Fiona MacLeod

Inability to accept the mystic experience is more than an intellectual handicap, lack of awareness of the basic unity of organism and environment is a serious and dangerous hallucination.

-Alan Watts

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Still snow on the ground in Portland. Went on a great walk last night with Rowan, Mary and Sophie. We discovered that Sophie adores the snow, and loves snowballs! Throw a snowball, she chases it and then proceeds to bite it into non-existence… Wild Dog! The weather could go on like this for a few more days from what I understand.

Today we are featuring the writer – poet Fiona MacLeod. More info on her later….

Have a good one!

Gwyllm

On the Menu

The Links

Earth, Fire and Water

The Poetry of Fiona MacLeod

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The Links:

Sleep paralysis happens all the time

Treadwell’s: next time we are in London…

Medical Breakthrough Could Change Global Politics

Our Goddess Weeps At Our Wars

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Earth, Fire, and Water

-Fiona MacLeod

In ‘The Sea-Madness’ I have told of a man – a quiet dull man; a

chandler of a little Argyll loch-town – who, at times, left his

counter, and small canny ways, and went out into a rocky wilderness,

and became mad with the sea. I have heard of many afflicted in some

such wise, and have known one or two.

In a tale written a few years ago, ‘The Ninth Wave,’ I wrote of one

whom I knew, one Ivor MacNeill, or ‘Carminish,’ so called because of

his farm between the hills Strondeval and Rondeval, near the Obb of

Harris in the Outer Hebrides. This man heard the secret calling of the

ninth wave. None may hear that; when there is no wave on the sea, or

when perhaps he is inland, and not follow. That following is always to

the ending of all following. For a long while Carminish put his fate

from him. He went to other isles: wherever he went he heard the call of

the sea. ‘Come,&quot; it cried, ‘come, come away!’ He passed at last to a

kinsman’s croft on Aird-Vanish in the island of Taransay. He was not

free there. He stopped at a place where he had no kin, and no memories,

and at a hidden, quiet farm. This was at Eilean Mhealastaidh, which is

under the morning shadow of Griomabhal on the mainland. His nights

there were a sleepless dread. He went to other places. The sea called.

He went at last to his cousin Eachainn MacEachainn’s bothy, near

Callernish in the Lews, where the Druid Stones stand by the shore and

hear nothing for ever but the noise of the waves and the cry of the

sea-wind. There, weary in hope, he found peace at last. He slept, and

none called upon him. He began to smile, and to hope.

One night the two were at the porridge, and Eachainn was muttering his

Bui ‘cheas dha’n Ti, the Thanks to the Being, when Carminish leaped to

his feet, and with a white face stood shaking like a rope in the wind.

In the grey dawn they found his body, stiff and salt with the ooze.

I did not know, but I have heard of another who had a like tragic end.

Some say he was witless. Others that he had the Friday-Fate upon him. I

do not know what evil he had done, but ‘some one’ had met him and said

to him ‘Bidh ruith na h’Aoin’ ort am Feasda, ‘The Friday-Fate will

follow you for ever.’ So it was said. But I was told this of him: that

he had been well and strong and happy, and did not know he had a

terrible gift, that some have who are born by the sea. It is not well

to be born on a Friday night, within the sound of the sea; or on

certain days. This gift is the ‘Eolas na h’Aoin,’ the Friday-Spell. He

who has this gift must not look upon any other while bathing: if he

does, that swimmer must drown. This man, whom I will call Finlay, had

this eolas. Three times the evil happened. But the third time he knew

what he did: the man who swam in the sunlight loved the same woman as

Finlay loved; so he stood on the shore, and looked, and laughed. When

the body was brought home, the woman struck Finlay in the face. He grew

stange after a time, and at last witless. A year later it was a cold

February. Finlay went to and fro singing an old February rhyme

beginning: Feadag, Feadag, mathair Faoillich fhuair!

(Plover, plover, Mother of the bleak Month.) He was watching a man

ploughing. Suddenly he threw down his cromak. He leaped over a dyke,

and ran to the shore, calling, ‘I’m coming! I’m coming! Don’t pull me –

I’m coming!’ He fell upon the rocks, which had a blue bloom on them

like fruit, for they were covered with mussels; and he was torn, so

that his hands and face were streaming red. I am your red, red love,’

he cried, ‘sweetheart, my love’; and with that he threw himself into

the sea.

More often the sea-call is not a madness, but an inward voice. I have

been told of a man who was a farmer in Carrick of Ayr. He left wife and

home because of the calling of the sea. But when he was again in the

far isles, where he had lived formerly, he was well once more. Another

man heard the sobbing of the tide among seaweed whenever he dug in his

garden; and gave up all, and even the woman he loved, and left. She won

him back, by her love; but on the night before their marriage,

in that inland place where her farm was, he slipt away and was not seen

again. Again, there was the man of whom I have spoken in ‘Iona,’ who

went to the mainland, but could not see to plough because the brown

fallows became waves that splashed noisily about him: and now he went

to Canada and got work in a great warehouse, but among the bales of

merchandise heard continually the singular note of the sandpiper, while

every hour the sea-fowl confused him with their crying.

I have myself, in lesser degree, known this longing. I am not fond of

towns, but some years ago I had to spend a winter in a great city. It

was all-important to me not to leave during January; and in one way I

was not ill-pleased, for it was a mild winter. But one night I woke,

hearing a rushing sound in the street – the sound of water. I would

have thought no more of it, had I not recognised the troubled noise of

the tide, and the sucking and lapsing of the flow in weedy hollows. I

rose and looked out. It was moonlight, and there was no water. When,

after sleepless hours, I rose in the grey morning I heard the splash of

waves. All that day and the next I heard the continual noise of waves.

I could not write or read; at last I could not rest. On the afternoon

of the third day the waves dashed up against the house. I said what I

could to my friends, and left by the night train. In the morning we

(for a kinswoman was with me) stood on Greenock Pier waiting for the

Hebridean steamer, the Clansman, and before long were landed on an

island, almost the nearest we could reach, and one that I loved well.

We had to be landed some miles from the place I wanted to go, and it

was a long and cold journey. The innumerable little waterfalls hung in

icicles among the mosses, ferns, and white birches on the roadside.

Before we reached our destination, we saw a wonderful sight. From three

great mountains, their flanks flushed with faint rose, their peaks

white and solemn, vast columns of white smoke ascended. It was as

though volcanic fires had once again broken their long stillness. Then

we saw what what it was: the north wind (unheard, unfelt where we

stood) blew a hurricane against the other side of the peaks, and,

striking upon the leagues of hard snow, drove it upward like a smoke,

till the columns rose gigantic and hung between the silence of the

white peaks and the silence of the stars.

That night, with the sea breaking less than a score yards from where I

lay, I slept, though for three nights I had not been able to sleep.

When I woke, my trouble was gone.

It was but a reminder to me. But to others it is more than that.

I remember that winter for another thing, which I may write of here.

From the fisherman’s wife with whom I lodged I learned that her

daughter had recently borne a son, but was now up and about again,

though for the first time, that morning. We went to her, about noon.

She was not in the house. A small cabbage-garden lay behind, and beyond

it the mossy edge of a wood of rowns and birches broke steeply in the

bracken and lonroid. The girl was there, and had taken the child from

her breast, and, kneeling, was touching the earth with the small

lint-white head.

I asked her what she was doing. She said it was the right thing to do;

that as soon as possible after a child was born, the mother should take

it – and best, at noon, and facing the sun – and touch its brow to the

earth. My friends (like many islanders of the Inner Hebrides, they had

no Gaelic) used an unfamiliar phrase: ‘It’s the old Mothering.’ It was,

in truth, the sacrament of Our Mother, but in a far, ancient sense. I

do not doubt the rite is among the most primitive of those practised by

the Celtic peoples.

I have not seen it elsewhere, though I have heard of it. Probably it is

often practised yet in remote places. Even where we were, the women

were somewhat fearful lest ‘the minister’ heard of what the young

mother had done. They do not love these beautiful symbolic actions,

these ‘ministers,’ to whom they are superstitions. This old, pagan,

sacramental earth-rite is, certainly, beautiful. How could one be

better blessed, on coming into life, than

to have the kiss of that ancient Mother of whom we are all children?

There must be wisdom in that first touch. I do not doubt that behind

the symbol lies, at times, the old miraculous communication. For, even

in this late day, some of us are born with remembrance, with dumb

worship, with intimate and uplifting kinship to that Mother.

Since then I have asked often, in many parts of the Highlands and

Islands, for what is known of this rite, when and where practised, and

what meaning it bears; and some day I hope to put these notes on

record. I am convinced that the Earth-Blessing is more ancient than the

westward migration of Celtic peoples.

I have both read and heard of another custom, though I have not known

of it at first-hand. The last time I was told of it was of a crofter

and his wife in North Uist. The once general custom is remembered in a

familiar Gaelic saying, the English of which is, ‘He got a turn though

the smoke.’ After baptism, a child was taken from the breast by its

mother, and handed (sometimes the child was placed in a basket) to the

father, across the fire. I do not think, but am not sure, if any signal

meaning lie in the mother handing the child to the father. When the

rite is spoken of, as often as not it is only ‘the parents’ that the

speaker alludes to. The rite is universally recognised as a spell

against the dominion, or agency of evil spirits. In Coll and Tiree, it

is to keep the Hidden People from touching or singing to the child. I

think it is an ancient propitiary rite, akin to that which made our

ancestors touch the new-born to earth; as that which makes some

islanders still baptize a child with a little spray from the running

wave, or a fingerful of water from the tide at the flow; as that which

made an old woman lift me as a little child and hold me to the south

wind, ‘to make me strong and fair and always young, and to keep back

death and sorrow, and to keep me safe from other winds and evil

spirits.’ Old Barabal has gone where the south wind blows, in blossom

and flowers, and green leaves, across the pastures of Death; and I . .

. alas, I can but wish that One stronger than she, for all her love,

will lift me, as a child again, to the Wind, and pass me across the

Fire, and set me down again upon a new Earth.

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The Poetry of Fiona MacLeod

The Valley of Silence

In the secret Valley of Silence No breath dothfall;

No wind stirs in the branches;

No bird doth call:

As on a white wall A breathless lizard is still,

So silence lies on the valley

Breathlessly still.

In the dusk-grown heart of the valley

An altar rises white:

No rapt priest bends in awe Before its silent light:

But sometimes aflight Of breathless words of prayer

White-wing’d enclose the altar,

Eddies of prayer.

Thy Dark Eyes to Mine

Thy dark eyes to mine, Eilidh

Lamps of desire.

O, how my soul leaps –

Leaps to their fire.

Sure now if I in heaven,

Dreaming in bliss,

Heard but a whisper,

But the lost echo even of one such kiss –

All of the soul of me would leap afar

If that called me to thee

Aye, I would leap afar

A falling star.

The Rose of the Night

The dark rose of thy mouth

Draw nigher, draw nigher!

The breath is the wind of the south,

A wind of fire!

The wind and the rose and darkness,

O Rose of my Desire!

Deep silence of the night,

Husht like a breathless lyre,

Save the sea’s thunderous might,

Dim, menacing, dire;

Silence and wind and sea,

They are thee,

O Rose of my Desire!

As a winded dying flame

Leaping higher and higher,

Thy soul, thy secret name,

Leaps thro’ Death’s blazing pyre!

Kiss me,

Imperishable Fire,

Dark Rose,

O rose of my Desire!

The Vision

In a fair place Of whin and grass,

I heard feet pass

Where no one was.

I saw a face Bloom like a flower—

Nay, as the rainbow-shower

Of a tempestuous hour.

It was not man, or woman:

It was not human:

But, beautiful and wild,

Terribly undefiled,

I knew an unborn child.

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The Lion And The Crane…

On The Music Box: Diaspora Sefardi

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Exquisite. Wonderful music of the Sephardic/Sefardic people.

Most of the music seems to be from Andalusia, but I am sure it wanders quite away from there.

I would imagine Timbuktunes would have this album.

Very relaxing, and it transports you back in time in a lovely way…

We certainly recommend it for your listening pleasure.

We watched The Wind And The Lion…again after several years. I have always enjoyed the film, but often wondered about the story… Well, it does turn out to be a bit more interesting than what Hollywood portrays. When Teddy Roosevelt cried out at the 1904 Republican Convention: ‘Perdicaris alive or Raisuli dead!’ He had no idea what this whole episode portends for future times.

It seems our history of getting involved in the East/Middle East is not a recent phenomena. Sadly, we still rush in where fools dare to go…

Regardless, it is a great film of the adventure type. Check it out at Netflix, or your local retail outlet for DVD rentals. Sean Connery as the Rasuli, a pretty amazing juxtaposition of a Scotsman into a Berber. (remember the Celts came through North Africa as well!)

Anyway, still cold around here. John Gunn and my nephew Ethan came by yesterday. John is doing some GIS work locally, and we will be seeing him about more often. Ethan stopped by on his way to work. He is on the night shift now, so he goes in around 3:00PM to work…

I ended up giving Mixmaster a ride over to NW Portland to a small pub where he had left his car due to problems with his key in the cold weather. We had a nice time and a good discussion. We are talking about a project in the ‘Blog-asaurus-Sphere… still in the talking vein, but it sounds a bit of fun.

Editing the last of the magazine, and looking about for a few opportunities, which seem few and far between this time of the early year here in Portland.

Time to get the candles out!

Blessings,

Gwyllm

On The Menu:

The Links

The Lion and the Crane

Poetry: Symbolist Jean Moréas &amp; Stéphane Mallarmé

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The Links:

Goodbye Alice, your beauty will be remembered…

Protection for ‘weirdest’ species

Skull shows possible human/Neanderthal breeding

Drilling ‘boosts Homeric theory’

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The Lion and the Crane

The Bodhisatva was at one time born in the region of Himavanta as a white crane; now Brahmadatta was at that time reigning in Benares. Now it chanced that as a lion was eating meat a bone stuck in his throat. The throat became swollen, he could not take food, his suffering was terrible. The crane seeing him, as he was perched on a tree looking for food, asked, &quot;What ails thee, friend?&quot; He told him why. &quot;I could free thee from that bone, friend, but dare not enter thy mouth for fear thou mightest eat me.&quot; &quot;Don’t be afraid, friend, I’ll not eat thee; only save my life.&quot; &quot;Very well,&quot; says he, and caused him to lie down on his left side. But thinking to himself, &quot;Who knows what this fellow will do?&quot; he placed a small stick upright between his two jaws that he could not close his mouth, and inserting his head inside his mouth struck one end of the bone with his beak. Whereupon the bone dropped and fell out. As soon as he had caused the bone to fall, he got out of the lion’s mouth, striking the stick with his beak so that it fell out, and then settled on a branch. The lion gets well, and one day was eating a buffalo he had killed. The crane, thinking ‘I will sound him,&quot; settled on a branch just over him, and in conversation spoke this first verse:

&quot;A service have we done thee

To the best of our ability,

King of the Beasts! Your Majesty!

What return shall we get from thee?&quot;

In reply the Lion spoke the second verse:

&quot;As I feed on blood,

And always hunt for prey,

‘Tis much that thou art still alive

Having once been between my teeth.&quot;

Then in reply the crane said the two other verses:

&quot;Ungrateful, doing no good,

Not doing as he would be done by,

In him there is no gratitude,

To serve him is useless.

&quot;His friendship is not won

By the clearest good deed.

Better softly withdraw from him,

Neither envying nor abushing.&quot;

And having thus spoken the crane flew away.

And when the great Teacher, Gautama the Buddha, told this tale, he used to add: &quot;Now at that time the lion was Devadatta the Traitor, but the white crane was I myself.&quot;

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Fumée

-Jean Moréas

Compagne de l’ether, indolente fumée,

Je te ressemble un peu…

Ta vie est d’un instant, la mienne est consumée;

Mais nous sortons du feu. But we come forth from fire.

L’homme pour subsister, en recueillant la cendre,

Qu’il use ses genoux,

Sans plus nous soucier et sans jamais descendre,

Evanouissons-nous!

Smoke

Companion of the ether, indolent smoke,

I slightly resemble you…

Your life lasts a moment, mine is consumed,

Man, in order to exist, must gather aches,

While on his knees.

No longer caring, and never descending to earth,

Let us vanish!

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He Leaves The Room And Is Lost On The Stairs

(instead of sliding down the banister)

-Stéphane Mallarmé

The shadow having disappeared into obscurity, Night remained with a dubious perception of a pendulum about to be extinguished and expire there; but by whatever gleams and is about to be extinguished and expire, night sees itself bearing the pendulum; doubtless it was thus the source of the detected beating, whose sounds, complete and ever bare, fell into its past.

If on one hand the ambiguity ceased, on the other a motion persists, marked as more pressing by a double blow which no longer attains its notion or not yet, and whose present brushing, such as must have taken place, confusingly fills the ambiguity or its cessation: as if the complete fall, which the single shock of the tomb doors has been, did not stifle the guest irremediably; and in the uncertainty the affirmative cast probably caused, prolonged by the reminiscence of the sepulchral emptiness of the blow in which clarity is confused, comes a vision of the interrupted fall of the panels, as if it were one who, endowed with the suspended motion, turned it back on itself in the resulting dizzy spiral; and the spiral would have escaped indefinitely if some progressive oppression – a gradual weight of what was not realized although it had on the whole been explicated – had not implied the certain escape in an interval, the cessation; when at the moment the blow expired and oppression and escape were mixed, nothing was heard further: except for the beating of absurd wings of some terrified denizen of the night, startled in his heavy slumber by the brightness, and prolonging his indefinite flight.

For, the gasping which had grazed this place was not some last doubt of the self, which by chance stirred its wings in passing, but the familiar and continual friction of a superior age, of which many a genius was careful to gather all the secular dust into his sepulchre in order to look into a clean self, and so that no suspicion might climb back up the spidery thread – so that the last shadow might look into its proper self and recognize itself in the crowd of its apparitions understood by the nacreous star of their nebulous science held in one hand and by the golden sparkle of the heraldic clasp of their volume held in the other; the volume of their nights; such at present, seeing themselves so that it might see itself, the Shadow, pure and having its last form that it treads on left lying down behind, and then before it in a well, the stretch of layers of shadow, returned to pure night, of all its similar nights, its layers forever separated from them and which they probably did not recognize – which is no other, I know, than the absurd prolongation of the sound of the sepulchral door closing, of which the entrance to this well is reminiscent.

This time, no more doubt; certainty is reflected in the evidence: in vain, the memory of a lie whose consequence was itself, did the vision of a place appear again, such for example as the awaited interval was to be, having in fact for lateral walls the double opposition of the panels, and for the front and back, the opening of a void doubt echoed by the prolongation of the noise of the panels, where the plumage took flight, and doubled by the am-biguity explored, the perfect symmetry of the foreseen deductions denied its reality; no possible mistaking, it was the consciousness of self (for which even the absurd itself was to serve as a place) – succeeding.

It is present equally in one and the other surface of the shining and secular walls, retaining only in one hand the opal brightness of its knowledge, and in the other its volume, the volume of its nights, now closed, of the past and the future which the pure shadow, having attained the pinnacle of myself, perfectly dominates, arid finished, outside themselves. While before and behind is prolonged the explored lie of the infinite, the darkness of all my apparitions gathered together now that time has ceased and divides them no longer, fallen back into a massive, heavy slumber (at the time of the sound first heard), in the void of which I hear the pulsations of my own heart.

I do not like this sound: this perfection of my cer-tainty bothers me; all is too clear, the clarity reveals a desire to escape. Everything gleams too brightly; I should like to return to my anterior uncreated Shadow, and through thought to rid myself of the disguise which necessity has imposed upon me, inhabiting the heart of this race (which I hear beating here) the sole remains of ambiguity.

(whispering) Indeed, the first spiral to come reflects the preceding one: the same rhythmical sound-and the same brushing; but since everything has ended, nothing can any longer frighten me; my fright which had made the first move in the form of a bird is far distant: has it not been replaced by the apparition of what I had been? and which I like to reflect now, in order to disengage my dream from that costume?

Was not this scansion the sound of the progress of my character which now continues it in the spiral, and this brushing the brushing of its duality? Finally, it is not the hairy stomach of some inferior guest within me, whose doubt the light struck and who fled with a flutter, but the velvet bust of an anterior race the light annoyed and who breathes in a stifling air, of a character whose thought has no consciousness of itself, of my last figure, separated from its person by a spider’s ruff and who does not know itself; so, now that his duality is forever separated and I do not even hear any longer through him the sound of his progress, I shall forget myself through him, and dissolve myself in me.

Its impact becomes unsteady once more as it did before having had the perception of itself: it was the scansion of my measure whose memory came back to me prolonged both by the sound in the temporal corridor of the door to my sepulchre, and by hallucination: and just as it was really closed, even so it must open now for my dream to have been explained to itself.

The hour of my leaving has sounded, the purity of the mirror will be established, without this character, a vision of myself – but he will take away the light – the night! Over the vacant furniture, the Dream has agonized in this glass flask, purity which encloses the substance of Nothingness.

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SEA-WIND

-Stéphane Mallarmé

The flesh is sad, alas! and all the books are read.

Flight, only flight! I feel that birds are wild to tread

The floor of unknown foam, and to attain the skies!

Nought, neither ancient gardens mirrored in the eyes,

Shall hold this heart that bathes in waters its delight,

O nights! nor yet my waking lamp, whose lonely light

Shadows the vacant paper, whiteness profits best,

Nor the young wife who rocks her baby on her breast.

I will depart! O steamer, swaying rope and spar,

Lift anchor for exotic lands that lie afar!

A weariness, outworn by cruel hopes, still clings

To the last farewell handkerchief’s last beckonings!

And are not these, the masts inviting storms, not these

That an awakening wind bends over wrecking seas,

Lost, not a sail, a sail, a flowering isle, ere long?

But, O my heart, hear thou, hear thou, the sailors’ song!

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The Ice Man Cometh…

Monotheism is the primitive religion which centers human consciousness on Hive Authority. There is One God and His Name is ——- (substitute Hive-Label). If there is only One God then there is no choice, no option, no selection of reality. There is only Submission or Heresy. The word Islam means ’submission’. The basic posture of Christianity is kneeling. Thy will be done.

– Tim Leary

(Louis Welden Hawkins – Mask 1905)

A slow start for Monday… 20 degrees outside, wind chill takes it lower. Argh.

Nothing is moving in Portland, and the weather is a bit unceasing at this time…

Here is the entry for today, with a visit with our dear friend Nels Cline, playing with Mike Watts.

Excellent in MPOV. Nels just gets better as he goes along. He is now with Wilco, but his side

projects are always amazing…!

Covering a bit of old ground with the article, but it is well laid out, and worth a read.

We visit with Willy the Shake, and Mr. Rumi for our poetry outing today.

I discovered the art of Louis Welden Hawkins through a book on Symbolism that Mary bought

me over the holidays. Not a lot of info on him, but his work is very beautiful.

Bright Blessings, and have a great one!

Gwyllm

On The Menu:

The Links

Nels Cline in Performance…

Paganism in Christianity

Sonnets Three: William Shakespeare

In The Garden of Vision: A Visit With Rumi

Art: Louis Welden Hawkins

Louis Welden Hawkins (1849-1910) Was born in Germany of English parents, he took French nationality in 1895. Studied in Paris, at the Académie Julian. From 1881-91 he exhibited at the Salon des Artistes Francais; from 1894 with the Societé Nationale, the Rose+Croix Salons and the Libre Esthetique in Brussels. In touch with the Symbolist writers, with Stéphane Mallarmé, Jean Lorraine, Robert de Montparnasse etc. Akin to the Pre-Raphaelites in his dense, highly detailed style combined with strange or exotic subject matter.

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The Links:

From Peter Webster: Time to remove a Dictator

Stonehenge Didn’t Stand Alone, Excavations Show

String Theory? Knot!

Campaign to pardon the last witch, jailed as a threat to Britain at war

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‘el sexxo’ A video featuring our good friend Nels (currently with Wilco)

Nels played in our band back in the day…

Other players are: Mike Watt of The Minutemen, firehose currently on tour with the Stooges / Banyan is Stephen Perkins of Jane’s Addiction and Panic Channel/Willie Waldman on trumpet and Norton Wisdom performing visual art.

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(Louis Welden Hawkins – Priestess)

Paganism in Christianity

Rev Mervin Stoddart

Western Christianity is steeped in paganism just as Western culture is intrinsically pagan and anti-Christian. Intriguingly, most Western countries claim to be Christian and the many churches of the West like to send missionaries to proselytise people from such Eastern places as Africa, Asia and India whose inhabitants are regarded by Western Christians as heathens. The three most celebrated Western holidays provide astounding proofs of the high paganism of Western civilisation.

The new year celebration is the first pagan commemoration in Western countries each year. The month of January was named for Janus, the pagan Roman god of beginnings and endings, who was famous for having two faces, one looking back at the old year and the other seeing into the future new year. In fact, other months got their names from pagan origins. Februus was the old Italian god of festivals (februa) and Roman purifications occurred in that month. March was named for Mars, the Roman god of war and was actually the first month of the Roman calendar. April is more secular than pagan since its Latin name, Aprilis, came from the word aperire, meaning “to open”, perhaps referring to opening buds. May is linked to Maiesta, the Roman goddess of reverence and honour and may be related to the word “majors” or older men, since May was the Roman’s third month and was dedicated to older men with June being dedicated to juniors or younger men. June honours Juno the mother goddess, wife of Jupiter, the supreme Roman god. July borders on idolatry, being named for Emperor Julius Caesar after his assassination in July, 44 BCE. Julius and other Roman emperors were revered as gods. August memorialises the first Roman emperor-god, Augustus Caesar. The names of the other months stemmed from Latin numbers. For example, September was month number seven (septem in Latin) for the Romans; October was month eight (octo); November was month nine (novem) and December was month 10 (decem). Incidentally, the names of the days of the week are also steeped in paganism, with Sunday and Monday honouring sun worship and moon worship, respectively.

On February 24, 1582, Pope Gregory XIII issued a papal bull drastically changing the worldwide calendar from the original Julian calendar to what was named the Gregorian calendar. Time went suddenly from August 5, 1582 to the next day becoming August 15, 1582! For a very long period these two different calendars operated legally among Western nations even while Eastern peoples like the Chinese and Jews (Hebrews) continued, as they do today, to follow their own calendars, a combination of the lunar and solar years. Much confusion reigned in Western Europe regarding the correct dates for certain Christian feasts and other calendar commemorations. Two very significant differences existed between the Gregorian calendar followed by most Western nations today and the original Roman calendar. First, there was a change from March 25 to January 1 for New Year’s Day. Second, there was an arithmetical adjustment to the year length from 354 days (lunar year) to 365 days (solar year). The Julian calendar had recognised the solar cycle to be 365.25 days and did establish leap days and years.

However, the Gregorian calendar more accurately adjusted the solar cycle to 365.2522 days, thus forcing several countries to discard 14 days in the year that they switched from Julian to Gregorian calendars. The main reason for the time adjustments was to ensure a fixed or reasonable date for the spring equinox, once set by the Romans as March 21.

That event coincided with many ancient rituals relating to fertility, such as worship of Oester, the many-breasted Roman fertility goddess, from which originated the Christian Easter holiday.

Easter is the second pagan commemoration of the Western world, although it is called a Christian holy day, supposedly recalling the resurrection of Jesus the Christ. In Acts 12:4 of the King James Version the only biblical reference to Easter occurs but the Greek word thus translated is pascha, which in all other places in the KJV is translated as “Passover”. Much controversy exists as to whether Easter is pagan or Christian in origin. The fact is that Easter eggs, bunnies, sunrise services (sun worship) and other Western practices are all solidly grounded in pagan festivities.

The third Western pagan commemoration is Christmas, reminiscent of a major Roman pagan celebration named “Festival of the birth of the unconquered sun”. December 25 was celebrated as the day of the winter solstice.

Thus, all three major Western pagan holidays commemorate the significance of sun worship. All of these so-called Christian customs come from idol-worship. Easter commemorates the Egyptian cult of Isis, the Syrian and Babylonian cults of Astarte or “Ishtar”. It celebrates the Greek cult of Dionysus and the Roman festivals of Saturnalia.

Christmas honours the cults of the Druids in England, with their “boughs of holly” and other European pagan feasts. Those cults practise witchcraft, ceremonial prostitution, and human sacrificing. Many Christian churches accept that it was rather unlikely for Jesus the Christ to have been born in the dead of winter on December 25, yet Pope Julius I in AD 350 officially declared that day as Jesus’ birthday. In ancient England September 29 or Michaelmas was the official birthday of the Christ. Other Christians celebrated Jesus’ birthday in March or May. New Year’s Day, as we saw earlier, was celebrated on January 1 to honour Janus, the pagan god.

Paganism engulfs and permeates Christianity, thanks to the historical mishap called The Holy Roman Empire when religion and politics were sadly wedded. Consequently, Western holy days have become secular holidays on which to rip off the poor, exhibit the glamour of the wealthy and feed the greed of mankind’s most evil invention called capitalism.

It is rather difficult to say if it is a religious or secular greeting or even a pagan insult for someone to wish you “Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year”.

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(Louis Welden Hawkins – Aureole)

Sonnets Three: William Shakespeare

From fairest creatures we desire increase,

That thereby beauty’s rose might never die,

But as the riper should by time decease,

His tender heir might bear his memory:

But thou contracted to thine own bright eyes,

Feed’st thy light’s flame with self-substantial fuel,

Making a famine where abundance lies,

Thy self thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel:

Thou that art now the world’s fresh ornament,

And only herald to the gaudy spring,

Within thine own bud buriest thy content,

And, tender churl, mak’st waste in niggarding:

Pity the world, or else this glutton be,

To eat the world’s due, by the grave and thee.

II

When forty winters shall besiege thy brow,

And dig deep trenches in thy beauty’s field,

Thy youth’s proud livery so gazed on now,

Will be a totter’d weed of small worth held:

Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies,

Where all the treasure of thy lusty days;

To say, within thine own deep sunken eyes,

Were an all-eating shame, and thriftless praise.

How much more praise deserv’d thy beauty’s use,

If thou couldst answer ‘This fair child of mine

Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse,’

Proving his beauty by succession thine!

This were to be new made when thou art old,

And see thy blood warm when thou feel’st it cold.

III

Look in thy glass and tell the face thou viewest

Now is the time that face should form another;

Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest,

Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother.

For where is she so fair whose unear’d womb

Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?

Or who is he so fond will be the tomb

Of his self-love, to stop posterity?

Thou art thy mother’s glass and she in thee

Calls back the lovely April of her prime;

So thou through windows of thine age shalt see,

Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time.

But if thou live, remember’d not to be,

Die single and thine image dies with thee.

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In The Garden of Vision: A Visit With Rumi

Now sleeping, now awake, my hart is in constant fervor.

It is a covered saucepan, placed on fire.

O you! who have offered us from a cup a silencing wine;

Each moment a new tale is shouting to be told in silence.

In his wrath there are a hundred kindnesess,

In his meanness a hundred generosities;

In his ignorance immeasurable gnosis, silently speaking like the mind.

The words of those whom you have silenced,

Cannot hear but those whom you have made unconscious;

I m both silent and fermenting for you like the sea of Aden!

The True Sufi

What makes the Sufi? Purity of heart;

Not the patched mantle and the lust perverse

Of those vile earth-bound men who steal his name.

He in all dregs discerns the essence pure:

In hardship ease, in tribulation joy.

The phantom sentries, who with batons drawn

Guard Beauty’s place-gate and curtained bower,

Give way before him, unafraid he passes,

And showing the King’s arrow, enters in.

The Progress Of Man

First he appeared in the realm inanimate;

Thence came into the world of plants and lived

The plant-life many a year, nor called to mind

What he had been; then took the onward way

To animal existence, and once more

Remembers naught of what life vegetive,

Save when he feels himself moved with desire

Towards it in the season of sweet flowers,

As babes that seek the breast and know not why.

Again the wise Creator whom thou knowest

Uplifted him from animality

To Man’s estate; and so from realm to realm

Advancing, he became intelligent,

Cunning and keen of wit, as he is now.

No memory of his past abides with him,

And from his present soul he shall be changes.

Though he is fallen asleep, God will not leave him

In this forgetfulness. Awakened, he

Will laugh to think what troublous dreams he had.

And wonder how his happy state of being

He could forget, and not perceive that all

Those pains and sorrows were the effect of sleep

And guile and vain illusion. So this world

Seems lasting, though ’tis but the sleepers’ dream;

Who, when the appointed Day shall dawn, escapes

From dark imaginings that haunted him,

And turns with laughter on his phantom griefs

When he beholds his everlasting home.

I am part of the load

Not rightly balanced

I drop off in the grass,

like the old Cave-sleepers, to browse

wherever I fall.

For hundreds of thousands of years I have been dust-grains

floating and flying in the will of the air,

often forgetting ever being

in that state, but in sleep

I migrate back. I spring loose

from the four-branched, time -and-space cross,

this waiting room.

I walk into a huge pasture

I nurse the milk of millennia

Everyone does this in different ways.

Knowing that conscious decisions

and personal memory

are much too small a place to live,

every human being streams at night

into the loving nowhere, or during the day,

in some absorbing work.

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(Louis Welden Hawkins – Mme. Severine)

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Now for a wee reflection back, 40 years. I am not one really to dwell on the past, but this is a significant date for the Emerging Culture/Counter Culture. Without the Human Be In, there would of been no Monterey, no Woodstock, and certainly, no Burning Man…..

The Human Be-In

Having for some reason a Utopian bent to my outlook… I look back today with fond memories of an event that to my young mind, explicitly demonstrated that Utopia, Peace and Love were just around the corner…

I have been asked over the years if I had attended The Human Be-In in Golden Gate Park. Alas, it was not so, though I watched friends pack, and caravan away a few days before. I was under the thumb of probation at the time. So all I could do was stand outside of the Folklore Center at 17th and Pearl in Denver, and say goodbye. Michael Sullivan, and others off to stay with friends in the Haight. Some went to the Diggers pads, others to friends in the Pranksters, Michael went off to stay I think with Chet Helm.

Yet, we saw the pictures and heard the stories fairly quickly. The news services picked up on it and by the end of the week, Life and Time magazines had covered the event if I remember rightly. When friends came back they were full of tales of wonder. It made me want to head back to the Bay Area as soon as I could.

Though many of us were not there, it shaped us. It shaped me for the better I think. I became infected with the thought that changing the world was possible, and that we would achieve the goals that we set before us of realizing Peace, Love, Harmony, and merging with the Universe via Psychedelics in our life times… (not yet to late folks!!!!)

This event was pivotal. It brought a blessing and for some a curse. The cat was literally out of the bag with the first heavy media attention. San Francisco City Gov’t went on high alert, and the semi friendly Police no longer were… The die were cast, and The Summer Of Love was not far away…

Allen Ginsberg with Gary Snyder as Gary Blows The Conch at the opening ceremonies…

From an old friend, now past…

This is an excerpt from an essay that Elizabeth wrote, published in

Psychedelic Illuminations Magazine. It is included in

‘Scrapbook of a Haight Ashbury Pilgrim’ by Elizabeth Gips.

The first great recognition of how many of us there

really were sharing this mystical, wordless and

magnificent experience of the Rainbow Heart, the

infinitely manifest, the wonder and magic of

being-ness beyond the individual ego, was the First

Human Be-In, January 14, 1967. It was not the speeches

of Ginsburg, Suzuki Roshi, Leary and the other

speakers on the platform or even the music that

touched us with mystic wonder. The wires were cut, and

for a long while there were no speeches, no music.

Only the murmur of 25,000 people, most of them on LSD,

grooving with each other, with the sunshine which had

come in the midst of a rainy month, and with the

manifest presence of Spirit.

It was so quiet. Women in lace table cloths, long dresses of oriental fabric, fantasies from every age and place moved gracefully through the silent crowd. Men in pied patterns smiled at the sky. The Diggers gave out turkey sandwiches. Everybody shared marijuana, apples, LSD and love. We knew that we were witnessing a massive blossoming of a new religion in the literal sense of being tied together again. This religion would never have churches or temples; this was a religion based on individual freedom and respect; we &quot;dug each others vibes&quot; and felt the coming together of an ancient family. Time dwindled to a no-point. Heart reached to heart in an almost soundless outpouring of love.

So when the music and the speeches started, when the mantra and the rock resounded, it was an ecstatic exclamation point on a massive experience. Call it heaven or samadhi; it set the parameters for a whole movement during the Summer of Love. Through the catalyst of LSD we had scratched through the surface of our separateness and recognized ourselves, our surroundings, all things as One. That afternoon, we truly became The Love Generation.

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Jefferson Airplane (with Signe) 1966 – ‘It’s No Secret’)

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The Poetry of Lenore Kandel

Now, with pleasure I would like to re-introduce you to Lenore Kandel, Poetess and Speaker at The Human Be-In. She had a long association with the Beat and Hippie Movement, being threatened with arrest for her works,(specifically ‘The Love Book’) and being the lover of Lew Welch at one time.

Who is Lenore Kandel?

In 1966, The Love Book was banned and seized similarly to how Allen Ginsberg’s Howl was treated almost a decade earlier. The ban on Howl was overturned at trial and the book can be found at any bookstore; the ban on The Love Book was upheld for 8 years, and the book was never reprinted until now.

Kandel was threatened with arrest if she read her poems at the University of New Mexico, where an assistant English professor defied the ban and gave the poems to his class to read. She read anyway, and the audience was so supportive that the cops were afraid to arrest her, for fear of sparking a riot.

She read at the San Francisco Be-in, sharing the stage with Jefferson Airplane.

She bridged the chasm between the Beats and the Hippies, and matched Kerouac, Ginsberg, Richard Brautigan, and Lew Welch for passion and intensity.

She was immortalized in Kerouac’s Big Sur as &quot;Romana Schwartz&quot;.

Maxine Hong Kingston, in Tripmaster Monkey, wrote of her: &quot;There were two wake-robins: Diane Wakowski and Lenore Kandel; the latter wailed out sex-challenge poems larger and louder than the men, who were still into cool.&quot;

Do you believe me when I say / you’re beautiful

I stand here and look at you out of the vision of my eyes

and into the vision of your eyes and I see you and you’re an

animal

and I see you and you’re divine and I see you and you’re a

divine animal

and you’re beautiful

the divine is not separate from the beast; it is the total crea- ture that

transcends itself

the messiah that has been invoked is already here

you are that messiah waiting to be born again into awareness

you are beautiful; we are all beautiful

you are divine; we are all divine

divinity becomes apparent on its own recognition

accept the being that you are and illuminate yourself

by your own clear light

GOD/LOVE POEM

there are no ways of love but / beautiful /

I love you all of them

I love you / your cock in my hands

stirs like a bird

in my fingers

as you swell and grow hard in my hand

forcing my fingers open

with your rigid strength

you are beautiful / you are beautiful

you are a hundred times beautiful

I stroke you with my loving hands

pink-nailed long fingers

I caress you

I adore you

my finger-tips… my palms…

your cock rises and throbs in my hands

a revelation / as Aphrodite knew it

there was a time when gods were purer

/ I can recall nights among the honeysuckle

our juices sweeter than honey

/ we were the temple and the god entire/

I am naked against you

and I put my mouth on you slowly

I have longing to kiss you

and my tongue makes worship on you

you are beautiful

your body moves to me

flesh to flesh

skin sliding over golden skin

as mine to yours

my mouth my tongue my hands

my belly and my legs

against your mouth your love

sliding…sliding…

our bodies move and join

unbearably

your face above me

is the face of all the gods

and beautiful demons

your eyes…

love touches love

the temple and the god

are one

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TO FUCK WITH LOVE PHASE III

to fuck with love

to love with all the heat and wild of fuck

the fever of your mouth devouring all my secrets and my alibis

leaving me pure burned into oblivion

the sweetness UNENDURABLE

mouth barely touching mouth

nipple to nipple we touched

and were transfixed

by a flow of energy

beyond anything I have ever known

we TOUCHED!

and two days later

my hand embracing your semen-dripping cock

AGAIN!

the energy

indescribable

almost unendurable

the barrier of noumenon-phenomenon

transcended

the circle momentarily complete

the balance of forces

perfect

lying together, our bodies slipping into love

that never have slipped out

I kiss your shoulder and it reeks of lust

the lust of erotic angels fucking the stars

and shouting their insatiable joy over heaven

the lust of comets colliding in celestial hysteria

the lust of hermaphroditic deities doing

inconceivable things to each other and

SCREAMING DELIGHT over the entire universe

and beyond

and we lie together, our bodies wet and burning, and

we WEEP we WEEP we WEEP the incredible tears

that saints and holy men shed in the presence

of their own incandescent gods

I have whispered love into every orifice of your body

As you have done

to me

my whole body is turning into a cuntmouth

my toes my hands my belly my breast my shoulder my eyes

you fuck me continually with your tongue you look

with your words with your presence

we are transmuting

we are as soft and warm and trembling

as a new gold butterfly

the energy

indescribable

almost unendurable

at night sometimes I see our bodies glow..

“Rose/Vision”

Permit me the concept of the rose

the perfumed labyrinth

that leads one petal at a time

into oblivion’s heart

There are visions within the silence of the rose

…and I not only see but am all possibilities

of time and space and change

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“Hard Core Love”

the divine is not separate from the beast; it is the total creature that

transcends itself

the messiah that has been invoked is already here

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“Eros/Poem”

Praise be to Eros who loves only beauty

and finds it everywhere

…sharing his own soft wanton grace

with all who let his presence enter in

faithless as flowers, fickle as the wind-borne butterfly

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“Joy Song,”

“Joy Song,”

my beloved wields his sex

like a hummingbird

poised on the delicate brink

What pleasure to be a honey plant

and

open wide

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I am the god-animal, the mindless cuntdeity, the he-god animal

is over me, through me we are become one total angel

united in fire united in semen and sweat united in lovescream

sacred are our acts and our actions

sacred are our parts and our persons

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to fuck with love

to love with all the heat and wild of fuck

…leaving me pure burned into oblivion

…SCREAMING DELIGHT over the entire universe

and beyond

…the energy

indescribable

almost unbearable

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I want to fuck you

I want to fuck you all the parts and places

I want you all of me

…I am not sure where I leave off, where you begin

is there a difference, here in the soft permeable membranes

…and the taste of your mouth is of me

and the taste of my mouth is of you

and moaning mouth to mouth

…I want you to explode that hot spurt of pleasure inside me

and I want to lie there with you

smelling the good smell of fuck that’s all over us

and you kiss me with that aching sweetness

and there is no end to love

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Jefferson Airplane – ‘Come Up The Years’

Adios Robert…

Necessity is the plea for every infringement of human freedom. It is the argument of tyrants; it is the creed of slaves.—William Pitt

Well, Robert Anton Wilson has exited to stage right, into the Western Lands.

He was perhaps one of the most influential persons of the latter half of the 20th century.

I discovered his writings in a series of events… The Realist, Ralph Ginzburg’s fact,

Playboy, various Science Fiction publications. .. It wasn’t until some 20 years from

my first encounter with his work did I realize that I had been reading this amazing body

of work and it came from the mind and hand of one person.

His greatest influence on me came in the late 80′s when I started reading his novels.

Amazing stuff, and it was like opening a door into a wide pavilion of related

His passing was as his life, with humour and a sense of grace. Robert, you will be missed!

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Everything one way or the other in this edition touches on Robert Anton Wilson…

On The Menu:

View and Despair…

The Daily Link…

3 articles by Robert Anton Wilson

Horseman, Pass By

Joyce and Tao – By Robert Anton Wilson

he Meeting Of Science And Mysticism

Poetry: Robert Anton Wilson

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Qui veut gagner des millions ? – On en douterais presque…

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The Daily Link:

Robert Anton Wilson: My Favourite Religion

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Horseman, Pass By – by Robert Anton Wilson

[Editor’s Note: This Winter marks the one year anniversary of Robert Shea’s Cross­ing. In fond memory of his entertaining and heretical writings, we bring you the following article:]

In a procedure that had grown habitual in the last year, I made my coffee as soon as I woke up (grinding my own gourmet beans: a ritual in honor of Epicurus) and then carried it to the phone alcove. I dialed Bob Shea’s hospital num­ber and recited a bawdy limerick to make him laugh. But his voice sounded weaker than ever, and I had that terrible feeling again, the feeling that I just didn’t know how to do enough to really help.

We talked about NYPD Blue, a new TV show we both liked.

&quot;I’m feeling better,&quot; he finally said in a near-whisper. &quot;A lot better, but I’m tired now.&quot; In retrospect, I don’t know if he wanted to sell some optimism to his own suffering body – to rebuild its immuno­logical defenses with the potent neurochemistry of hope – or if he only said it to spare me further worry and pain, to relieve my anxiety.

The next time I called the Bob Shea Information Line on Voicemail, the message told me he had gone into coma and no more phone calls should be made to the hospital. Even then, I didn’t believe, didn’t want to believe, the truth. When the voicemail message finally changed, after about three more days, and said simply that Bob Shea had died, I went into shock. I should have expected the news, but I didn’t. I had tried to instill hope into Shea and, by contagion, had instilled so much into myself that I had come to expect a miracle.

I sat at the table like a cartoon cat who just got hit with a hammer but doesn’t know it yet and doesn’t know he should fall over. I slowly put down the phone, still unable to believe the truth, still in shock. Shea had seemingly beaten the Big Casino (no new tumors in six months); how could he go and die of the side effects? I looked out the widow. The sun had barely ap­peared – I rise early, with only cinnamon and tangerine streaks coloring the east – but already the breakfast crowd, as I call them, had arrived in my patio. House finches, blackbirds and sparrows hopped and flapped about, pecking at my bird feeder. A mourning dove made its usual grieving sound in a tree, as if it didn’t believe things would ever become less depressing, and a car drove past, invisible behind the patio wall. I still could not make the concepts &quot;Bob Shea&quot; and &quot;death&quot; fit together in my head.

I thought of a grave in Sligo, the wild west of Ireland:

Cast a cold eye

On life, on death.

Horseman, pass by.

Another car rumbled in my street, and the mourning dove complained about life’s injustice again. I became abnormally con­scious of Nature outside my glass patio door. Then another damned noisy car went by, racing: some guy late for work maybe.

Bob Shea and I had never seen birds and flowers and trees in the first years when we knew each other, but we had heard a hell of a lot of noisy cars. Our friendship grew in Chicago, amid the rattle and scuttle of industry, the blood-and-shit smell of the stockyards: I remember it as Dali’s (or Daly’s) asphalt purgatory. The friendship became closer when Bob and I inhaled the haze of tear-gas and Mace dur­ing the 1968 Democratic Convention, the one they held behind barbed wire because Mayor Richard P. Daly (emphatically not Dali, although the idea sounds surrealist) decided to prevent Americans from med­dling in their own government.

The protesters chanted, &quot;ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR, We don’t want your fucking war! Five, six, seven, EIGHT: Organize to smash the State!&quot; Another canister of tear gas exploded nearby and, eyes streaming, Shea and I ran down Michi­gan, cut into a side street, and evaded the clubbing administered to those who couldn’t run as fast as we did. If you want to know what happened to those less fleet of foot than us, you don’t need to call some archive to dig out the 1968 footage; just look at the Rodney King tape again. Cops have simple ideas of fun, which do not change much over the generations.

I counted back, sipping my coffee, and decided Shea and I had known each other for just a few months less than thirty years. A human can grow up in thirty years, from diaper to the first tricycle, to the first orgasm and even to a Ph.D. A human can learn to work at a regular job or learn how to beg on the streets, or court and marry and become a parent, or join the army and get a leg blown off. Most humans in his­tory, before 1900, did not live longer than 30 years. A friendship that long becomes more than friendship. Shea meant as much as any member of my family.

Way back in ’65, when Shea and I both started working for The Playboy Fo­rum/Foundation, we drifted into the habit of lunching together. Soon, we developed the tradition of going to a nearby bar every second Friday (read: payday), and drink­ing a half-dozen Bloody Marys after work while discussing books, movies and every major issue in civil and criminal law, logic, philosophy, politics, religion, and fringe science – insofar as one can distinguish between those two topics or any of the others, which explains why each of us found the other’s ideas so stimulating, and why, in our years, the Playboy Forum dis­cussed more far-out notions than it has before or since.

I remember our WHO OWNS ERIK WHITETHORN? series, in which we pub­licized a woman, Mrs. Whitethorn, who had sued the government for trying to draft her son, Erik, 18. She claimed she owned Erik until he reached 21, and that the gov­ernment could not take him from her. Shea and I gave that case all the coverage we could, since we wanted people to really think about whether an 18-year-old be­longs to himself, to his mother, or to the President (Richard Nixon, in that case.)

Alas, Erik, like many young people, didn’t want to become a tool of his mother’s idealism, and finally ended the debate by willingly enlisting in the Army. (Madalyn Murrary’s son also rebelled against be­coming a battering ram in her assault on Organized Religion.) We had to drop the debate after Erik donned his uniform and went off to napalm little brown people. I like to hope that some Playboy readers of those years still occasionally wonder whether humans belong to themselves, to their parents, or to the State.

Mostly, in the Playboy Forum, we fol­lowed the ACLU’s positions, which Shea and I passionately share (as does Hefner, or he wouldn’t have started the Forum and the Foundation) but often, as in the Whitethorn case, we pushed a bit further and sneaked in some anarcho-pacifist pro­paganda-never in Playboy’s voice, of course, but as the voice of a reader. Some of those &quot;readers&quot; later became more re­nowned as characters in three novels we wrote…

Among my sins, I turned Shea on to Weed. I turned a lot of people on to Weed in those days. I had a Missionary Zeal about it, but now that I think back, so did a lot of others at Playboy in those days. Maybe I should say that I helped turn Bob on to the Herb.

On one gloriously idiotic occasion we got our hands on some super pot from Thailand and had the dumbest conversa­tion of our lives.

&quot;What did you say?&quot; Shea would ask. I’d grapple with that, but amid mil­lions of new sensations and a rush of Cosmic Insights, I’d lose it before I could find an answer. &quot;What did you say?&quot; I would ask slowly, trying to deal with the problem reasonably.

&quot;I asked… uh… what did you just ask?&quot;

And so on, for what seemed like Hindu yugas or maybe even kalpas. That night inspired the &quot;Islands of Micro-Amnesia&quot; in Illuminatus. Maybe a similar night in­spired the Lotus Eaters in the Odyssey?

One payday Friday, when Bob and I sat in our favorite bar consuming our usual Bloody Marys and gobbling our usual pea­nuts, a priest at a near-by table struck up a conversation. Soon he had joined us and I quickly became convinced that I under­stood why the conversation persistently veered toward the Platonic ideal of true love between (male) philosophers. I then pulled one of my nastier pranks. I said I had to get home early, and left Bob to navigate for himself. A half-hour after I arrived home and got out of my shoes, the phone rang. Shea had called and asked me, with awe-as if some­body had killed a goat in the sacristy – &quot;Do you think that priest was a homosexual?&quot;

I admitted the sus­picion had crossed my mind.

&quot;My God,&quot; Shea said. &quot;You really think it’s possible?&quot;

He became much less naive in only a few months after that, since a lot of our Forum/ Foundation work in­volved consultations with the Kinsey Insti­tute. I regard this incident as atypical, and hope it doesn’t make Shea seem ob­tuse, even for a time almost thirty years ago (when the Church brazenly denied all priestly shenanigans and bullied the media into not even printing the cases that got to court). But this adventure had something strangely typical of Bob Shea also, in show­ing a kind of innocence that, in some respects, he never lost.

Shea probably, at that time – still young, remember – would not have be­lieved that Roy Cohn, who made a career of driving Gay men out of government, himself led an active Gay life. Shea took a long time to learn how much deception exists in this world, because he himself always acted honestly. He accordingly thought clergymen who preach celibacy will practice celibacy, and even that politi­cians who call themselves liberals will act and think liberally.

Anyway, that cruising priest caused enough Deep Thought, for Shea and then for me, that he finally became transformed and immortalized as Padre Pederastia in Illuminatus.

Around the time we met the priest, Shea told me that he had remained Catho­lic until the age of 28 (if I remember correctly after all these years. Maybe he said 27 or 29?) Aside from his shock at the thought of gay clerics, he did not seem like somebody newly escaped from Papist thought-control and I never did understand how he had stayed in that church so long.

(Having quit Rome at 14, like James Joyce, I had assumed all intelligent people go out at around that age…) Shea never did ex­plain why he stayed in so long, but he once told me, in bitter detail, why he finally bailed out.

His first wife, it appears, went totally mad shortly after the wedding. After a lot of agony and psychiatric consultation, Bob finally accepted the verdict that he had married an incurable schizophrenic. He found it more than he could handle, and sought an annulment, which led to a meet­ing with a monsignor.

To Shea’s horror, neither psychiatric evidence nor any other evidence nor church law itself had anything to do with the monsignor’s conversation. The monsignor only wanted to know how much cash money Bob could pay for an annulment. Shea offered as much as he could afford, as a young man beginning at the bottom of the magazine industry, in a cheesy imita­tion of Playboy. The monsignor told him to go home and think hard about how to raise more money. End of interview.

Shea got a civil divorce and never went into a Catholic church again. Still, when I first knew him (only five or six years after he quit the Church) he consid­ered abortion a criminal act – and didn’t know that gay priests existed. He learned a lot, in those wild last years of the ’60s, and he learned it fast. His Kennedy liberalism got gassed to death by Daly’s storm troop­ers and he became another fucking wild anarchist, like me.

I remember one night when we got stoned together (Bob and his wife, Yvonne, and Arlen and me) and looked at Franken­stein Meets the Wolf Man on TV. They still had cigarette commercials in those days and one of them, that night, showed a guy and a gal walking in a woodland and passing a lovely waterfall etc. As they lit up their ciggies, the slogan said, &quot;You can take Salem out of the country, but you can’t take the country out of Salem.&quot; I guess they wanted us to get the association &quot;Smoking Salems = breathing good fresh country air.&quot; As soon as the commercial ended, Lon Chaney Jr. came back on screen and started suffering acutely (remember his expressive eyes?) as he turned into a wolf. &quot;You can take the man out of the jungle,&quot; I said with stoned solemnity, &quot;but you can’t take the jungle out of the man.&quot; Like most of my marijuana whimsies, that went down my Memory Hole and I forgot it immediately.

Imagine my astonishment when the complex Darwin/Wolf Man, Salems and all, showed up in Illuminatus. Shea hadn’t forgotten.

In 1971, after we finished Illuminatus, I quit Playboy in the midst of some mid­life hormone re-adjustment. I didn’t understand it that way at the time; I just decided that I could not live out the second half of my life as an editor (read wage slave) who only wrote occasionally; I had to become a full-time-free-lance writer, or bust.

Instead, I became a full-time writer and busted. It took 5 years to get the Shea-Wilson opus into print and meanwhile Arlen and I and our children damned near starved: but that’s another story. While we wandered about, looking for the least hor­rible place to live in poverty, Shea and I started writing to each other almost every week. Later, as we both became more &quot;commercial&quot; and hence busier, the letters dropped to two a month or fewer, some­times; but for 23 years we wrote about every important idea in the world and filled enough paper for several volumes. I hope some of that will get published some day.

When Playboy fired him, Shea en­dured terrible anxiety about keeping his house, and dashed off a few novel outlines while looking for another job. He sold his first novel before finding a job and never stopped writing again. I still treasure his comment on why the Bunny Warren cast him out. &quot;I worked hard and was loyal to the company for ten years.&quot; he wrote. &quot;I guess that deserves some punishment.&quot;

Whenever I had a lecture gig in or near Chicago, Shea invited me to stay at his house. Yvonne always went to bed early and Shea and I talked and talked and talked for hours, just the way we did in the early days of our friendship. I always felt that Yvonne didn’t like Shea’s literary friends, but I never took it personally.

And then, suddenly, Yvonne left him for a much younger man, and I don’t know (or really want to know) about the details. I worried for a while that Bob would die of depression, and I shared in empathy the vast waste-land he must have felt around him, 60 years old, alone in a big house, and dumped by a wife who ran off with a young stud who might call him &quot;Gramps.&quot; Maybe I project too much here. At 62 myself, I perhaps see in Bob’s desolation the deepest anxieties of all aging males.

Oh, well, Yvonne just split the scene. She didn’t Bobbitize the poor bastard on her way out.

Then, at a Pagan festival where we both had lecture gigs, Shea met Patricia Monaghan. I saw what happened: a kind of magic, real love at first sight. Pat gave Shea’s last two years a transfinite boost of TLC and almost youthful joy. The day before he lapsed into coma, he arranged to marry her. I think of the wedding cer­emony as the last thing he could do for Pat, and the last thing she could do for him.

For years and years, in many places – in Ireland, in Germany, in Cornwall, in Switzerland, on the central coast of Cali­fornia – I often found myself wishing Shea could visit me and see the panoramic views that I found so wonderful. I still feel that at times, and find it hard to understand that he will never visit me now. Never.

Shakespeare made the most powerful iambic pentameter line in English out of that one word, repeated five times: &quot;Never, never, never, never, never.&quot; I first realized how much pain that line contains when my daughter died. Now I realize it again.

The birds have all flown away and the patio stands empty. Empty? Could an old­time acid-head like me believe that? I looked again and realized anew that every plant and vine pulsed with passionate life in it, millions of cells joyously copulating. I started to remember a line from Dylan Thomas but couldn’t quite get it: &quot;The force that through the green shoot drives the flower, drives my something some­thing.&quot; I grinned, remembering Shea’s wit. Once I had written, in one of our disputes, &quot;I find your position amusingly rigid.&quot;

&quot;I’m glad you find me amusingly rigid,&quot; he wrote back. &quot;Many women have paid me the same compliment.&quot;

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Joyce and Tao – By Robert Anton Wilson

From The James Joyce Review, vol. 3, 1959, pp. 8-16

Throughout the long day of Ulysses the thoughts of Stephen Dedalus and Mr. Bloom repeatedly return to the East; and this is not without reason. Ulysses is so profoundly Oriental in mood and conception that Carl Jung has recommended it as a new Bible for the white race. Molly Bloom’s fervent &quot;Yes&quot; mirrors the author’s acceptance of life in its entirety – an acceptance that transcends the dualisms of light and dark, good and evil, beautiful and sordid.

But every sensitive reader of Ulysses knows that this &quot;acceptance&quot; involved only part of the author’s sensibility. The agony, the misanthropy, the (at times) neurotic satire, all testify to Joyce’s incomplete realization of what his instincts were trying to tell him. Only in Finnegans Wake does the true Oriental note sing uninterruptedly from beginning to end. The morbid rebel against the most morbid Church in Christendom had to go the long way round to reach the shortest way home. The affirmation of Ulysses is forced (not &quot;insincere&quot; any more than the neurotic’s desire to be cured is &quot;insincere&quot;); the affirmation of the Wake engages every level of the author’s sensibility, from cortex to cojones – the whole man affirms, as in Nietzsche’s Zarathustra.

The purpose of this present brief essay is to show that the Chinese philosophy of the Tao contributed largely to the shape of Joyce’s affirmation. &quot;Laotsey taotsey&quot; (page 242), or Lao-Tse’s doctrine of the Tao, explains a great many things about Finnegans Wake: the river -woman symbol, the Shem-Shaun dualism, the special quality of Joyce’s humor, the &quot;time&quot; philosophy underlying its form.

Chapter 6 of the Tao Te Ching says:

The valley spirit never dies

It is called the Eternal Female.

Some Sinologists trace this &quot;Eternal Female&quot; back to a Chinese &quot;Urmutter&quot; myth of pre-Chou times, but Lao-Tse was far beyond primitive mythology. He was using this myth as a pointer, to indicate the values that must have been in the society which created the myth. The distinction between Patrist and Matrist cultures made in such books as Ian Suttie’s The Origins of Love and Hate and G. Rattray Taylor’s Sex in History (not to mention Robert Graves’ The White Goddess ) places the Taoists as representatives of a Matrist social-ethical system living in Confucian Patrist China. The &quot;Golden Age&quot; of the Taoists did actually exist, whether or not it deserves to called Golden: it was the Matriarchal. pre-Feudal China destroyed by the Chou State and official Confucian philosophy. Chapter 28 of the Tao Te Ching defines the psychology and ethics of Taoism:

He who knows the male, yet clings to the female,

Becomes like a valley, receiving all things under heaven

The female qualities of receptivity, acceptance, passivity, etc. are preferred to the masculine ethical rigor of Confucianism. Kuan Tzu explains this in its simplest terms: &quot;The sage follows after things, therefore he can control them.&quot; Every married man knows how typically feminine – and how effective – this is. What is not so obvious is that this is, really, the philosophy of modern science. Bacon says: &quot;We cannot command nature except by obeying her.&quot; (Cf. the Marxian &quot;freedom as the recognition of necessity.&quot;) A letter by – of all people – Thomas Henry Huxley drives home the point, showing the innate connection between religious humility and scientific method.

Science seems to me to teach in the highest and strongest manner the great

truth which is embodied in the Christian conception of entire surrender to the

will of God. Sit down before fact as a little child, be prepared to give up every

preconceived notion, follow humbly wherever and to whatever abysses Nature

leads, or you shall learn nothing.

The Taoists saw this attitude represented most clearly by women and by water, and made these the chief symbols of their religion. Orthodox Christians can understand why this approach is valuable to the scientist, but that it is the highest form of religion also, is certainly difficult for anyone conditioned to dogmatisms to accept. The Taoists put &quot;acceptance&quot; where the West puts &quot;faith.&quot;

The female also stands, in Taoist thought, for those two forces regarded with most suspicion in Patrist societies: sex and love. The orthodox Freudians have said enough to familiarize us all with the neurotic illness that has come into Western culture with the triumph of anti-sex religions; what is not so obvious is how love, also, is under a pall in our society – see the chapter on &quot;The Taboo on Tenderness&quot; in Ian Suttie’s The Origins of Love and Hate.

Water is, as we have said, the second great symbol of Taoism. It is, of course, the receptivity and yieldingness of water that recommends it to Lao-Tse and Chuang Chou. The philosophy of Judo (a Taoist invention) has come out of the observation of water, it is said. Judo co-operates with the attacking force, as water molds itself to its environment. Water and the Judo student bend and survive where bamboo and the ordinary man stand firm and break.

The values that Taoism sees in woman and water are their harmony with the Tao. I have not translated this key term, and I do not intend to; but Ezra Pound’s translation – &quot;the process&quot; – seems to me more adequate than &quot;the Way,&quot; &quot;the Path&quot; and most of the other attempts. Students of General Semantics might understand if I say that the &quot;Tao&quot; comes very close to meaning what they mean when they say &quot;the process-world.&quot; The Tao is the flux, the constant change, amid which we live and in the nature of which we partake; or it is the &quot;law&quot; of this change. (But, of course, the &quot;law&quot; and the &quot;change&quot; itself are not different in reality, only in our grammar and philosophy.) A Zen master asked how to get in harmony with the Tao, replied, &quot;Walk on!&quot; Water and woman represent adjustment to the Law of Change, which &quot;man, proud man, dressed in his little brief authority,&quot; and his abstract dogmas, tries to resist.

Anna Livia Plurabelle, the water woman, represents the values of the Tao in Finnegans Wake . The very first word of the book, &quot;riverrun&quot; – not the river and the running of the river, but &quot;riverrun&quot; – places us firmly in the &quot;process-world&quot; of modern physics, which is the world of the Tao. As Molly Bloom in Ulysses, Anna gets the last word in Finnegans Wake, and it is a word that transcends the dualisms (Bloom and Stephen, Shem and Shaun, Mookse and Gripes) and affirms the unity behind them.

The parable of the Mookse and the Gripes expresses this characteristic Taoist attitude with a quite characteristic Taoist humorous exaggeration. Adrian, the Papal Mookse, takes his stand on space, dogma and aristotelian logic; the mystic Gripes verbally affirms time, relativity and the flux; but both are equally emneshed in abstractions and both wither away in futile opposition to each other. Both, in short, are caprives of the dualistic System they ahve themselves created. Nuvolettam the avatar of ALP in this episode, is the Taoist female, unimpressed by the &quot;dogmad&quot; behaviour of the male. With Molly Bloom’s resignation, she says:

—I see…there are menner. (page 158)

It is important to grasp the distinction between the Gripes and Nuvoletta. Seemingly, they represent affirmation of the same cluster of things: time, the river, flux, mysticism, relativity, sex, love, the earth, Nature. Actually, the Gripes’ affirmation is verbal only, whereas Nuvoletta’s affirmation is anything but verbal. None of Joyce’s great Earth-Mother figures are given to philosophizing about &quot;affirmation of Nature,&quot; etc. – they just do it. This is a crucial difference. As Lao-Tse says:

Those who speak do not know;

Those who know do not speak.

Shem is a &quot;sham and a low sham&quot; because he is a &quot;forger.&quot; Stephen Dedalus wanted to &quot;forge in the smithy of my soul the uncreated conscience of my race;&quot; but Shem merely seeks &quot;to utter an epochal forged cheque on the public.&quot; Shem is one of those who speak but do not know; that his career is a satire on Joyce’s own is the kind of irony implied in Christ’s &quot;Why callest thou me good? None is good but the Father,&quot; or the Sixth Patriarch’s &quot;I do not understand Buddhism.&quot; Probably everyone who ever gains any experience with the Tao begins by faking a little; it is really so much easier to verbalize about this affirmation that to live it. Joyce’s portrait of the artist as a young forger is a self-confession that does penance for the whole race; &quot;you and I are in him.&quot;

ALP, the river-woman, does not have any such confession to make. Like the hen Belinda in Chapter Four, who &quot;just feels she was kind of born to lay and love eggs&quot; (p.112), ALP lives in the Tao without question and without making a fuss about it (wu-shih). Her polar opposite is that figure whom Joyce describes as &quot;Delude of Israel,&quot; &quot;Gun, the Father,&quot; or &quot;Swiney Tod, ye Demon Barber&quot; – the &quot;phallic-destructive&quot; Hangman God whose &quot;criminal thumbprint&quot; on the rock hangs over Ulysses and makes one realize that Molly Bloom’s affirmation was something Joyce had not yet quite experienced when he wrote that saturnine masterpiece. In Finnegans Wake the Hangman God is securely put in his place and from the first word, &quot;riverrun,&quot; to the last dying murmur &quot;a way a lone a last a loved a long the,&quot; the female figure of affirmation dominates the book.

II

Putting the Hangman God in his places does not mean abolishing him; it means transcending him, in sweat and blood, rising above the dualistic delusion that makes Him seem credible. Nietzsche’s &quot;I write in blood, I will be read in blood,&quot; is testimony as to the superhuman effort required for an Occidental to make this transcendence.

Earwicker, as typical a product of Western dualism in its advanced stages as was Melville’s Ahab, is, like Ahab, split down the middle by his own dualistic thinking. Joyce does not symbolize this as Melville did – by the scar from crown to toe that disfigures Ahab – but by projecting the two sides of Earwicker as Shem and Shaun, the Mookse and the Gripes, Butt and Taff, the Ondt and the Gracehoper. The Taoist orientation of Joyce’s treatment of these dualities is indicated, on page 246, by the distortion of &quot;Shem and Shaun&quot; to &quot;Yem and Yan.&quot; Yin and Yang are the Taoist terms for the paired opposites whose innate connectedness generates the entire world-process. Yin is feminine, dark, intuitive, etc.; Yang is masculine, light, rationalistic, etc. Neither can exist without the other, and both are parts of the Tao, and hence parts of each other.

The identity of the opposites, a central theme of Taoist thought, is indicated early in Finnegans Wake. The very first appearance of Shem and Shaun is as &quot;the Hindoo, Shimar Shin,&quot; (p.10) a single figure. Through the rest of the book they are split into two figures, but they are constantly changing roles and merging into each other (for instance, in the &quot;Geometry Lesson&quot; chapter, where the Shem-type notes, left side of the page, leap suddenly to the right side, and the Shaun-type notes leap from right to left.) Again, in the Mercius and Justius dispute, Shem and Shaun are picked up at the end and carried off together by ALP. &quot;Sonnies had a scrap,&quot; she says with feminine equanimity.

The two philosophers most frequently mentioned in the Wake, Nicholas of Cusa and Bruno of Nola, taught a dialectic of resolution of opposites. Joseph Needham in his monumental Science and Civilization in China, repeatedly mentions both Bruno and Nicholas as the only two Occidental philosophers before Liebnitz to have a basically Taoist outlook.

Every sensitive reader has noted the difference between the humor of Ulysses and the humor of Finnegans Wake . In writing Ulysses, Joyce’s intention seems to have still contained a large element of the motive expressed to this publisher when describing Dubliners: &quot;to show Ireland its own ugly face in a mirror.&quot; The humor in Ulysses is mostly satiric and negative, Swiftian; the joyous, Rabelaisian element is comparatively small. But in Finnegans Wake the humor is not only Rabelaisian, but Carrollian: it has that element of nonsense and childishness which only the well-integrated can sustain for long.

But this humor is also Taoistic. It is now suspected by scholars that the chapter of the Confucian Analects (Lun Yu) which contains a description of the Taoists as a band of madmen was interpolated by a Taoist writer! The mad, jolly, very un-selfconscious parody of Joyce himself in the &quot;Shem the Penman&quot; chapter has the same type of humor. Probably only an Irishman could understand that text about making oneself a fool for Christ’s sake as a Taoist would understand it. Joyce, bending his incredible genius to the concoction of place names like &quot;Wazwollenzie Haven&quot; and &quot;Havva-ban-Annah&quot; (not to mention &quot;the bridge called Tilt-Ass&quot;) is exemplifying something that exists outside the Wake only in Lewis Carroll, Edward Lear and the Sacred Scriptures of the Taoists.

(&quot;The Tao is in the dung,&quot; said Chuang Chou.)

To the Taoists, humor was what paradox is to Chesterton: a manifestation of divinity. Tao fa tsu-jan: &quot;The Tao just happens.&quot; (Footnote to this: The entire passage reads: Jen fa ti, ti fa ti’en, ti’en fa Tao, Tao fa tsu-jan. &quot;Man is subject to earth, earth is subject to heaven, heaven is subject to Tao, Tao is subject to spontaneity.&quot; In short, determinism on one level results from chance on another level, as in thermodynamics.) Whether you call this Organicism and wax as self-consciously profound as Whithead, or call it Materialism and get as self-righteously priggish as the American Association for the Advancement of Atheism, you still miss the point. That the Tao just happens, that it has no purpose or goal, no regard for man’s self-importance (&quot;Heaven treats us like straw dogs,&quot; Lao-Tse says) – this is not a gloomy philosophy at all. When one understands this fully, on all levels of one’s being, the only possible response is to have a good laugh. Taoist humor results from realization that the recognition of the most joyous truth of all seems to the egocentric man (you and I) frightening and gloomy.

Joyce is nowhere more thoroughly Taoist then when he answers all the paradoxes and tragedies of life with the brief, koan-ish &quot;Such me.&quot; Genial bewilderment (&quot;Search me!&quot;) and calm acceptance (&quot;Such I am&quot;) meet here as they meet nowhere else but in Taoism, and its intellectual heirs, Zen and Shinshu Buddhism and the neo-Confucianism of Chu Hsi. We cannot understand; neither can we escape – &quot;Such me.&quot; (page 597)

It is this attitude – which women seem to be able to grasp much more easily than men – that gives Finnegans Wake its air of goofy impartiality. The Buddhist (outside of the Zen school) labors strenuously to rise over the opposites; the Taoist dissolves them into a good horse-laugh. Joyce’s method is Taoistic. &quot;Sonnies had a scrap;&quot; &quot;Now a muss was the little face;&quot; &quot;You were only dreamond, dear&quot; – the tolerant, existentialist female voice, vastly unimpressed by masculine abstractions and ideologies, breaks in at every point where a Big Question is being debated. The Zen Patriarch who said, when he was asked for religious instruction, &quot;When you finish your meal, wash your plates,&quot; had this attitude.

III

Wyndham Lewis saw in Ulysses an implicit acceptance of Bergson’s time-philosophy and denounced Joyce, in his Time and Western Man, for contributing to what he called &quot;the Time Cult&quot; (other members: Einstein, Ezra Pound, Picasso, Whitehead, the Futurist painters, Gertrude Stein.) Lewis, a classicist, set up the dualism of space philosophies (aristotelian, rational, conservative, masculine, etc.) against time philosophies (oriental, intuitive, radical, feminine, etc.) Joyce wrote the Wake from &quot;the Haunted Inkbottle, no number Brimstone Walk, Asia in Ireland&quot; (page 182) placidly, even eagerly, accepting the non-aristotelian position Lewis had attributed to him.

As is well known, the events of the Wake occur &quot;at no spatial time&quot; and cannot be sharply defined because &quot;every parson, place and thing in the chaosmos anywhere at all connected with it was moving and changing all the time&quot; (page 118). In short, we are within the Einsteinian universe; and Joyce realizes, as did Alfred Korzybski, that the aristotelian &quot;laws of thought&quot; cannot hold in such a universe: &quot;The sword of certainty which would identified the body never falls&quot; (page 51). The Law of Identity, that is, cannot hold in a process-world &quot;where,&quot; as the mathematical physicist says, &quot;every electron has a date and is not identical to itself from one second to another.&quot;

The Taoists were familiar with these relativistic considerations long before Einstein.

Chuang Chou writes:

There is nothing under the canopy of heaven greater than the tip of an autumn

spikelet. A vast mountain is a small thing. Neither is there any age greater than

that of a small child cut off in infancy. P’eng Tsu himself died young. The universe

and I came into being together; and I, and everything therein, are one.

A better description anywhere of the &quot;inner logic&quot; of Finnegans Wake can hardly be found. To ask what &quot;is really happening&quot; on any page is like asking a physicist whether light &quot;is really&quot; waves or particles. Shaun’s sermon to the leap-year girls is confession of Earwicker’s incestuous desires; is a barrel rolling down the Liffey river; is a postman making his rounds. Anna Livia Plurabelle is a woman, and she is also a river. Earwicker is a man, a mountain, an insect, the current Pope, the Urvater of Freudian theory, Finn MacCool, and he is also both Shem and Shaun. He is, as a matter of fact, every person, place and thing in the Wake – just as every man &quot;is&quot; the sum total of his own perceptions and evaluations. Earwicker is finally able to accept and affirm his world, Joyce is finally able to accept and affirm his world, because they recognize that &quot;I, and everything therein, are one.&quot; &quot;Such me.&quot; (Footnote to this: Physics, psychology, semantics an several other sciences have entirely rejected the view which sees the universe as a collection of block-like entities. WE now think in terms of relations and functions: iron rod A has no absolute &quot;length,&quot; but only length = 1, length = 2, length = 3, etc., as it moves through the space-time continuum. Smith has no absolute &quot;self&quot; but only a succession of roles in a succession of socio-psychological fields. A world of such inter-related processes is a seamless unity, and every perceiver is that unity at every second. That is why Emerson could write – and Joyce could demonstrate – that &quot;The sphinx must solve his own riddle. All of history is in one man.&quot;)

To the space-consciousness of a Wyndham Lewis a chair is a static &quot;thing&quot; out there, apart from the observer; given, concrete, identifiable. To the time-mind of Joyce, the chair is revealed as a process, a joint phenomenon of observer and observed, a stage in the transmutation of energy: &quot;My cold cher’s gone ashley,&quot; he writes, (page 213) seeing the future ashes in the present object. (Cf. Hiu Shih’s paradox, &quot;Ann egg has feathers.&quot;) Zen Buddhist teachers make this point, somewhat obliquely, by pointing to a picture of Bodhidharma (who was bearded), and asking the puzzled student, &quot;Why doesn’t that fellow have a beard?&quot;

The answer of the witty Gracehoper to the conservative Ondt: (page 419)

Your genus is worldwide, your spacest sublime,

But Holy Saltmartin, why can’t you beat time?

is Joyce’s answer to Wyndham Lewis and the entire Western Tradition back to Aristotle which backs him up. The Gracehoper had &quot;jingled through a jungle of life in debts and jumbled through a jingle of love in doubts&quot; but, as the rhythm and vocabulary suggest, he had vastly enjoyed himself doing so. Time, which strikes him down, will eventually strike down the &quot;anal-acquisitive&quot; Ondt also. All the abstractions man invents to give himself control over events and stave off doubt, all the preparations man makes to stay out of debt, are as nothing before the inscrutable workings-out of the Tao; the search for security, Alan Watts has frequently observed, is the main cause of insecurity. As Nuvoletta says, &quot;Ise so silly to be flowing, but I no canna stay.&quot; (page 159) The secret of Taoism, the secret of Finnegans Wake, is very simply expressed in Poe’s &quot;Descent Into the Maelstrom,&quot; whose hero saved himself by &quot;studying the action of the whirlpool and co-operating with it.&quot;

This is the trick that explains Judo. It also explains Anna Livia Plurabelle’s calm acceptance of her own end as she flows out to sea:

The keys to. Given. Lps. A way a lone a last

a loved a long the

The only word that can possibly complete that sentence is the &quot;riverrun&quot; at the beginning. We can find ourselves only by losing ourselves, all mystics testify. Anna loses herself into the ocean, but what she becomes is the true self she has always been: &quot;riverrun,&quot; the process.

-New York City

copyright: Robert Anton Wilson

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The Meeting Of Science And Mysticism – By Robert Anton Wilson

New theories in physics suggest that “no man is an island” and “the greatest is within the smallest”

In 1964 Dr. John Stewart Bell, an Irishman working at CERN nuclear research centre (Switzerland) published a mathematical paper that staggered the scientific world. The central idea of the paper-now Called Bells Theorem – suggested new views about reality so hair-raising that even Dr. Bell himself repudiates most of the interpretations by other physicists about what his mathematics imply.

Bell’s Theorem seems to portray a universe far weirder than science has previously realized – so weird, in fact, that it hauntingly resembles many “mystical” and “superstitious” ideas of the past. For instance, I shook hands with the editor of a Berlin magazine a month ago. Since our hands touched, according to Bell, some particles in my hand remain, and always will remain, in a kind or correlation or “union” with some particles in the editor’s hand. Mystics have talked about such linkages all through history, of course, but science never took such ideas seriously – until Bell came along.

Since so much dispute rages about Bell’s demonstration, we should use careful language in discussing it.

What Bell’s math showed was that 1) if we accept an objective universe separate from our ideas, and 2) if the equations of quantum (sub-atomic) physics accurately describe that universe, then 3) any two particles that once contacted each other continue to “influence” each other, or remain “parts of a unified system,” no matter how far apart they subsequently move in space or in time-even if they move to opposite ends of the universe.

Bell’s math thus suggests that space and time only exist on some levels of the universe-or only in our minds-or that we must assume a level of reality where space and time don’t exist at all. “Here is there,” says physicist Dr. Nick Herbert, when explaining Bell’s Theorem.” There is no difference between anything,” he adds with a twinkle in his eye.

THE BILLIARD TABLE EXAMPLE

To visualize what this means, and how it differs from all previous science, imagine an ordinary billiard table.

In Newtonian physics, if a ball (let’s call it B), moves, it’s because it is hit by another ball (which we can call A).This accords with the standard mechanical picture of the universe, which most people still identify with “science” with a capital S.

However, in field physics (pioneered in the 19th century by James Clerk Maxwell), ball B might move and ball A along with it, not because of mechanical collisions, but because a magnet below the table has created an electromagnetic field, which causes the balls to jump in a certain direction. Field theories, while in a sense less “materialistic” than mechanical collision theories, still involve connection, interaction and causality. They still live in “the same ball park” as mechanical theories.

In Einstein’s General Relativity, we find a third kind of causality. The balls might move because of the seeming flatness of the table, which we see, only appears on the small scale. On a larger scale the table actually curves. (In the Einstein universe the planets orbit the sun because space itself curves, even though we can’t see the curvature directly and have to deduce it mathematically.) This moves us even further from collision models than the field theories do, but Einstein remains in a ball park we can visualize-with a little extra effort. Einsteinian space-time involves connections, interaction and a kind of determinism-geometric determinism. The mass of matter determines the curvature of space, and the curvature of space determines the movement of matter.

In all these kinds of scientific explanations-the mechanical, the field theory and the geometric (curvature) Theory-the cause of the movement of the billiard balls can be pictured in a mental image and, once we understand the theory, it makes sense to us.

In Bell’s universe, however, ball A and ball B might moves without any of these three types of causes (the only types of causes science recognizes) -and perhaps without any cause at all! In other words, A moves because B moves or B moves because A moves and we seemingly cannot say anything more about the movements. Maybe we can’t even say the much since the word “because” doesn’t really seem to fit this case.

Imagine yourself in a room with such a billiard table. Ball A at one end of the table suddenly turns clockwise and exactly at that moment ball B at the other end turns counter-clockwise. You observe carefully that nobody pushed the balls or fired another ball at them. You check under the table and find no hidden magnets to create field effects. You then think of Einstein and geometry, but when you check, the table has no curvature of any sort. You look at the table again and ball A turns counter-clockwise while ball B turns clockwise. That sort of thing usually only happen in movies about haunted house.

SPOOKS,FLIM-FLAM OR…

At this point you would probably say, “spooks!” or something similar. James Randi would shout “Fraud!” or “Flim-flam!”

That’s just about what most physicists said when Bell’s Theorem was published. The math was absolutely irrefutable, but the conclusion seemed impossible to believe.

Several experiments, however – most notably, those by Dr. Clauser of the University of California at Berkeley and Dr Aspect at the optical institute in Orsay, France – have shown that atomic particles behave exactly as Bell said they should. For instance, in Aspect’s most recent experiment two photons (particles of light) ejected from a common source (a mercury atom) acted just as Bell predicted, or just like the billiard balls in our illustration. Whenever the photon manifested the mathematical state called “spin up,” the other photon measured “spin down.” This happened despite the total absence of any form of connection or cause known to science.

ANOTHER MODEL

To be even clear about how “mystical” this seems, let me paraphrase a life – size model once used by Dr. Bell in a lecture.

Imagine two men who live in Paris and Mexico City. Imagine that we keep them under observation continually and discover that every time the man in Paris wears red socks, the man in Mexico City wears Blue socks. Now suppose we check every possible communication system and prove that no way exists for the two men to send messages to each other – they can’t get near a phone or shortwave radio or telegraph or any similar device. Then we take the red socks of the man in Paris and put blue socks on him. Immediately – with not a fraction of a second of time delay – the man in Mexico City sits down, takes of his red socks and puts on blue socks.

Even stranger, this would happen every single time we tried the experiment if the man behaved like the atomic particles in Bell’s Theorem and the experiments of Clauser and Aspect.

WHAT IT MEANS

What the deuce can this mean? Physicists remain in violent disagreement with each other about the question, but all the answers are equally astounding to ordinary folks.

According to Dr. David Bohm of the University of London, “It may mean that everything in the universe is in a kind of total rapport, so that whatever happens is related to everything else; or it may be that there is some kind of information that can travel faster than the speed of light: or it may mean that our concepts of space and time have to be modified in some way that we don’t now understand.” (London Times, February 20, 1983.)

A HOLISTIC UNIVERSE

Consider the first alternative. If “what happens is related to everything else,” we live in the kind of holistic Universe described by the mystics of the East, especially the Hindus and Buddhists. In the humorous metaphor of Charles Fort, a a bear coughs at the north pole, a bottle of Ketchup will fall out of a wind on in New York City. In the more grim metaphors of Buddhism, if a single angry or cruel act (or thought) occurs anywhere, every sentient being in the universe will feel the effects. In the poetic language of the Englishman, John Donne: No man is an island…if a clod of Spain be washed away, Europe is the less…Each man’s death diminishes me, for I am involved in humanity.

This “non-local connection” (as some call it) may mean that if you have touched a pair of dice your brain can then exercise some control over them, just as most gamblers think. This sounds some wild, science-fiction elaboration of Bell, but it has been seriously proposed by Dr. Evan Harris Walker, an American physicist who deduced, from Bell’s math and the math of Heisenberg’s Uncertainty Principle* just how the human brain should be able to affect the dice.

In The Complete Quantum Anthropologist, Dr. Walker demonstrates that this mathematically theoretical limit of control – “mind over matter” – corresponds exactly to the degree of control demonstrated by Hakoon Forwald, a retired electrical engineer, in a long-running series of experiments on “psychokinesis.” Forwald’s subjects in the years between 1949 and 1970 tried to influence dice by brain power and score just as far above chance as Walker’s math says they should have scored.

It does not seem far from this “psychokinesis” to the traditional belief that if a sorcerer gets a hold of a strand of your hair, anything he does will eventually affect your hair.

INFORMATION WITHOUT TRANSPORTATION

Before we get spooked too much by this line of thought, let us look at Dr. Bohm’s second alternative:”

Information that can travel faster than the speed of light,” Since no energy can travel faster than the speed of light, this means information without energy. Another physicist, Dr. Jack Sarfatti, has called it “information without transportation.” Such ghostly information moving around without energy or transportation to carry it might explain the kind of things that parapsychologists call telepathy or precognition or ESP.

This sounds a medieval as the sorcerer working magic on a lock of hair, doesn’t it? Nonetheless, two physicists from Stanford Research International (now SRI International), Dr. Harold Puthoff and Dr. Russell Targ, in their book Mind Reach, offer it as an explanation of “distant viewing” (telepathy across thousands of miles.)

TIME TRAVEL

Even more bizarre, as Dr. Sarfatti has pointed out in many lectures, “information without transportation: could travel into the past. You see, in Relativity Theory, going faster than the speed of light seems impossible because it means going backwards in time. Some interpretations of Bell, however, suggest that information can indeed go backwards in time. This leads to speculations that have previously only appeared in science fiction, not in science.

For instance, it leads to the “Grandfather paradox.” Thus: if I had a time machine, went back to the 1890’s, and for some perverse reason murdered my grandfather before he could marry my grandmother, then when I came back to 1992 I wouldn’t find myself here, would I? Where would I exist, if I existed at all? It seems from a theoretical mathematic basis I would dwell in a parallel universe – one in which I remained sane enough not to go back in time to kill my granddad. But this universe, where poor old granddad, would still exist – except that my father and I wouldn’t live in it.

The same logic that governs such a sci-fi time machine applies to “information that moves faster than light.” If I could send Bell’s kind of information into the past, my grandfather might receive it. He might alter his actions in such a way that I wouldn’t get born in this universe anymore. I would have sent the information from the universe next door, so to speak.

If that doesn’t boggle your mind, consider a further development suggested by Dr. John Archibald Wheeler, often called the father of the Hydrogen bomb. In the Science Digest of October 1984, Dr. Wheeler suggests that the current and recent scientific experiments on atomic energy literally created this universe (or “selected” it out of all possible universes).

In other words, every time we meddle with an atomic system, according to Dr. Wheeler, the “non-local” effects go every which way into space and time, and some of them affect the nature of the Big Bang from which the universe emerged. You see, Dr. Wheeler has often argued that many, many universes emerged from the Big Bang – more than 10,000-million-million-million-million-million-million-million-million-million-million
-million-million-million-million-million-million-million-million of them, at least – all of them stacked up in parallel to ours in “super-space,” a geometrical construct he invented to solve some of the problems with General Relativity. Dr. Wheeler now argues, in the light of Bell’s Theorem, that we have, through our experiments, “fine-tuned” the Big Bang to produce the kind of universe in which we can exist and can conduct such experiments. Zillions and Zillions of other universes, without our meddling, evolve in different ways, and most of them collapse inward again very shortly after the Big Bang and thus never produce human beings.

SPACE AND TIME MIGHT NOT EVEN EXIST

Then we have Dr. Bohm’s third alternative: “Our concepts of space and time will have to be modified in some way we do not understand. “Many philosophers have examined this idea in the past – especially the Buddhists in the East and Bishop Berkeley and Immanuel Kant in Europe. All come to the same conclusion, basically. Space and time don’t exist “out there,” apart from us. The human brain just invented them to have a filing system for its impressions.

Dr. Nick Herbert presents a scientific form of this theory in his book, Quantum Reality. According to Dr. Herbert, all experience remains “local” (bound by space and time) but reality itself exists “non-locally” (not bound by space and time, or “transcendental”) in exactly the sense of all mystic teachings.

Dr. Bohm states the same idea in a more precise way. As he sees it, the universe may consist of an implicate order much like the software (programs) of a computer and an explicate order, much like the hardware – what we can see and experience – has locality. It remains here, not there, and now, not then. The implicative order or software, however – which we cannot see or experience but only deduce from our experiments and math – has total non-locality. It exists both here and there, both now and then.

In this model we do not need to posit information without transportation or any of the spook stuff. The information does not travel without a medium because it does not travel at all; it exists already, always, everywhere. In every electron, in every atom, in every molecule, every stone, every animal or person, every planet, every galaxy, however different their locations in space and time, the basic information, or universal blueprint (Bohm’s implicate order) remains the same.

This sounds very much like the Hindu concept of God or the Chinese Tao. In fact Bohm’s implicate order exactly fits Lao-Tse’s paradox of the Tao: “The greatest is within the smallest.” It also strikingly resembles the major axiom of Hermetic mysticism in the West: “That which is above is reflected in that which is below.”

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOUR BACK IS TURNED?

There remains one way to avoid all of these shocking and bizarre sounding interpretations of John S. Bell’s discovery. That way is to deny the first step of the argument – that we can posit an objective universe separate from our ideas. This path, thus far, has appeared only in the works of Dr. David Mermin of Columbia University. In two astounding papers – “Quantum Mysteries for Everyone” and “ Is the Moon There When Nobody Looks?”- Dr. Mermin argues that quantum physics (the physics of small particles, from which Bell began) finally makes sense if we assume the universe only exists when we look at it. If you don’t look at your automobile, and nobody else looks at it, it ceases to exist until somebody looks at it again. Then it pops back into reality – presto!

This theory, known as “solipsism,” has never appealed to scientists or philosophers, although a few cynics have always argued in favor of it, just to annoy the orthodox. Nobody seems to have ever taken it seriously – until now. Dr. Mermin soberly claims that solipsism leads to less absurd results than any other way of interpreting Bell’s math.

I don’t think Dr. Mermin intends to make a joke. He truly fins solipsism less unthinkable than ghostly information moving every which way in space and time with no medium to carry it, or parallel universes being created out of nothing whenever an atomic measurement is made, or the other alternatives that physicists are considering in trying to understand Bell’s theorem.

SCIENCE AND MYSTICISM JOINED?

In summary, Bell’s theorem does not prove the truth of the basic ideas of mysticism, but it definitely makes them seem more plausible than any previous scientific discovery did. Any alternative explanation of the non-local reality described by Bell does not bring us safely home to “common sense.” The other explanations sound even stranger than anything that mystics have ever claimed. We can only conclude, as the great biologist J.B.S. Haldane did after experimenting with yoga, that “The universe may be, not only queerer than we think, but queerer than we can think.”

For five years(1966-1971) Robert Anton Wilson was Associate Editor of Playboy, Since 1971 he has worked as futurist, novelist, playwright, poet, lecturer and stand up comic. He has 25 books in print, including the Illuminatus trilogy. His latest work, Reality Is What You Can Get Away With, will be published in May by Dell books. Wilson’s play Wilhelm Reich in Hell, was performed at the Edmund Burke Theatre in Dublin in 1986, in Portland, Maine and Long Beach, California, in 1989. The play was read on WBAI (New York) in March, 1989. Wilson is featured in the video Borders, which has been shown on many PBS TV stations and won the first prize in “visions of the future” at the Whole Life Expo IN San Francisco in 1989.

+ Editor’s note: The Uncertainty Principle is that “the accurate measurement of one or two related, observable quantities, as position and momentum or energy and time, produce uncertainties in the measurement of the other, such that the product of the uncertainties of both quantities is equal to or greater than h / 2 pi, where h equals Plank’s constant. “ [ – from The Random House Dictionary of the Englaih Language]. Simply put, the principle means that you can know either the position or motion of a particle, but not both.

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Poetry: Robert Anton Wilson

Green plants, alive, like

the stone Buddha — rock solid –

— as twilight descends

Dove sta memora

You have not snared her,

Scarecrow Death:

She’s in my pulse,

My heart, my breath.

Eye sees only

Local hardware;

Brain conceives

Nonlocal software;

Brain knows more

Than eye can see:

Brain can scan

Eternity.

Old Man On A Balcony: Views Of Monterey Bay

Dogen saw thousands

of miracles each morning:

I see a dozen

The number of birds–

And of different bird songs–

Midwinter Mozart

Minor Mystery

Southern Pacific

train goes by an hour before

its usual time

Brother Raven, you

ain’t no song-bird. You wusser

than the kiss of death

Fractal Miracle

The lines of the beach,

the bay and the lowest cloud

All seem parallel!

Two For Bishop Berkeley

Clouds (visible) float

above hills (invisible);

Are the hills still there?

At this hour of night

I see more &quot;dolphins&quot; than at

Any other time.

Biggest damned raven

I ever saw flies howling

caw caw caw Lord Lord

A moon in the sky

After sunrise [a rare sight];

Seen it before, but –

A squiggly fractal–

the line of Monterrey’s hills–

floats above the fog

The cat licks its paws:

I watch, three floors above: it

Looks up straight at me

Gay flamingo sings:

&quot;The sun rises and the world

Is ablaze with Dawn&quot;

&quot;Weep, weep!&quot; cries a bird

Lost somewhere in fog and mist.

Sunrise with no sun.

Fire on the mountain?

No, the deer are still, tranquil:

It must be sunlight

The orange cloudbank:

One bright touch in the grey sky

Above a grey bay

Dolphins in the bay

Playing, sporting, having fun–

World without money!

The weather bureau

predicted a sunny day:

All I see is fog

After the fog lifts,

A naked beauty: blue sky

With buttermilk clouds

Bay ablaze with light–

Tin-flash; silver; clear as gin–

After weeks of fog!

Flock of gulls appears

And suddenly — disappears

Going God-knows-where…

White on white: bay lost,

Mountains lost, bleached into white:

A clean-cotton mist

Pre-dawn, silence, then –:

Out of unpulsating dark

An unknown bird chirps.

Bay like blackboard grey

Monterrey lost in white fog

Shortest day draws nigh

While I slept they came:

Two unexpected flowers

Sprouting on the vine.

Grey and pastel pink –

A water-color painting –

This light before dawn.

Midnight Haiku

Mottled blueblack sky.

A sudden moon — briefly! Then:

Blueblack mottled sky…

Midnight Haiku #2

Black darkness only:

I see nothing but I hear

Rain and wind and waves

Midnight Haiku #3

Dancing in the bay–

Dolphins again? No, better:

Reflected moonlight.

Gray sky and gray bay

No division between them

A dead dreary dawn

Misty mountain tops

Floating on nothing, it seems..

&quot;Empty&quot; space is full!

Midnight Haiku #4

Dark, dark: no waves splash,

no barking dogs, no wind. Just

the sound of no sound

No blue: just white-grey,

Like dirty ice, the bay sneaks

Out from under fog.

&quot;Sweet! Sweet!&quot; sings a bird–

Old Ez in Virginia

Heard one cry &quot;Tulip!&quot;

The stone Buddha sits

Still as the Eiger: silent…

The waves crash and splash

Lights across the bay

White jewels scattered, shattered

In a deep black box

Purple, vermilion:

Each part of the bay glitters

And none is just blue

&quot;Chirp? Churp?&quot; &quot;Oot?&quot; &quot;Cheep!&quot; &quot;Oot!&quot;

Birds unseen, bickering –&quot;Sweep?&quot; –

Above, on the roof.

I see just one tree

The bay is invisible

Fog, fog, endless fog

Some waves cry &quot;Terror!&quot;

Hitting the beach like boulders:

Dark night: darker thoughts.

Botticelli sky:

No fog, no Chinese touches–

A Rennaisance day

All is cloaked in fog

The world seems empty, until –

Far off, a gull shrieks.

Federal Crime

Clear blue bay at sunset

And I am stoned and placid–

Free of grief, almost.

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Count The Fetishes…

Seng-Ts’an

Ghandi Quotes…

An error does not become truth by reason of multiplied propagation, nor does truth become error because nobody sees it.

An ounce of practice is worth more than tons of preaching.

An unjust law is itself a species of violence. Arrest for its breach is more so.

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Just a Niblet until later. I have been called away to a job that I thought would start tomorrow, so today’s entries will come in the driblet manner.

Trying hard to snow here, kinda in that comical Portland way.

Talk more later, out the door!

Blessings,

G

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Hsin Hsin Ming

(Inscribed on the Believing Mind)

– Seng-Ts’an

Third Zen Patriarch [d. 606 A.D.]

There is nothing difficult about the Great Way,

But, avoid choosing!

Only when you neither love nor hate,

Does it appear in all clarity.

A hair’s breadth of deviation from it,

And deep gulf is set between heaven and earth.

If you want to get hold of what it looks like,

Do not be anti- or pro- anything.

The conflict of longing and loathing, –

This is the disease of the mind.

Not knowing the profound meaning of things,

We disturb our peace of mind to no purpose.

Perfect like a Great Space,

The Way has nothing lacking, nothing in excess.

Truly, because of our accepting and rejecting,

We have not the suchness of things.

Neither follow after,

Nor dwell with the Doctrine of the Void.

If the mind is at peace,

Those wrong views disappear of themselves.

When activity is stopped and passivity obtains,

This passivity is again the state of activity.

Remaining in movement or quiescence, –

How shall we know the One?

Not thoroughly understanding the unity of the Way,

Both (activity and quiescence) are failures.

If you get rid of phenomena, all things are lost.

If you follow after the Void,

you turn your back on the selflessness of things.

The more talking and thinking,

The farther from truth.

Cutting off all speech, all thought,

There is nowhere that you cannot go.

Returning to the root, we get the essence;

Following after appearances, we loose the spirit.

If for only a moment we see within,

We have surpassed the emptiness of things.

Changes that go on in this emptiness

All arise because of our ignorance.

Do not seek for the Truth;

Religiously avoid following it.

If there is the slightest trace of this and that,

The Mind is lost in a maze of complexity.

Duality arises from Unity, –

But do not be attached to this Unity.

When the mind is one, and nothing happens,

Everything in the world is unblameable.

If things are unblamed, they cease to exist;

If nothing happens there is no mind.

When things cease to exist, the mind follows them;

When the mind vanishes, things also follow it.

Things are things because of the Mind;

The Mind is the Mind because of things.

If you wish to know what these two are,

They are originally one Emptiness.

In this Void both (Mind and things) are one,

All the myriad phenomena contained in both.

If you do not distinguish refined and coarse,

How can you be for this or against that?

The activity of the Great Way is vast;

It is neither easy nor difficult.

Small views are full of foxy fears;

The faster, the slower.

When we attach ourselves (to the idea of enlightenment) we lose our balance;

We infallibly enter the Crooked Way.

When we are not attached to anything, all things are as they are;

With Activity there is no going or staying.

Obeying our nature, we are in accord with the Way,

Wandering freely, without annoyance.

When our thinking is tied, it turns out from the truth;

It is dark, submerged, wrong.

It is foolish to irritate your mind;

Why shun this and be friend of that?

If you wish to travel in the True Vehicle,

Do not dislike the Six Dusts.

Indeed, not hating the Six Dusts

Is identical with Real Enlightenment.

The wise man does nothing;

The fool shackles himself.

The Truth has no distinctions;

These come from our foolish clinging to this and that

Seeking the Mind with the mind, –

Is not this the greatest of all mistakes?

Illusion produces rest and motion;

Illumination destroys liking and disliking.

All these pairs of opposites

Are created by our own folly.

Dreams, delusions, flowers of air, –

Why are we so anxious to have them in our grasp?

Profit and loss, right and wrong, –

Away with them once for all!

If the eye does not sleep,

All dreaming ceases naturally.

If the mind makes no discriminations,

All things are as they are.

In the deep mystery of this “Things as they are”,

We are released from our relations to them.

When all things are seen “with equal mind”,

They return to their nature.

No description by analogy is possible

Of this state where all relations have ceased.

When we stop movement, there is no-movement

When we stop resting, there is no-rest.

When both cease to be,

How can the Unity subsist?

Things are ultimately, in their finality,

Subject to no law.

For the accordant mind in its unity,

(Individual) activity ceases.

All doubts are cleared up,

True faith is confirmed.

Nothing remains behind;

There is not anything we must remember.

Empty, lucid, self-illuminated,

With no over-exertion of the power of the mind.

This is where thought is useless,

This is what knowledge cannot fathom.

In the World of Reality,

There is no self, no other-than-self.

Should you desire immediate correspondence (with this Reality)

All that can be said is “No Duality!”

When there is no duality, all things are one,

There is nothing that is not included.

The Enlightened of all times and places

Have entered into this Truth.

Truth cannot be increased or decreased;

An (instantaneous) thought lasts a myriad years.

There is no here, no there;

Infinity is before our eyes.

The infinitely small is as large as infinitely great;

For limits are non-existent things.

The infinitely large is as small as the infinitely minute;

No eye can see their boundaries.

What is, is not,

What is not, is.

Until you have grasped this fact,

Your position is simply untenable.

One thing is all things;

All things are one thing.

If this is so for you,

There is no need to worry about perfect knowledge.

The believing mind is not dual;

What is dual is not the believing mind.

Beyond all language,

For it there is no past, no present, no future.

Tuesday Mash-Up

As Good As It Gets: ‘Sell crazy someplace else, we’re all stocked up here’. -Jack Nicholson

(Gwyllm editing back in the DIY Press Days)

Well, I had a brand new entry to go last night, and the host went down.

Couldn’t contact them, so I awoke this morning well aware that I was tight on time, and that the best thing was to tap the library of what has gone before, which ends up with the Tuesday Mash-Up.

I did specifically start off looking for various entries, but soon found that with the element of time crunch, I would have to rely on the gift of what random brings, and folks, I am very happy with that. We have a link from the present, but the rest wells up from the unconscious of the Turfing entity.

I will have new photos soon of Mr. Eildon, and notes on his progress. Funny how a wee baby brings life into focus. He is a darling, and he came at the exact right time.

More Later,

Gwyllm

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On The Menu:

The Link O’ The Day: Texas Rabbits Rool!

2 Poems by Rimbaud

The Psychotherapeutic Employment Of Sacred Plants – by Silvia Polivoy

Consulting the Oracle – Poems by Seng-ts’an &amp; Gwyllm Llwydd

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Link O’ The Day!

Texas Rabbits Rool!

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My Bohemian Life (Fantasy)…. Arthur Rimbaud…

I went off with my hands in my torn coat pockets ;

My overcoat too was becoming ideal ;

I travelled beneath the sky, Muse! and I was your vassal ;

Oh dear me! what marvellous loves I dreamed of !

My only pair of breeches had a big whole in them.

– Stargazing Tom Thumb, I sowed rhymes along my way.

My tavern was at the Sign of the Great Bear.

– My stars in the sky rustled softly.

And I listened to them, sitting on the road-sides

On those pleasant September evenings while I felt drops

Of dew on my forehead like vigorous wine ;

And while, rhyming among the fantastical shadows,

I plucked like the strings of a lyre the elastics

Of my tattered boots, one foot close to my heart !

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Faun’s Head

Arthur Rimbaud…

Among the foliage, green casket flecked with gold,

In the uncertain foliage that blossoms

With gorgeous flowers where sleeps the kiss,

Vivid and bursting through the sumptuous tapestry,

A startled faun shows his two eyes

And bites the crimson flowers with his white teeth.

Stained and ensanguined like mellow wine

His mouth bursts out in laughter beneath the branches.

And when he has fled – like a squirrel –

His laughter still vibrates on every leaf

And you can see, startled by a bullfinch

The Golden Kiss of the Wood, gathering itself together again

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The Psychotherapeutic Employment Of Sacred Plants

by Silvia Polivoy

The human being shows a remarkable disposition to seek spiritual transcendence.

Since the irrational cannot be erased from the human mind, the harder we try to deny it, the greater the power it will exert upon us. The spiritual experiences are associated to the occurrence of altered states of consciousness (ASC).

The society we live in considers (as opposed to shamanic knowledge) modified states of consciousness to be onanistic and vicious. Shamans argue that to satisfy our religious drive we have to experience the divine, and in order to achieve that, they use sacred plants. That is why the sacred plants are called entheogens, because they help experience the divine.

Abraham Maslow called these experiences “peak experiences”, but they are not limited to the altered states achieved through drugs or sacred plants. They can take place during meditation, hyperventilation, the practice of yoga, hypnosis, fast, physical suffering (such as the self-inflicted pain some saints underwent or the postures certain yoguis kept for months, etc). In short, it is a state that can be reached in many ways and, once there, we can explore aspects of reality which are different from those perceived in an ordinary state of consciousness. These different aspects of reality are well studied.

The orthodox branch of science considers these altered states subjective, therefore worthless. Then, these feelings of ecstasy, these other “dimensions” of reality, these occurrences of mystical reunion, of beauty, this crossing of the space-time barrier, can be catalogued as pathological. Traditional Psychiatry does not separate mysticism from psychosis. That is why Transpersonal Psychology blends science with the study of the spiritual capabilities of man using methods to alter the state of consciousness, because the spiritual phenomena seem to be incomprehensible in an ordinary state of consciousness.

Modified states of consciousness may have a dangerous side because, since they affect the defense mechanisms of the individual, they may pave the way for unacceptable, repressed material from the individual´s past to the conscious mind and cause restlessness, which could rise to terrifying levels if the individual is unable to cope with his anxiety (this is what is usually known as a “bad trip”). That is why previous psychological counseling is advised, for the individual to be able to tell what comes from the outside from what comes from the inside. It is recommended, also, to experience such modified states of consciousness in the context of psychotherapy, under the supervision of qualified, well trained proffesionals.

But, in spite of the risks, the spiritual experiences, the unconscious material, and the altered amplified of consciousness related to them, are too valuable to be ignored. Thus psychotherapy takes advantage of the information, available when the repression mechanism is weak, to modify unwanted patterns of behaviour.

Most psychoactive substances resemble (and sometimes are identical to) substances normally produced by the human body. Therefore, the individual has a built-in capacity to experiment psychedelic states, which are inherent to certain aspects of the human mind inaccessible during wakefulness. So, under the appropriate circumstances, these substances allow the individual (for a limited period of time) to gain access to deeper parts of his psyche.

Through dreams we get in touch with those aspects of our personality which are hidden from the conscious mind. The entheogenic or psychointegrative plants help reach those states that we experience while dreaming or while in the middle of those rare, ecstatic epiphanies that can happen while we are awake. Unlike most drugs, entheogenic plants do not produce physical dependence. A quick, time-limited tolerance (that does not increase with the dose administered) is also characteristic.

Their main use is to spot the individual’s conditionings and destroy them, to be unselfish by dissolving momentarily the limits of the ego, to expand the inner vision, to be more lucid, obtaining in that fashion very important insights. In short, to be able to recognize the forces, the impulses behind the individual’s actions and emotions, to track thoughts back to their source and to be in control of one´s life. That´s why they help the individual to become one.

Due to all this the sacred plants are called psychointegrative, or entheogenic. The list includes Ayahuasca, Peyote, Psilocybin mushrooms, Salvia divinorum, San Pedro (a cactus), Epena, Cebil, Brugmansia, among others.

Abraham Maslow in his book called “The psychology of Science” has shown how science might be the best neurotic defense mechanism invented by man, because the selective rejection wielded by human knowledge acts as a defense and therefore constitutes a neurotic maneuver which, out of fear, disqualifies transpersonal experiences as objects of study.

We´d all benefit if science became an open sistem oriented to personal growth.

Modern physics teaches us about the Universe´s unity, in which consciousness plays a role much closer to the one described by the great mystics.

When we transcend the ego for however brief, it is the beginning of an awakening to our true Self.

©Copyright Silvia Polivoy, 2003. All rights reserved.

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“If we don’t believe in freedom of expression for

people we despise, we don’t believe in it at all.”

-Noam Chomsky

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Consulting the Oracle

Two come about because of One,

but don’t cling to the One either!

So long as the mind does not stir,

the ten thousand things stay blameless;

no blame, no phenomena,

no stirring, no mind.

The viewer disappears along with the scene,

the scene follows the viewer into oblivion,

for scene becomes scene only through the viewer,

viewer becomes viewer because of the scene.

– Seng-ts’an (Hsin-Hsin-Ming: Inscription on Trust in the Mind)

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I Consulted the Oracle.

I saw a tailed star fly overhead

There are Mountains to the West.

We are filled with Light

We are filled with Dark…

Matter seeps out of the whole

There is more space in an atom

than the waves of light which compose it.

The Light is awfully bright.

First Memory.

-Gwyllm Llwydd

2 Poems on Monday…

Never give children a chance of imagining that anything exists in isolation. Make it plain from the very beginning that all living is relationship. Show them relationships in the woods, in the fields, in the ponds and streams, in the village and in the country around it. Rub it in.—Aldous Huxley, Island

Art: John William Waterhouse

2 Koans/2 Poems

off to work!

Blessings,

G

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Koan: Inch Time Foot Gem

A lord asked Takuan, a Zen Teacher, to suggest how he might pass the time. He felt his days very long attending his office and sitting stiffly to receive the homage of others.

Takuan wrote eight Chinese characters and gave them to the man:

Not twice this day

Inch time foot gem.

This day will not come again.

Each minute is worth a priceless gem.

Sleeping in the Daytime

The master Soyen Shaku passed from this world when he was sixty-one years of age. Fulfilling his life’s work, he left a great teaching, far richer than that of most Zen masters. His pupils used to sleep in the daytime during midsummer, and while he overlooked this he himself never wasted a minute.

When he was but twelve years old he was already studying Tendai philosophical speculation. One summer day the air had been so sultry that little Soyen stretched his legs and went to sleep while his teacher was away.

Three hours passed when, suddenly waking, he heard his master enter, but it was too late. There he lay, sprawled across the doorway.

“I beg your pardon, I beg your pardon,” his teacher whispered, stepping carefully over Soyen’s body as if it were that of some distinguished guest. After this, Soyen never slept again in the afternoon.

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2 Poems:

A Poem for the Shekinah on the Feast of the Sabbath

Isaac Luria (Aramaic, 1534-72)

I have sung

an old measure

would open

gates to

her field of apples

(each one a power)

set a new table

to feed her

beautifully

candelabrum

drops its

light on us

Between right &amp; left

the Bride

draws near in

holy jewels

clothes of the sabbath

whose lover

embraces her

down to foundation

gives pleasure

squeezes his strength out

in surcease of

sorrow

&amp; makes new faces

be hers

&amp; new souls

new breath

gives her joy

double measure

of lights &amp; of

streams for her blessing

o Friends of the Bride

go forth

all’s sealed

within her

shines out from

Ancient of Days

Toward the south

I placed

candelabrum

(o mystical)

room in

the north

for table

for bread

for pitchers of wine

for sweet myrtle

gives power to

lovers

new potencies

garlands

give her many

sweet foods to taste

many kinds of

fish

for fertility

birth

of new souls

new spirits

will follow the 32 paths

&amp; 3 branches

the bride with

70 crowns

with her king who

hovers above her

crown above crown in

Holy of Holies

this lady all worlds are

formed in

of words for her

70 crowns

50 gates

the Shekinah

ringd by

6 loaves

of the sabbath

&amp; bound

all sides to

Heavenly refuge

the hostile

powers

have left us

demons you feared

sleep in chains

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From The Wishing Bone Cycle

by Jacob Nibenegenesabe, tr. Howard Norman

Swampy Cree

One time I wanted two moons

in the sky.

But I needed someone to look up and see

those two moons

because I wanted to hear him

try and convince the others in the village

of what he saw.

I knew it would be funny.

So, I did it.

I wished another moon up!

There it was, across the sky from the old moon.

Along came a man.

Of course I wished him down that open path.

He looked up in the sky.

He had to see that other moon!

One moon for each of his eyes!

He stood looking

up in the sky

a long time.

Then he suspected me, I think.

He looked into the trees

where he thought I might be.

But he could not see me

since I was disguised as the whole night itself!

Sometimes

I wish myself into looking like the whole day

but this time

I was dressed like the whole night.

Then he said.

“there is something strange

in the sky tonight.”

He said it out loud.

I heard it clearly.

Then he hurried home

and I followed him.

He told the others, “You will not believe this,

but there are ONLY two moons

in the sky tonight.”

He had a funny look on his face.

Then, all the others began looking into the woods.

Looking for me, no doubt!

“Only two moons, ha! Who can believe you?

We won’t fall for that!” they all said to him.

They were trying to send the trick back at me!

This was clear to me!

So, I quickly wished a third moon up there

in the sky.

They looked up and saw three moons.

They had to see them!

Then one man

said out loud, “Ah, there, look up!

up there!

There is only one moon!

Well, let’s go sleep on this

and in the morning we will try and figure it out.”

They all agreed, and went in their houses

to sleep.

I was left standing there

with three moons shining on me.

There were three … I was sure of it.

[2]

One time

all the noises met.

All the noises in the world

met in one place

and I was there

because they met in my house.

My wife said, “Who sent them?”

I said, “Fox or Rabbit,

yes one of those two.

They’re both out for tricking me back today.

Both of them

are mad at me.

Rabbit is mad because I pulled

his brother’s ear

and I held him up that way.

Then I ate him.

And Fox is mad because he wanted

to do those things first.”

“Yes, then it had to be one of them,”

my wife said.

So, all the noises

were there.

These things happen.

Falling-tree noise was there.

Falling-rock noise was there.

Otter-mud-sliding noise was there.

All those noises, and more,

in my house.

“How long do you expect to stay?”

my wife asked them. “We need some sleep!”

They all answered at once!

That’s why now my wife and I

sometimes can’t hear well.

I should have wished them all away

first thing.

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commentary

1. Trickster stories go far back in Cree culture (as elsewhere), but the figure here is the invention, specifically, of Jacob Nibenegenesabe, “who lived for some ninety-four years northeast of Lake Winnipeg, Canada.” Nibenegenesabe was also a teller (= achimoo) of older trickster narratives, the continuity between old &amp; new never being in question. But the move in the Wishing Bone series is toward a rapidity of plot development &amp; changes, plus a switch into first-person narration as a form of enactment. In the frame for those stories, the trickster figure “has found the wishbone of a snow goose who has wandered into the Swampy Cree region and been killed by a lynx. This person now has a wand of metamorphosis allowing him to wish anything into existence; himself into any situation.” Howard Norman’s method of translation, in turn, involves “first listening to the narratives over and over in the source language, then re-creating them in the same context, story, etc., if notable, ultimately to get a translation word for word.”

2. Writes Norman, further: “The Swampy Cree have a conceptual term which I’ve heard used to describe the thinking of a porcupine as he backs into a rock crevice: usá puyew usu wapiw (‘he goes back ward, looks forward’). The porcupine consciously goes backward in order to speculate safely on the future, allowing him to look out at his enemy or just the new day. To the Cree, it’s an instructive act of self-preservation. Nibenegenesabe’s opening formula for the wishing bone poems (and other tales) consisted of an invitation to listen, followed by the phrase: ‘I go backward, look forward, as the porcupine does.’”

The act of telling, then, is one in which traditional ways (as process) do not imprison but free the mind to new beginnings &amp; speculations. This is the basis in fact of the “oral” as a liberating possibility: an interplay that preserves the mind’s capacity for transformation — as important in an ecological sense as that other preservation (of earth &amp; living forms, etc.) that we now recognize not as nostalgia but a necessary tool for our common survival.

Reprinted from Jerome Rothenberg, Shaking the Pumpkin and Howard Norman, The Wishing Bone Cycle.

The Soul Cages…

On The Music Box…

A wonderful remix of The Fab Four… done for Cirque de Soliel, at the behest of George Harrison before he past..

Masterfully remixed by George Martin’s son, Giles Martin, this is a voyage for Trippers of all ages.

I find it a bit of sheer wizardry, well worth your pennies or your pence. Get it kids, you’ll be floating along…

Sunday in Portland…. Just brought Eildon and his Mum Catherine over to the house, and I cooked Catherine, Mary and I a big lunch. Eildon sleeps like the little blessed one that he is.

I will be posting more later, with new pics.

Great Stuff Today!

The Links

The Soul Cages – A tale from Ireland

19th century Irish Poetry…

Art: John William Waterhouse

Cheers,

Gwyllm

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The Links:

Bright green light across sky surprises many in Singapore

Written in Stone, the Secret of Coumesourde

Georgia man kills 11-hundred-pound hog

An American Muslim

Punxsutawney PA: The creature from Mahoning Creek

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The Soul Cages – T. Crofton Croker

Jack Dogherty lived on the coast of the county Clare. Jack was a fisherman, as his father and grandfather before him had been. Like them, too, he lived all alone (but for the wife), and just in the same spot. People used to wonder why the Dogherty family were so fond of that wild situation, so far away from all human kind, and in the midst of huge shattered rocks, with nothing but the wide ocean to look upon. But they had their own good reasons for it.

The place was just the only spot on that part of the coast where anybody could well live. There was a neat little creek, where a boat might lie as snug as a puffin in her nest, and out from this creek a ledge of sunken rocks ran into the sea. Now when the Atlantic, according to custom, was raging with a storm, and a good westerly wind was blowing strong on the coast, many a richly-laden ship went to pieces on these rocks; and then the fine bales of cotton and tobacco, and such like things, and the pipes of wine and the puncheons of rum, and the casks of brandy, and the kegs of Hollands that used to come ashore! Dunbeg Bay was just like a little estate to the Doghertys.

Not but they were kind and humane to a distressed sailor, if ever one had the good luck to get to land; and many a time indeed did Jack put out in his little corragh (which, though not quite equal to honest Andrew Hennessy’s canvas life-boat would breast the billows like any gannet), to lend a hand towards bringing off the crew from a wreck. But when the ship had gone to pieces, and the crew were all lost, who would blame Jack for picking up all he could find?

“And who is the worse of it?” said he. “For as to the king, God bless him! everybody knows he’s rich enough already without getting what’s floating in the sea.”

Jack, though such a hermit, was a good-natured, jolly fellow. No other, sure, could ever have coaxed Biddy Mahony to quit her father’s snug and warm house in the middle of the town of Ennis, and to go so many miles off to live among the rocks, with the seals and sea-gulls for next-door neighbours. But Biddy knew that Jack was the man for a woman who wished to be comfortable and happy; for to say nothing of the fish, Jack had the supplying of half the gentlemen’s houses of the country with the Godsends that came into the bay. And she was right in her choice; for no woman ate, drank, or slept better, or made a prouder appearance at chapel on Sundays, than Mrs. Dogherty.

Many a strange sight, it may well be supposed, did Jack see, and many a strange sound did he hear, but nothing daunted him. So far was he from being afraid of Merrows, or such beings, that the very first wish of his heart was to fairly meet with one. Jack had heard that they were mighty like Christians, and that luck had always come out of an acquaintance with them. Never, therefore, did he dimly discern the Merrows moving along the face of the waters in their robes of mist, but he made direct for them; and many a scolding did Biddy, in her own quiet way, bestow upon Jack for spending his whole day out at sea, and bringing home no fish. Little did poor Biddy know the fish Jack was after!

It was rather annoying to Jack that, though living in a place where the Merrows were as plenty as lobsters, he never could get a right view of one. What vexed him more was that both his father and grandfather had often and often seen them; and he even remembered hearing, when a child, how his grandfather, who was the first of the family that had settled down at the creek, had been so intimate with a Merrow that, only for fear of vexing the priest, he would have had him stand for one of his children. This, however, Jack did not well know how to believe.

Fortune at length began to think that it was only right that Jack should know as much as his father and grandfather did. Accordingly, one day when he had strolled a little farther than usual along the coast to the northward, just as he turned a point, he saw something, like to nothing he had ever seen before, perched upon a rock at a little distance out to sea. It looked green in the body, as well as he could discern at that distance, and he would have sworn, only the thing was impossible, that it had a cocked hat in its hand. Jack stood for a good half-hour straining his eyes, and wondering at it, and all the time the thing did not stir hand or foot. At last Jack’s patience was quite worn out, and he gave a loud whistle and a hail, when the Merrow (for such it was) started up, put the cocked hat on its head, and dived down, head foremost, from the rock.

Jack’s curiosity was now excited, and he constantly directed his steps towards the point; still he could never get a glimpse of the sea-gentleman with the cocked hat; and with thinking and thinking about the matter, he began at last to fancy he had been only dreaming. One very rough day, however, when the sea was running mountains high, Jack Dogherty determined to give a look at the Merrow’s rock (for he had always chosen a fine day before), and then he saw the strange thing cutting capers upon the top of the rock, and then diving down, and then coming up, and then diving down again.

Jack had now only to choose his time (that is, a good blowing day), and he might see the man of the sea as often as he pleased. All this. however, did not satisfy him–”much will have more”; he wished now to get acquainted with the Merrow, and even in this he succeeded. One tremendous blustering day, before he got to the point whence he had a view of the Merrow’s rock, the storm came on so furiously that Jack was obliged to take shelter in one of the caves which are so numerous along the coast; and there, to his astonishment, he saw sitting before him a thing with green hair, long green teeth, a red nose, and pig’s eyes. It had a fish’s tail, legs with scales on them, and short arms like fins. It wore no clothes, but had the cocked hat under its arm, and seemed engaged thinking very seriously about something.

Jack, with all his courage, was a little daunted; but now or never, thought he; so up he went boldly to the cogitating fishman, took off his hat, and made his best bow.

“Your servant, sir,” said Jack.

“Your servant, kindly, Jack Dogherty,” answered the Merrow.

“To be sure, then, how well your honour knows my name!” said Jack.

“Is it I not know your name, Jack Dogherty? Why man, I knew your grandfather long before he was married to Judy Regan, your grandmother! Ah, Jack, Jack, I was fond of that grandfather of yours; he was a mighty worthy man in his time: I never met his match above or below, before or since, for sucking in a shellful of brandy. I hope, my boy,” said the old fellow, with a merry twinkle in his eyes, “I hope you’re his own grandson!”

‘Never fear me for that,” said Jack; “if my mother had only reared me on brandy, ’tis myself that would be a sucking infant to this hour!”

“Well, I like to hear you talk so manly; you and I must be better acquainted, if it were only for your grandfather’s sake. But, Jack, that father of yours was not the thing! he had no head at all.”

“I’m sure, said Jack, “since your honour lives down under the water, you must be obliged to drink a power to keep any beat in you in such a cruel, damp, could place. Well, I’ve often heard of Christians drinking like fishes; and might I be so bold as ask where you get the spirits?”

“Where do you get them yourself, Jack?” said the Merrow, twitching his red nose between his forefinger and thumb.

“Hubbubboo,” cries Jack “now I see how it is; but I suppose, sir, your honour has got a fine dry cellar below to keep them in.”

“Let me alone for the cellar,” said the Merrow, with a knowing wink of his left eye.

‘I’m sure,” continued Jack, “it must be mighty well worth the looking at.”

“You may say that, Jack,” said the Merrow; “and if you meet me here next Monday, just at this time of the day, we will have a little more talk with one another about the matter.”

Jack and the Merrow parted the best friends in the world. On Monday they met, and Jack was not a little surprised to see that the Merrow had two cocked hats with him, one under each arm.

“Might I take the liberty to ask, sir,” said Jack, “why your honour has brought the two hats with you today? You would not, sure, be going to give me one of them, to keep for the curiosity of the thing?”

“No, no, Jack,” said he, “I don’t get my hats so easily, to part with them that way; but I want you to come down and dine with me, and I brought you that hat to dive with.”

“Lord bless and preserve us!” cried Jack, in amazement, would you want me to go down to the bottom of the salt sea ocean? Sure, I’d be smothered and choked up with the water, to say nothing of being drowned! And what would poor Biddy do for me, and what would she say?”

“And what matter what she says, you pinkeen? Who cares for Biddy’s squalling? It’s long before your grandfather would have talked in that way. Many’s the time he stuck that same hat on his head, and dived down boldly after me; and many’s the snug bit of dinner and good shellful of brandy he and I have had together below, under the water.”

“Is it really, sir, and no joke?” said Jack; “why, then, sorrow from me for ever and a day after, if I’ll be a bit worse man nor my grandfather was! Here goes–but play me fair now. Here’s neck or nothing!” cried Jack.

“That’s your grandfather all over,” said the old fellow; “so come along, then, and do as I do.”

They both left the cave, walked into the sea, and then swam a piece until they got to the rock, The Merrow climbed to the top of it, and Jack followed him. On the far side it was as straight as the wall of a house, and the sea beneath looked so deep that Jack was almost cowed.

“Now, do you see, Jack,” said the Merrow: “just put this hat on your head, and mind to keep your eyes wide open. Take hold of my tail, and follow after me, and you’ll see what you’ll see.”

In he dashed, and in dashed Jack after him boldly. They went and they went, and Jack thought they’d never stop going. Many a time did he wish himself sitting at home by the fireside with Biddy. Yet where was the use of wishing now, when he was so many miles, as he thought, below the waves of the Atlantic? Still he held hard by the Merrow’s tail, slippery as it was; and, at last, to Jack’s great surprise, they got out of the water, and he actually found himself on dry land at the bottom of the sea. They landed just in front of a nice house that was slated very neatly with oyster shells! and the Merrow, turning about to Jack, welcomed him down.

Jack could hardly speak, what with wonder, and what with being out of breath with travelling so fast through the water. He looked about him and could see no living things, barring crabs and lobsters, of which there were plenty walking leisurely about on the sand. Overhead was the sea like a sky, and the fishes like birds swimming about in it.

“Why don’t you speak, man?” said the Merrow: “I dare say you had no notion that I had such a snug little concern here as this? Are you smothered, or choked, or drowned, or are you fretting after Biddy, eh?”

“Oh! not myself indeed,” said Jack, showing his teeth with a good-humoured grin; “but who in the world would ever have thought of seeing such a thing?”

‘Yell, come along, and let’s see what they’ve got for us to eat?”

Jack really was hungry, and it gave him no small pleasure to perceive a fine column of smoke rising from the chimney, announcing what was going on within. Into the house he followed the Merrow, and there he saw a good kitchen, right well provided with everything. There was a noble dresser, and plenty of pots and pans, with two young Merrows cooking. His host then led him into the room, which was furnished shabbily enough. Not a table or a chair was there in it; nothing but planks and logs of wood to sit on, and eat off. There was, however, a good fire blazing upon the hearth–a comfortable sight to Jack.

“Come now, and I’ll show you where I keep–you know what,” said the Merrow, with a sly look; and opening a little door, he led Jack into a fine cellar, well filled with pipes, and kegs, and hogsheads, and barrels.

“What do you say to that, Jack Dogherty? Eh! may be a body can’t live snug under the water?”

“Never the doubt of that,” said Jack, with a convincing smack of his upper lip, that he really thought what he said.

They went back to the room, and found dinner laid. There was no tablecloth, to be sure–but what matter? It was not always Jack had one at home. The dinner would have been no discredit to the first house of the country on a fast day. The choicest of fish, and no wonder, was there. Turbots, and sturgeons, and soles, and lobsters, and oysters, and twenty other kinds, were on the planks at once, and plenty of the best of foreign spirits. The wines, the old fellow said, were too cold for his stomach.

Jack ate and drank till he could eat no more: then taking up a shell of brandy, “Here’s to your honour’s good health, sir,” said he; “though, begging you pardon, it’s mighty odd that as long as we’ve been acquainted I don’t know your name yet.”

“That’s true, Jack,” replied he; “I never thought of it before, but better late than never. My name’s Coomara.”

“And a mighty decent name it is,” cried Jack, taking another shellfull: “here’s to your good health, Coomara, and may ye live these fifty years to come!”

“Fifty years!” repeated Coomara; “I’m obliged to you, indeed! If you had said five hundred, it would have been something worth the wishing.”

“By the laws, sir,” cries Jack, “youz live to a powerful age here under the water! You knew my grandfather, and he’s dead and gone better than these sixty years. I’m sure it must be a healthy place to live in.”

“No doubt of it; but come, Jack, keep the liquor stirring.”

Shell after shell did they empty, and to Jack’s exceeding surprise, he found the drink never got into his head, owing, I suppose, to the sea being over them, which kept their noddles cool.

Old Coomara got exceedingly comfortable, and sung several songs; but Jack, if his life had depended on it, never could remember more than

“Rum fum boodle boo,

Ripple dipple nitty dob;

Dumdoo doodle coo,

Raffle taffle chittiboo!”

[paragraph continues] It was the chorus to one of them; and, to say the truth, nobody that I know has ever been able to pick any particular meaning out of it; but that, to be sure, is the case with many a song nowadays.

At length said he to Jack, “Now, my dear boy, if you follow me, I’ll show you my curiosities!” He opened a little door, and led Jack into a large room, where Jack saw a great many odds and ends that Coomara had picked up at one time or another. What chiefly took his attention, however, were things like lobsterpots ranged on the ground along the wall.

“Well, Jack, how do you like my curiosities?” said old Coo.

“Upon my sowkins, 1 sir,” said Jack, “they’re mighty well worth the looking at; but might I make so bold as to ask what these things like lobster-pots are?”

“Oh! the Soul Cages, is it?”

“The what? sir!”

“These things here that I keep the souls in.”

“Arrah! what souls, sir?” said Jack, in amazement; “sure the fish have no souls in them?”

“Oh! no,” replied Coo, quite coolly, “that they have not; but these are the souls of drowned sailors.”

“The Lord preserve us from all harm!” muttered lack, “how in the world did you get them?”

“Easily enough: I’ve only, when I see a good storm coming on, to set a couple of dozen of these, and then, when the sailors are drowned and the souls get out of them under the water, the poor things are almost perished to death, not being used to the cold; so they make into my pots for shelter, and then I have them snug, and fetch them home, and is it not well for them, poor souls, to get into such good quarters?”

Jack was so thunderstruck he did not know what to say, so he said nothing. They went back into the dining-room, and had a little more brandy, which was excellent, and then, as Jack knew that it must be getting late, and as Biddy might be uneasy, he stood up, and said he thought it was time for him to be on the road.

“Just as you like, Jack,” said Coo, “but take a duc an durrus 1 before you go; you’ve a cold journey before you.”

Jack knew better manners than to refuse the parting glass.

“I wonder,” said he, “will I be able to make out my way home?”

“What should ail you,” said Coo, “when I’ll show you the way?”

Out they went before the house, and Coomara took one of the cocked hats, and put it upon Jack’s head the wrong way, and then lifted him up on his shoulder that he might launch him up into the water.

“Now,” says he, giving him a heave, “you’ll come up just in the same spot you came down in; and, Jack, mind and throw me back the hat.”

He canted Jack off his shoulder, and up he shot like a bubble–whirr, whiff, whiz–away he went up through the water, till he came to the very rock he had jumped off where he found a landing-place, and then in he threw the hat, which sunk like a stone.

The sun was just going down in the beautiful sky of a calm summer’s evening. Feascor was seen dimly twinkling in the cloudless heaven, a solitary star, and the waves of the Atlantic flashed in a golden flood of light. So Jack, perceiving it was late, set off home; but when he got there, not a word did he say to Biddy of where he had spent his day.

The state of the poor souls cooped up in the lobster-pots gave Jack a great deal of trouble, and how to release them cost him a great deal of thought. He at first had a mind to speak to the priest about the matter. But what could the priest do, and what did Coo care for the priest? Besides, Coo was a good sort of an old fellow, and did not think he was doing any harm. Jack had a regard for him, too, and it also might not be much to his own credit if it were known that he used to go dine with Merrows. On the whole, he thought his best plan would be to ask Coo to dinner, and to make him drunk, if he was able, and then to take the hat and go down and turn up the pots. It was, first of all, necessary, however, to get Biddy out of the way; for Jack was prudent enough, as she was a woman, to wish to keep the thing secret from her.

Accordingly, Jack grew mighty pious all of a sudden, and said to Biddy that he thought it would be for the good of both their souls if she was to go and take her rounds at Saint John’s Well, near Ennis. Biddy thought so too, and accordingly off she set one fine morning at day-dawn, giving Jack a strict charge to have an eye to the place. The coast being clear, away went Jack to the rock to give the appointed signal to Coomara, which was throwing a big stone into the water. Jack threw, and up sprang Coo!

“Good morning, Jack,” said he; “what do you want with me?”

“Just nothing at all to speak about, sir,” returned Jack, “only to come and take a bit of dinner with me, if I might make so free as to ask you, and sure I’m now after doing so.”

“It’s quite agreeable, Jack, I assure you; what’s your hour?”‘

“Any time that’s most convenient to you, sir–say one o’clock, that you may go home, if you wish, with the daylight.”

“I’ll be with you,” said Coo, “never fear me.”

Jack went home, and dressed a noble fish dinner, and got out plenty of his best foreign spirits, enough, for that matter, to make twenty men drunk. Just to the minute came Coo, with his cocked hat under his arm. Dinner was ready, they sat down, and ate and drank away manfully. Jack, thinking of the poor souls below in the pots, plied old Coo well with brandy, and encouraged him to sing, hoping to put him under the table, but poor Jack forgot that he had not the sea over his head to keep it cool. The brandy got into it, and did his business for him, and Coo reeled off home, leaving his entertainer as dumb as a haddock on a Good Friday.

Jack never woke till the next morning, and then he was in a sad way. “‘Tis to no use for me thinking to make that old Rapparee drunk,” said Jack, “and how in this world can I help the poor souls out of the lobster-pots?” After ruminating nearly the whole day, a thought struck him. “I have it,” says he, slapping his knee; “I’ll be sworn that Coo never saw a drop of poteen, as old as he is, and that’s the thing to settle him! Oh! then, is not it well that Biddy will not be home these two days yet; I can have another twist at him.”

Jack asked Coo again, and Coo laughed at him for having no better head, telling him he’d never come up to his grandfather.

“Well, but try me again,” said Jack, “and I’ll be bail to drink you drunk and sober, and drunk again.”

“Anything in my power,” said Coo, “to oblige you.”

At this dinner Jack took care to have his own liquor well watered, and to give the strongest brandy he had to Coo. At last says he, “Pray, sir, did you ever drink any poteen?–any real mountain dew?”

“No,” says Coo; “what’s that, and where does it come from?”

“Oh, that’s a secret,” said Jack, “but it’s the right stuff–never believe me again, if ’tis not fifty times as good as brandy or rum either. Biddy’s brother just sent me a present of a little drop, in exchange for some brandy, and as you’re an old friend of the family, I kept it to treat you with.”

“Well, let’s see what sort of thing it is,” said Coomara.

The poteen was the right sort. It was first-rate, and had the real smack upon it. Coo was delighted: he drank and he sung Rum bum boodle boo over and over again; and he laughed and he danced, till he fell on the floor fast asleep. Then Jack, who had taken good care to keep himself sober, snapt up the cocked hat–ran off to the rock–leaped, and soon arrived at Coo’s habitation.

All was as still as a churchyard at midnight–not a Merrow, old or young, was there. In he went and turned up the pots, but nothing did he see, only he heard a sort of a little whistle or chirp as he raised each of them. At this he was surprised, till he recollected what the priests had often said, that nobody living could see the soul, no more than they could see the wind or the air. Having now done all that he could for them, he set the pots as they were before, and sent a blessing after the poor souls to speed them on their journey wherever they were going. Jack now began to think of returning; he put the hat on, as was right, the wrong way; but when he got out he found the water so high over his head that he had no hopes of ever getting up into it, now that he had not old Coomara to give him a lift. He walked about looking for a ladder, but not one could he find, and not a rock was there in sight. At last he saw a spot where the sea hung rather lower than anywhere else, so he resolved to try there. Just as he came to it, a big cod happened to put down his tail. Jack made a jump and caught hold of it, and the cod, all in amazement, gave a bounce and pulled Jack up. The minute the hat touched the water away Jack was whisked, and up he shot like a cork, dragging the poor cod, that he forgot to let go, up with him tail foremost. He got to the rock in no time and without a moment’s delay hurried home, rejoicing in the good deed he had done.

But, meanwhile, there was fine work at home; for our friend Jack had hardly left the house on his soul-freeing expedition, when back came Biddy from her soul-saving one to the well. When she entered the house and saw the things lying thrie-na-helah 1 on the table before her–”Here’s a pretty job!” said she; “that blackguard of mine–what ill-luck I had ever to marry him! He has picked up some vagabond or other, while I was praying for the good of his soul, and they’ve been drinking all the poteen that my own brother gave him, and all the spirits, to be sure, that he was to have sold to his honour.” Then hearing an outlandish kind of grunt, she looked down, and saw Coomara lying under the table. “The Blessed Virgin help me,” shouted she, “if he has not made a real beast of himself! Well, well, I’ve often heard of a man making a beast of himself with drink! Oh hone, oh hone!–Jack, honey, what will I do with you, or what will I do without you? How can any decent woman ever think of living with a beast?”

With such like lamentations Biddy rushed out of the house, and was going she knew not where, when she heard the well-known voice of Jack singing a merry tune. Glad enough was Biddy to find him safe and sound, and not turned into a thing that was like neither fish nor flesh. Jack was obliged to tell her all, and Biddy, though she had half a mind to be angry with him for not telling her before, owned that he had done a great service to the poor souls. Back they both went most lovingly to the house, and Jack wakened up Coomara; and, perceiving the old fellow to be rather dull, he bid him not to be cast down, for ’twas many a good man’s case; said it all came of his not being used to the poteen, and recommended him, by way of cure, to swallow a hair of the dog that bit him. Coo, however, seemed to think he had had quite enough. He got up, quite out of sorts, and without having the manners to say one word in the way of civility, he sneaked off to cool himself by a jaunt through the salt water.

Coomara, never missed the souls. He and Jack continued the best friends in the world, and no one, perhaps, ever equalled Jack for freeing souls from purgatory; for he contrived fifty excuses for getting into the house below the sea, unknown to the old fellow, and then turning up the pots and letting out the souls. It vexed him, to be sure, that he could never see them; but as he knew the thing to be impossible, he was obliged to be satisfied.

Their intercourse continued for several years. However, one morning, on Jack’s throwing in a stone as usual, he got no answer. He flung another, and another, still there was no reply. He went away, and returned the following morning, but it was to no purpose. As he was without the hat, he could not go down to see what had become of old Coo, but his belief was, that the old man, or the old fish, or whatever he was, had either died, or had removed from that part of the country.

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Footnotes

69:1 Sowkins, diminutive of soul.

70:1 Recte, deoch án dorrus–door-drink or stirrup-cup.

74:1 Tri-na-cheile, literally through other–i.e., higgledy-piggledy.

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Poetry: 19th Century Irish Poetry…

The Faery Thorn – An Ulster Ballad

Sir Sameul Ferguson

“GET up, our Anna dear, from the weary spinning-wheel;

For your father’s on the hill, and your mother is asleep;

Come up above the crags, and we’ll dance a highland-reel

Around the fairy thorn on the steep.”

At Anna Grace’s door ’twas thus the maidens cried,

Three merry maidens fair in kirtles of the green;

And Anna laid the rock and the weary wheel aside,

The fairest of the four, I ween.

They’re glancing through the glimmer of the quiet eve,

Away in milky wavings of neck and ankle bare;

The heavy-sliding stream in its sleepy song they leave,

And the crags in the ghostly air:

And linking hand in hand, and singing as they go,

The maids along the hill-side have ta’en their fearless way,

Till they come to where the rowan trees in lonely beauty grow

Beside the Fairy Hawthorn grey.

The Hawthorn stands between the ashes tall and slim,

Like matron with her twin grand-daughters at her knee;

The rowan berries cluster o’er her low head grey and dim

In ruddy kisses sweet to see.

The merry maidens four have ranged them in a row,

Between each lovely couple a stately rowan stem,

And away in mazes wavy, like skimming birds they go,

Oh, never caroll’d bird like them!

But solemn is the silence of the silvery haze

That drinks away their voices in echoless repose,

And dreamily the evening has still’d the haunted braes,

And dreamier the gloaming grows.

And sinking one by one, like lark-notes from the sky

When the falcon’s shadow saileth across the open shaw,

Are hush’d the maiden’s voices, as cowering down they he

In the flutter of their sudden awe.

For, from the air above, the grassy ground beneath,

And from the mountain-ashes and the old Whitethorn between,

A Power of faint enchantment doth through their beings breathe,

And they sink down together on the green.

They sink together silent, and stealing side by side,

They fling their lovely arms o’er their drooping necks so fair,

Then vainly strive again their naked arms to hide,

For their shrinking necks again are bare.

Thus clasp’d and prostrate all, with their heads together bow’d,

Soft o’er their bosom’s beating–the only human sound–

They hear the silky footsteps of the silent fairy crowd,

Like a river in the air, gliding round.

No scream can any raise, no prayer can any say,

But wild, wild, the terror of the speechless three–

For they feel fair Anna Grace drawn silently away,

By whom they dare not look to see.

They feel their tresses twine with her parting locks of gold

And the curls elastic falling as her head withdraws;

They feel her sliding arms from their tranced arms unfold,

But they may not look to see the cause:

For heavy on their senses the faint enchantment lies

Through all that night of anguish and perilous amaze;

And neither fear nor wonder can ope their quivering eyes,

Or their limbs from the cold ground raise,

Till out of night the earth has roll’d her dewy side,

With every haunted mountain and streamy vale below;

When, as the mist dissolves in the yellow morning tide,

The maidens’ trance dissolveth go.

Then fly the ghastly three as swiftly as they may,

And tell their tale of sorrow to anxious friends in vain–

They pined away and died within the year and day,

And ne’er was Anna Grace seen again.

A Dream

William Allingham

I heard the dogs howl in the moonlight night;

I went to the window to see the sight;

All the Dead that ever I knew

Going one by one and two by two.

On they pass’d, and on they pass’d;

Townsfellows all, from first to last;

Born in the moonlight of the lane,

Quench’d in the heavy shadow again.

Schoolmates, marching as when we play’d

At soldiers once–but now more staid;

Those were the strangest sight to me

Who were drown’d, I knew, in the awful sea.

Straight and handsome folk; bent and weak, too;

Some that I loved, and gasp’d to speak to;

Some but a day in their churchyard bed;

Some that I had not known were dead.

A long, long crowd–where each seem’d lonely,

Yet of them all there was one, one only,

Raised a head or look’d my way.

She linger’d a moment,–she might not stay.

How long since I saw that fair pale face!

Ah! Mother dear! might I only place

My head on thy breast, a moment to rest,

While thy hand on my tearful cheek were prest!

On, on, a moving bridge they made

Across the moon-stream, from shade to shade,

Young and old, women and men;

Many long-forgot, but remember’d then.

And first there came a bitter laughter;

A sound of tears the moment after;

And then a music so lofty and gay,

That every morning, day by day,

I strive to recall it if I may.

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Song Of The Ghost

Alfred Percival Graves

When all were dreaming

But Pastheen Power,

A light came streaming

Beneath her bower

A heavy foot

At her door delayed,

A heavy hand

On the latch was laid.

“Now who dare venture,

At this dark hour,

Unbid to enter

My maiden bower?”

“Dear Pastheen, open

The door to me,

And your true lover

You’ll surely see.”

“My own true lover,

So tall and brave,

Lives exiled over

The angry wave.”

“Your true love’s body

Lies on the bier,

His faithful spirit

Is with you here.”

“His look was cheerful,

His voice was gay;

Your speech is fearful,

Your face is grey;

And sad and sunken

Your eye of blue,

But Patrick, Patrick,

Alas! ’tis you!”

Ere dawn was breaking

She heard below

The two cocks shaking

Their wings to crow.

“Oh, hush you, hush you,

Both red and grey,

Or will you hurry

My love away.

“Oh, hush your crowing,

Both grey and red,

Or he’ll be going

To join the dead;

Or, cease from calling

His ghost to the mould,

And I’ll come crowning

Your combs with gold.”

When all were dreaming

But Pastheen Power,

A light went streaming

From out her bower,

And on the morrow,

When they awoke,

They knew that sorrow

Her heart had broke.