brand new substance created from water

Octopus: Genius of the deep

Why do we exist? Don’t look to the stubborn string theorists

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David Sylvian – Orpheus

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An odd little article…

Abductions by Modern Neandertals?

Neandertals left their tracks, above, behind. Have they interacted with modern humans in contemporary times, and left behind much more?

Is there a record of human beings being abducted by hairy unknown hominids, perhaps even Neandertals in Europe?

Black Almas

The reported sleeping position of the Ksy-gyik. Did it sleep with humans?

Here is a list of a few possible kidnapping incidents, none of them before published in English, shared by Norwegian cryptozoologist Erik Knatterud:

Spain, Sienra. Probably about 800 years ago. Baby abduction. An infant boy was stolen from his nanny, but a swift rescue party managed to find the boy being “happily sucking one of the tits of the animal;” [the rescue party] chased away the wild woman and retrieved the baby. The serrana (wild woman) was referred to as a “bear.”

France, Savoie, the village of Naves. 1602 Female abduction, cited in writing already in 1605. Seventeen-year-old Anthoinette Culet was herding animals when she disappeared. Later the same year three lumberjacks from the village happened to work in the mountains, where one of them noticed a voice from behind a boulder blocking a cave, a voice that insisted to be the abducted Anthoinette Culet. She told them about the ugly but amorous monster with enormous strength obviously stole and brought her baskets of bread, fruit, cheese, linen and thread. That night the creature intruded the village but was ambushed and shot to death. The creature was a “bear,” but it “had a navel like humans and almost looked like a human.”

Allevard, Dauphine. District of Isère. Late 19th century. Male abduction. The young lumberjack Bourne was about to cross a hill at night to visit his fiancé when he was taken and slung over the shoulders of a hairy giant and brought to a cave with a group of brown longhaired creatures talking a strange language. The biggest hairy man was about 8 feet and “looked almost human” and had long arms and big hands. After several hours Bourne pulled out his pipe which was snatched away. In the following fight over the pipe Bourne managed to escape. Locals called such creatures marfolats. [Comment by Loren Coleman: You will note that this story sounds a great deal like the 1924 B.C. kidnapping account of Swedish immigrant Albert Ostman. Ostman told of his sleeping bag (with him in it) being thrown over a SasquatchÂ’s shoulder, and how he was brought back to a canyon to a family of four Bigfoot that uttered short phrases that seemed to carry meaning. Ostman eventually escaped when he used a tin of snuff to confuse the guarding Sasquatch.]

France, Briançon, Haute Alpes. Late 19th century. Male abduction. A man missing for days told that he had been abducted by a hairy forest man (homme des bois) and kept in a cave with his family, a female and two kids. He was fed some berries, but eventually they lost interest in him.

Spain, Lézignan (Aude). About 1920. Female abduction. A young couple was tending farm animals in the Sierra Morena when the female was taken by an “ape” when she was washing clothes at a stream. She was kept in a cave and raped, but escaped eventually. The resulting baby girl, Anica known as “the daughter of the orangutan,” had a hairy body, long arms and an ape like mouth. Male wildmen are known as basajaun, master of the forest.

Erik Knatterud also writes that he knows of “three cases from Sweden, not really about abduction, but about having [relationships] with hairy females out in the forest at night. Here the wildwomen are called skograa (master of the forest). In my country [Norway] there are many local anecdotes about abductions, probably very ancient legends. Very strange since I have not been able to find the slightest trace of trolls living here today.”

For a little bit of translation and interpretation for the English-reading audience, Mark A. Hall has pointed out via his past writings that “trolls” are not the “little people” that we know from American childrenÂ’s stories, but the real Trolls of northern Euroasian hominology are indeed giant unknown hairy hominoids.

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Poetry: Mirabai…

” Mirabai was a devotee of the high, higher, highest order. Among the saints of India, she is absolutely unparalleled. She composed many, many bhajans, which are prayerful songs to God. Each song Mirabai wrote expressed her inspiration, aspiration and sleepless self-giving. “

– Sri Chinmoy

The Plums Tasted

The plums tasted

sweet to the unlettered desert-tribe girl-

but what manners! To chew into each!

She was ungainly, low-caste, ill mannered and dirty,

but the god took the fruit she’d been sucking.

Why? She knew how to love.

She might not distinquish

splendor from filth

but she’d tasted the nectar of passion.

Might not know any Veda,

but a chariot swept her away-

now she frolics in heaven, esctatically bound

to her god.

The Lord of Fallen Fools, says Mira,

will save anyone who can practice rapture like that-

I myself in a previous birth

was a cowherding girl

at Gokul.

O My Mind

O my mind,

Worship the lotus feet of the Indestructible One!

Whatever thou seest twixt earth and sky

Will perish.

Why undertake fasts and pilgrimages?

Why engage in philosophical discussions?

Why commit suicide in Banaras?

Take no pride in the body,

It will soon be mingling with the dust.

This life is like the sporting of sparrows,

It will end with the onset of night.

Why don the ochre robe

And leave home as a sannyasi?

Those who adopt the external garb of a Jogi,

But do not penetrate to the secret,

Are caught again in the net of rebirth.

Mira’s Lord is the courtly Giridhara.

Deign to sever, O Master.

All the knots in her heart.

That Dark Dweller

That dark Dweller in Braj

Is my only refuge.

O my companion,

Worldly comfort is an illusion,

As soon you get it, it goes.

I have chosen the Indestructible for my refuge,

Him whom the snake of death

Will not devour.

My Beloved dwells in my heart,

I have actually seen that Abode of Joy.

Mira’s Lord is Hari, the Indestructible.

My Lord, I have taken refuge with Thee,

Thy slave.

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Nothing is really mine

Nothing is really mine except Krishna.

O my parents, I have searched the world

And found nothing worthy of love.

Hence I am a stranger amidst my kinfolk

And an exile from their company,

Since I seek the companionship of holy men;

There alone do I feel happy,

In the world I only weep.

I planted the creeper of love

And silently watered it with my tears;

Now it has grown and overspread my dwelling.

You offered me a cup of poison

Which I drank with joy.

Mira is absorbed in contemplation of Krishna,

She is with God and all is well!

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Mirabai (also known as Meera) was born in 1504 A.D. at Chaukari village in Merta District of Rajasthan. As a young child Mirabai would spend her time playing with a small image of Krishna. Nobody understood her infatuation. But to Mirabai this doll was a living embodiment of Krishna. From an early age Mirabai dedicated her life to the worship and praise of her beloved Krishna. However, depsite her life of intense devotion, she faced great difficulties from her family who didn’t respect the amount of time she would spend in devotion to Krishna.

Her father, Ratan Singh, was the second son of Rao Dudaji, a descendent of Rao Jodhaji Rather, the founder of Jodhpur. Meera’s mother died when she was ten year old. She then came to live with her grandfather who died in 1515. Her father’s elder brother Vikram Deo who succeeded to the throne arranged her marriage with Prince Bhol Raj, the eldest son of Rana Sanga of Chitter. This marriage raised Meera to a very high social status as the ruler of Chitter was considered to be the leader of the Hindu princes. But luck didn’t favor Princess Meera. By 1527 A.D. she had lost her father, her husband and her fatherin-law as well. Meera, who dedicated her life to Lord Krishna, accepted these bereavements as a matter of course

At the lime Meera was born there was widespread political and social turmoil in India. Bloody conflicts for petty selfish gains, disrespect for human life and hatred for others was a norm. Meera was bewildered and at a loss to understand all that was going on all around. She was in search of peace which she found in Chaitanya’s Vaishnav Panth and dedicated her life to the love of Lord Krishna.

Mirabai began to devote most of her time in prayer and worship and did not pay any attention to the etiquettes of a royal household. This led her to be subjected to great hardships and punishments. These physical hardships became intolerable and after praying to Krishna, she left the palace for good and went to the pilgrimage of Mathura, Vrindavana and finally to Dwarika.

Mirabai was a born poetess. She expressed in a beautiful style her intense and deep love of God. She composed hundreds of poems in a simple, unpretentious style. They are full of vivacity and feelings. No poetess in the history of India enjoys a greater respect than Meera. Her poems have gained a unique popularity and are sung by the rich and the poor alike, even to this day. She spent her life dancing In trance and singing the attributes of her Beloved Krishna till she left this mortal world in 1550 to be united with Him. She was a great Hindu woman saint and will always be remembered.

The Promise…

On the Music Box: Cluster – Sowieso…

Remember, remember the fifth of November

The gunpowder treason and plot.

I see no reason why gunpowder treason

Should ever be forgot.

Guy Fawkes, twas his intent

To blow up king and parliament.

Three score barrels were laid below

To prove old England’s overthrow.

By God’s mercy he was catched

With a dark lantern and lighted match.

Holler boys, holler boys, let the bells ring

Holler boys, holler boys, God save the King.

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well… here is a bit for your Sunday. I hope to have a few more essays soon, but it seems the more I look on the web, the deeper it goes, and I become… entranced.

On The Menu

Vas – The Promise

The Links

Sunday Koans: How Grass & Trees Become Enlightened / The Tunnel

Your New Browser!

Sacred Poetry: Mechthild of Magdeburg

Biography: Mechthild of Magdeburg

Brian Eno: Plateaux of Mirrors…

Have a good day!

Gwyllm

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Vas – Promise

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The Links:

2 Viking finds in Norway, Sweden

The Morning Of The Cannibals: Neo Culpa

When the War Comes Home

The Greensburg Dragon

Working With Difficult Psychedelic Experiences

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Sunday Koans

How Grass & Trees Become Enlightened

During the Kamakura period, Shinkan studied Tendai six years and then studied Zen seven years; then he went to China and contemplated Zen for thirteen years more.

When he returned to Japan many desired to interview him and asked obscure questions. But when Shinkan received visitors, which was infrequently, he seldom answered their questions.

One day a fifty-year-old student of enlightenment said to Shinkan: “I have studied the Tendai school of thought since I was a little boy, but one thing in it I cannot understand. Tendai claims that even the grass and trees will become enlightened. To me this eems very strange.”

“Of what use is it to discuss how grass and trees become enlightened?” asked Shinkan. “The question is how you yourself can become so. Did you ever consider that?”

“I never thought of it in that way,” marveled the old man.

“Then go home and think it over,” finished Shinkan.

The Tunnel

Zenkai, the son of a samurai, journeyed to Edo and there became the retainer of a high official. He fell in love with the official’s wife and was discovered. In self-defense, he slew the official. Then he ran away with the wife.

Both of them later became thieves. But the woman was so greedy that Zenkai grew disgusted. Finally, leaving her, he journeyed far away to the province of Buzen, where he became a wandering mendicant.

To atone for his past, Zenkai resolved to accomplish some good deed in his lifetime. Knowing of a dangerous road over a cliff that had caused the death and injury of many persons, he resolved to cut a tunnel through the mountain there.

Begging food in the daytime, Zenkai worked at night digging his tunnel. When thirty years had gone by, the tunnel was 2,280 feet long, 20 feet high, and 30 feet wide.

Two years before the work was completed, the son of the official he had slain, who was a skillful swordsman, found Zenkai out and came to kill him in revenge.

“I will give you my life willingly,” said Zenkai. “Only let me finish this work. On the day it is completed, then you may kill me.”

So the son awaited the day. Several months passed and Zendai kept on digging. The son grew tired of doing nothing and began to help with the digging. After he had helped for more than a year, he came to admire Zenkai’s strong will and character.

At last the tunnel was completed and the people could use it and travel in safety.

“Now cut off my head,” said Zenkai. “My work is done.”

“How can I cut off my own teacher’s head?” asked the younger man with tears in his eyes.

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Sacred Poetry: Mechthild of Magdeburg

The desert has many teachings

In the desert,

Turn toward emptiness,

Fleeing the self.

Stand alone,

Ask no oneÂ’s help,

And your being will quiet,

Free from the bondage of things.

Those who cling to the world,

Endeavor to free them;

Those who are free, praise.

Care for the sick,

But live alone,

Happy to drink from the waters of sorrow,

To kindle LoveÂ’s fire

With the twigs of a simple life.

Thus you will live in the desert

I cannot Dance

I cannot dance, Lord, unless you lead me.

If you want me to leap with abandon,

You must intone the song.

Then I shall leap into love,

From love into knowledge,

From knowledge into enjoyment,

And from enjoyment beyond all human sensations.

There I want to remain, yet want also to circle higher still.

God speaks to the Soul

And God said to the soul:

I desired you before the world began.

I desire you now

As you desire me.

And where the desires of two come together

There love is perfected

HOW THE SOUL SPEAKS TO THE SOUL

Lord, you are my lover,

My longing,

My flowing stream,

My sun,

And I am your reflection.

HOW GOD ANSWERS THE SOUL

It is my nature that makes me love you often,

For I am love itself.

It is my longin that makes me love you intensely,

For I yearn to be loved from the heart.

It is my eternity that makes me love you long,

For I have no end.

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Most of what is known of Mechthild of Magdeburg comes from her book: references to court custom and courtly literature suggest she was from an educated family, as does the fact that she could read and write German (although she tells us that she does not know Latin). She had at least one brother who became a Dominican. In her early 20s, she left her home to go to Magdeburg (on the Elbe River); she appears to have lived most of her life there as a beguine, apparently in a community, perhaps as a superior. Near the end of her life, about 1270, she entered a monastery at Helfta which followed Cistercian custom.

She may have gone to Helfta because of the increasing restrictions being placed on beguines in Germany and the Low Countries. The women had received statements of papal approval in 1215 and 1233, but with approval went a requirement for clerical direction and eventually for control. In 1261, a synod meeting in Magdeburg ordered the local beguines to obey their parish priests, rather than relying on the mendicant orders for spiritual advice.

When she was in her mid-30s, on the advice of her Dominican confessor, Mechthild had begun to write down her love songs and visionary experiences. We know that some of these writings were quickly circulated because she speaks of the harsh criticism she received, as a woman writing about spiritual matters. But she continued to write until her death.

Fliessende licht der Gottheit (Flowing light of the Godhead) is divided into seven books: Books 1-5 were written during the 1250s, Book 6 in the 1260s, and Book 7 in the 1270s at Helfta. Within the seven books are 267 sections, from a few lines to several pages long. They include not only Mechthild’s visionary experiences, but also letters of advice and criticism, allegories, reflections, and prayers; they use prose and verse, dramatic dialogue and lyric.

Mechthild wrote in the dialect used in the north of Germany; fragments remain of this original, but our complete text is a translation made in the language of southern German about 60 years after her death. Yet scholars assume that the text as we have it reflects Mechthild’s words and, for the first six books, an organization determined by her and her confessor.

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And Now For a bit of Brian Eno…

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FSOL – Dancing In The Rain

Somethings Don’t Change: Portland in the rain, 80 years ago…

Friday Finally…

Had friends over last night, and then ended up watching a ghastly German film about the Priory of Sion and The Knights Templar set in modern Germany. Ever watched a car wreck? This was our opprotunity to witness something as mad and random as that. My brain is still hurting. It was so bad that Rowan fled early on. Mary and I sat there to the end expecting… something of relevance to happen. nope.

Todays’ entry is a bit late getting out, but it is a bit of fun.

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On the Menu

Roberto Venosas’ Portrait of Albert Hofmann

FSOL

The Links

Calamus: The Splendour of al-Andalus

The Poetry of Yunus Emre

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Have a good weekend!

Gwyllm

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A new Painting By Roberto Venosa…

‘Portrait of Albert Hofmann’

Another nice one from Roberto. Roberto is donating proceeds from the selling of prints to help MAPS fund much needed psychedelic research. If you are interested in obtaining a print, please click on the links below!

NOW AVAILABLE

A Limited Edition Print of

‘PORTRAIT OF ALBERT HOFMANN

by ROBERT VENOSA

This is an edition of 50 exemplars

Signed and numbered by

Robert Venosa and Albert Hofmann

Size: 27″ x 33″

For information on prices and availability

contact:

sales@maps.org

roberto@venosa.com

Roberto & Albert – Summer 2006

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The Links:

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Turn your iPod into a Ouija board

Otter ‘escorts’ mate to hospital

Viral Fossil Brought Back to Life

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I am currently entranced with this Album and Band from Spain. Please check it out!

Calamus: The Splendour of al-Andalus

The emirate of al-Andalus (756-1031 AD), or Muslim Spain, was one of the world’s great civilizations. Wealthy, stable, and tolerant (since taxes fell chiefly on non-believers, they welcomed diversity), it was a center of learning, a realm in which all of the arts flourished.

Sometime around 822 AD, Ziryab—a great court musician and poet from Baghdad—arrived in Cordoba. His impact on the culture of Moorish Spain cannot be overstated: he revolutionized Spanish-Arabian manners (down to the arrangement of courses in a meal); created new poetic forms; founded a music school; and brought with him the knowledge of how to build some 40 musical instruments—including his own creation, the instrument we now call the lute.

Over the next few centuries, al-Andalus developed a richly diverse musical tradition, one which was formally ejected from Spain during the reconquista (1031-1492 AD). By the 13th century, with the fall of Cordoba, Seville, and Valencia, the moriscos began their exodus toward Granada and Northern Africa. The great musical schools were re-established in Tunisia and Algeria, where the music remained reasonably true to its root-stock.

This is the tradition to which Calamus pays homage in this warm, vibrant, splendidly human CD, recorded in the Monasterio de la Santa Espina, Valladolid on a customized 96kHz Pioneer D-07 DAT recorder. The first thing you’ll notice about the disc is the richly reverberant room acoustic. When the initial notes of the disc—vigorously strummed on citola, a proto-guitar—fill the space and then bloom as they find the room’s boundaries and linger, it almost seems like too much of a good thing. But when the ensemble joins in, it’s articulate and detailed—warmed, not overwhelmed, by that marvelous acoustic. To achieve this, engineer Garfinkle has obviously recorded the ensemble from an intimate perspective, but it never sounds too close. After all, this was music that was designed to be performed among its listeners, not at them.

Intimacy informs this disc with every phrase. The quintet plays well together—colloquially, not stiffly. The music never strays far from dance. Begoña Olavide possesses a warm, intense, expressive voice. The first time I heard it—in Stax’s room at WCES—I nearly leaped out of my skin when she sang “Insad (God Watch Over the Singer)”; it was as warm and intimate and shocking as a tongue in the ear.

The disc is immensely moving, suffused with longing, pain, and a sense of resignation, and yet I can’t get enough of it. There’s such an exciting sense of shared humanity in this recording that I’m not conscious of the distance of centuries, continents, cultures—I am the singer, I have been the songwriter, I inhabit the notes.—Wes Phillips

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The Poetry of Yunus Emre (AD1240-1241 to 1320-21)

Yunus’ poetry made a great impact on Turkish culture….

The drink sent down from Truth,

we drank it, glory be to God.

And we sailed over the Ocean of Power,

glory be to God.

Beyond those hills and oak woods,

beyond those vineyards and gardens,

we passed in health and joy, glory be to God.

We were dry, but we moistened.

We grew wings and became birds,

we married one another and flew,

glory be to God.

To whatever lands we came,

in whatever hearts, in all humanity,

we planted the meanings Taptuk taught us,

glory be to God.

Come here, let’s make peace,

let’s not be strangers to one another.

We have saddled the horse

and trained it, glory be to God.

We became a trickle that grew into a river.

We took flight and drove into the sea,

and then we overflowed, glory be to God.

We became servants at Taptuk’s door.

Poor Yunus, raw and tasteless,

finally got cooked, glory be to God.

Ask those who know,

what’s this soul within the flesh?

Reality’s own power.

What blood fills these veins?

Thought is an errand boy,

fear a mine of worries.

These sighs are love’s clothing.

Who is the Khan on the throne?

Give thanks for His unity.

He created when nothing existed.

And since we are actually nothing,

what are all of Solomon’s riches?

Ask Yunus and Taptuk

what the world means to them..

The world won’t last.

What are You? What am I?

We entered the house of realization,

we witnessed the body.

The whirling skies, the many-layered earth,

the seventy-thousand veils,

we found in the body.

The night and the day, the planets,

the words inscribed on the Holy Tablets,

the hill that Moses climbed, the Temple,

and Israfil’s trumpet, we observed in the body.

Torah, Psalms, Gospel, Quran-

what these books have to say,

we found in the body.

Everybody says these words of Yunus

are true. Truth is wherever you want it.

We found it all within the body.

I am before, I am after

The soul for all souls all the way.

I’m the one with a helping hand

Ready for those gone wild, astray.

I made the ground flat where it lies,

On it I had those mountains rise,

I designed the vault of the shies,

For I hold all things in my sway.

To countless lovers I have been

A guide for faith and religion.

I am sacrilege in men’s hearts

Also the true faith and Islam’s way.

I make men love peace and unite;

Putting down the black words on white,

I wrote the four holy books right

I’m the Koran for those who pray.

It’s not Yunus who says all this:

It speaks its own realities:

To doubt this would be blasphemous:

“I’m before-I’m after,” I say

Your love has wrested me away from me,

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

Day and night I burn, gripped by agony,

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

I find no great joy in being alive,

If I cease to exist, I would not grieve,

The only solace I have is your love,

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

Lovers yearn for you, but your love slays them,

At the bottom of the sea it lays them,

It has God’s images-it displays them;

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

Let me drink the wine of love sip by sip,

Like Mecnun, live in the hills in hardship,

Day and night, care for you holds me in its grip,

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

Even if, at the end, they make me die

And scatter my ashes up to the shy,

My pit would break into this outcry:

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

“Yunus Emre the mystic” is my name,

Each passing day fans and rouses my flame,

What I desire in both worlds in the same:

You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave.

Yunus Emre is considered by many to be one of the most important Turkish poets. Little can be said for certain of his life other than that he was a Sufi dervish of Anatolia. The love people have for his liberating poetry is reflected in the fact that many villages claim to be his birthplace, and many others claim to hold his tomb. He probably lived in the Karaman area.

His poetry expresses a deep personal mysticism and humanism and love for God.

He was a contemporary of Rumi, who lived in the same region. Rumi composed his collection of stories and songs for a well-educated urban circle of Sufis, writing primarily in the literary language of Persian. Yunus Emre, on the other hand, travelled and taught among the rural poor, singing his songs in the common tongue of Turkish.

A story is told of a meeting between the two great souls: Rumi asked Yunus Emre what he thought of his great work the Mathnawi. Yunus Emre said, “Excellent, excellent! But I would have done it differently.” Surprised, Rumi asked how. Yunus replied, “I would have written, ‘I came from the eternal, clothed myself in flesh, and took the name Yunus.’” That story perfectly illustrates Yunus Emre’s simple, direct approach that has made him so beloved.

Interestingly, the name Yunus means “dolphin” in Turkish.

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Albert & Roberto!

Amorphous Androgynous…

On the Music Box: Amadou et Mariam – Wati

I can not recommend this album enough. Run don’t walk to your World Music Shop…

This is the music of a very special Dreamtime. It is very moving, full of beauty, full of light.

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A quick one… as I run out the door!

Have a good day. Raining here, cats, dogs, crows, muffins. Wind has calmed down, we should get some 2 inches today according to the reports….

Enjoy!

Gwyllm

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On The Menu

Martina Hoffmann’s New Work

November 2nd…

The Links

Amorphous Androgynous

Poetry: Rumi

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Martina Hoffmann – Lysergic Summer Dream)

Catching Up: Martina Hoffmann

One of Martina Hoffmann’s new paintings… “Lysergic Summer Dream”

Here is Martina showing her work to Albert & Anita Hofmann at their home in Switzerland.

A pretty amazing piece of work IMO. It is wonderful seeing the process of art unfold and mutate in new and wonderful ways.

A big Thank You to Martina for sharing these with us!

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2 November. All Souls’ Day, when the dead members of families were supposed to return and had to be shown hospitality. In Ireland the fire was left lit, the door unlocked and food was left on the table when the family went to bed. Souls crowded in as thickly as bees. In Naples the dead members could rest while the members of their families came to see them. The mortuaries were thrown open, revealing the fleshless bodes arranged for viewing in niches along the walls. Intercession is made for the souls in Purgatory for the whole of November.

The Links:

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Govt. Tells Singles No Sex Till You’re 30

Decades later, the Dover Demon still haunts

Atheists top book charts by deconstructing God

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Amorphous Androgynous…

Kind of the bastard offspring of FSOL (Future Sounds of London) A tryppier sound in my opinion, and full of great textures. Reminds me a bit at times of “The Glove”, from the mid 1980′s… Rev Me0 turned me onto AA back when their first album came out, “The Isness”. A wonderful piece of music. Their recent album, “Alice In Ultraland” is a nice step forward. I especially like “Witchfinder”. If you get a chance, check out their site and especially look at some of the other videos…. Amorphous Androgynous Website…

I hope you enjoy this Snippet!

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Poetry: Rumi

REALITY AND APPEARANCE

‘Tis light makes colour visible: at night

Red, greene, and russet vanish from thy sight.

So to thee light by darness is made known:

Since God hat none, He, seeing all, denies

Himself eternally to mortal eyes.

From the dark jungle as a tiger bright,

Form from the viewless Spirit leaps to ligth.

DESCENT

I made a far journey

Earth’s fair cities to view,

but like to love’s city

City none I knew

At the first I knew not

That city’s worth,

And turned in my folly

A wanderer on earth.

From so sweet a country

I must needs pass,

And like to cattle

Grazed on every grass.

As Moses’ people

I would liefer eat

Garlic, than manna

And celestial meat.

What voice in this world

to my ear has come

Save the voice of love

Was a tapped drum.

Yet for that drum-tap

From the world of All

Into this perishing

Land I did fall.

That world a lone spirit

Inhabiting.

Like a snake I crept

Without foot or wing.

The wine that was laughter

And grace to sip

Like a rose I tasted

Without throat or lip.

‘Spirit, go a journey,’

Love’s voice said:

‘Lo, a home of travail

I have made.’

Much, much I cried:

‘I will not go’;

Yea, and rent my raiment

And made great woe.

Even as now I shrink

To be gone from here,

Even so thence

To part I did fear.

‘Spirit, go thy way,’

Love called again,

‘And I shall be ever nigh thee

As they neck’s vein.’

Much did love enchant me

And made much guile;

Love’s guile and enchantment

Capture me the while.

In ignorance and folly

When my wings I spread,

From palace unto prison

I was swiftly sped.

Now I would tell

How thither thou mayst come;

But ah, my pen is broke

And I am dumb.

am part of the load

Not rightly balanced

I drop off in the grass,

like the old Cave-sleepers, to browse

wherever I fall.

For hundreds of thousands of years I have been dust-grains

floating and flying in the will of the air,

often forgetting ever being

in that state, but in sleep

I migrate back. I spring loose

from the four-branched, time -and-space cross,

this waiting room.

I walk into a huge pasture

I nurse the milk of millennia

Everyone does this in different ways.

Knowing that conscious decisions

and personal memory

are much too small a place to live,

every human being streams at night

into the loving nowhere, or during the day,

in some absorbing work.

White Light… and all that!

I hope you had a nice Samhain/Halloween…

Pictures of Ghoulies and Goblins probably later today with a new posting. We had a full house; between Rowan and his chosen clan and visitors… Tom C came by for dinner, and Colleen, Sanjay, and their 3 delightful kids came and hung out for awhile. Colleen and family have just moved to our neighborhood.

All in all a delightful evening. Rowan and his gang watched “Shadow of the Vampire”, one of the very good ones…

Well, must hop along. Lots to do today and I am like a bee in amber this morning… (send more coffee!)

Blessings,

Gwyllm

On The Menu

Links

The Wednesday Koan’s

Poems by Zen Master Hsu Yun

Illustrations: Tales of the Nations/STEFAN MART:

Herein lies a mystery.

Tales of the Nations was published in Germany in the early 30′s.

At one time it was the most popular children’s book in Germany but it is now largely forgotten.

The question is who actually was Stefan Mart?

He is listed as the illustrator, but there is no other works by him, and the person is untraceable…

A pseudonym perhaps? A mystery just the same.

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The Links:

Genetic Engineering In Ancient Times

Tribute to Britain’s last ‘witch’

Dog cocks leg and cuts off power

Researchers developing purple tomatoes

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The Wednesday Koan’s

A Mother’s Advice

Jiun, a Shingon master, was a well-known Sanskrit scholar of the Tokugawa era. When he was young he used to deliver lectures to his brother students.

His mother heard about this and wrote him a letter:

“Son, I do not think you became a devotee of the Buddha because you desired to turn into a walking dictionary for others. There is no end to information and commentation, glory and honor. I wish you would stop this lecture business. Shut yourself up in a little temple in a remote part of the mountain. Devote your time to meditation and in this way attain true realization.”

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A Smile in His Lifetime

Mokugen was never known to smile until his last day on earth. When his time came to pass away he said to his faithful ones: “You have studied under me for more than ten years. Show me your real interpretation of Zen. Whoever expresses this most clearly shall be my successor and receive my robe and bowl.”

Everyone watched Mokugen’s severe face, but no one answered.

Encho, a disciple who had been with his teacher for a long time, moved near the bedside. He pushed forward the medicine cup a few inches. That was his answer to the command.

The teacher’s face became even more severe. “Is that all you understand?” he asked.

Encho reached out and moved the cup back again.

A beautiful smile broke over the features of Mokugen. “You rascal,” he told Encho. “You worked with me ten years and have not yet seen my whole body. Take the robe and bowl. They belong to you.”

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Now for a revisit with one of our favourites….!

Poems by Zen Master Hsu Yun

Baoxi Tiefo Temple in Shanxi

If you walk deep into the forest,

At the edge of the white clouds,

You’ll find a temple.

The pines are old – as many years as there are wiggles on a dragon.

The cliffs are too steep even for tigers to sleep on.

As cold day starts to invade the heavens,

The sound of chanted sutras purifies your ears.

Dare I inquire after Old Pang Mei – Old Big Eyebrows?

How long has he managed to live here?

On visiting Longhua Temple in Rangoon

From this strategic point, one can control the Southern Seas.

And so a Buddhist Palace was built from a Dragon’s Illusion.

Incense floats out from the Golden Pagoda.

The Buddha, himself, seems to appear in the smoke.

The Courtyard buildings are now about to be locked.

The bridge to this place begins to support one end of a jade-like

rainbow.

Here, heaven and man can meet

To honor each other with one sound from the temple bell.

Passing the Winter at Yunhua but not meeting up with my friend

I came to this place where the trees are confusingly thick.

Suddenly in the arched vault of the forest I found a path.

I passed that stone… the one below the green pavilion.

There was frost on the leaves and the branch tips were bare and red.

Who was it who carved those emotional words in the rock?

I waited. Ah… All feelings,

Are they not just emptiness of “me”?

The Chan gates both rest quietly now

With the plum trees and the grasses

Awaiting the winds of Spring.

Given to Xing Jing, Fellow Member of the Sangha

My home can be anywhere, heaven or earth.

All I need is room in my heart.

And a good source of water, of course.

If I’m on a mountain, I can set my own pace.

Down here, I’m busy now putting away herbs.

But even when I’m not busy I still don’t read much.

You need room in your heart… a big empty space

To sort out what’s real from what’s not.

Crimson Stream Temple

At Crimson Peak the clouds are thickest;

But the mystic’s road is clear though it turns

Again and again.

The mountain flowers, glistening with frosty dew,

Reflect the moon;

And safe within the stands of bamboo, a kingfisher bird

Scolds humanity.

At dawn, rain beats a tattoo on the rocks.

In a crazed sortie, the dragon strikes at distant retreats,

Making clouds come in so thick that morning turns to dusk.

By noon there’s Armistice!

Sun and peace and a world that’s fresh and new.

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